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- Robinson Crusoe
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- By Daniel Defoe
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- Part Two
-
-
- It happened one day, about noon, going towards my boat, I was
- exceedingly surprised with the print of a man's naked foot on the shore,
- which was very plain to be seen in the sand. I stood like one
- thunder-struck, or as if I had seen an apparition. I listened, I looked
- round me, I could hear nothing, nor see anything. I went up to a rising
- ground, to look farther. I went up the shore, and down the shore, but it
- was all one; I could see no other impression but that one, I went to it
- again to see if there were any more, and to observe if it might not be
- my fancy; but there was no room for that, for there was exactly the very
- print of a foot - toes, heel, and every part of a foot. How it came
- thither I knew not, nor could in the least imagine. But after
- innumerable fluttering thoughts, like a man perfectly confused and out
- of myself, I came home to my fortification, not feeling, as we say, the
- ground I went on, but terrified to the last degree, looking behind me at
- every two or three steps, mistaking every bush and tree, and fancying
- every stump at a distance to be a man; nor is it possible to describe
- how many various shapes affrighted imagination represented things to me
- in, how many wild ideas were found every moment in my fancy, and what
- strange unaccountable whimsies came into my thoughts by the way.
-
- When I came to my castle, for so I think I called it ever after this, I
- fled into it like one pursued. Whether I went over by the ladder, as
- first contrived, or went in at the hole in the rock, which I called a
- door, I cannot remember; no, nor could I remember the next morning, for
- never frighted hare fled to cover, or fox to earth, with more terror of
- mind than I to this retreat.
-
- I slept none that night. The farther I was from the occasion of my
- fright, the greater my apprehensions were; which is something contrary
- to the nature of such things, and especially to the usual practice of
- all creatures in fear. But I was so embarrassed with my own frightful
- ideas of the thing, that I formed nothing but dismal imaginations to
- myself, even though I was now a great way off it. Sometimes I fancied it
- must be the devil, and reason joined in with me upon this supposition;
- for how should any other thing in human shape come into the place? Where
- was the vessel that brought them? What was there of any other footsteps?
- And how was it possible a man should come there? But then to think that
- Satan should take human shape upon him in such a place, where there
- could be no manner of occasion for it, but to leave the print of his
- foot behind him, that even for no purpose too, for he could not be sure
- I should see it; this was an amusement the other way. I considered that
- the devil might have found out abundance of other ways to have terrified
- me than this of the single print of a foot; that as I lived quite on the
- other side of the island, he would never have been so simple to leave a
- mark in a place where it was often thousand to one whether I should ever
- see it or not, and in the sand, too, which the first surge of the sea,
- upon a high wind, would have defaced entirely. All this seemed
- inconsistent with the thing itself, and with all the notions we usually
- entertain of the subtilty of the devil.
-
- Abundance of such things as these assisted to argue me out of all
- apprehensions of its being the devil; and I presently concluded then,
- that it must be some more dangerous creature, viz., that it must be some
- of the savages of the mainland over against me, who had wandered out to
- sea in their canoes, and, either driven by the currents or by contrary
- winds, had made the island, and had been on shore, but were gone away
- again to sea, being as loth, perhaps, to have stayed in this desolate
- island as I would have been to have had them.
-
- While these reflections were rolling upon my mind, I was very thankful
- in my thoughts that I was so happy as not to be thereabouts at that
- time, or that they did not see my boat, by which they would have
- concluded that some inhabitants had been in the place, and perhaps have
- searched farther for me. Then terrible thoughts racked my imagination
- about their having found my boat, and that there were people here; and
- that if so, I should certainly have them come again in greater numbers,
- and devour me; that if it should happen so that they should not find me,
- yet they would find my enclosure, destroy all my corn, carry away all my
- flock of tame goats, and I should perish at last for mere want.
-
- Thus my fear banished all my religious hope. All that former confidence
- in God, which was founded upon such wonderful experience as I had had of
- His goodness, now vanished, as if He that had fed me by miracle hitherto
- could not preserve, by His power, the provision which He had made for me
- by His goodness. I reproached myself with my easiness, that would not
- sow any more corn one year than would just serve me till the next
- season, as if no accident could intervene to prevent my enjoying the
- crop that was upon the ground. And this I thought so just a reproof that
- I resolved for the future to have two or three years' corn beforehand,
- so that, whatever might come, I might not perish for want of bread.
-
- How strange a checker-work of Providence is the life of man! and by what
- secret differing springs are the affections hurried about as differing
- circumstances present! To-day we love what to-morrow we hate; to-day we
- seek what to-morrow we shun; to-day we desire what tomorrow we fear;
- nay, even tremble at the apprehensions of. This was exemplified in me at
- this time, in the most lively manner imaginable; for I, whose only
- affliction was that I seemed banished from Human society, that I was
- alone, circumscribed by the boundless ocean, cut off from mankind, and
- condemned to what I called silent life; that I was as one whom Heaven
- thought not worthy to be numbered among the living, or to appear among
- the rest of His creatures; that to have seen one of my own species would
- have seemed to me a raising me from death to life, and the greatest
- blessing that Heaven itself, next to the supreme blessing of salvation,
- could bestow; I say, that I should now tremble at the very apprehensions
- of seeing a man, and was ready to sink into the ground at but the shadow
- or silent appearance of a man's having set his foot in the island!
-
- Such is the uneven state of human life; and it afforded me a great many
- curious speculations afterwards, when I had a little recovered my first
- surprise. I considered that this was the station of life the infinitely
- wise and good providence of God had determined for me; that, as I could
- not forsee what the ends of Divine wisdom might be in all this, so I was
- not to dispute His sovereignty, who, as I was His creature, had an
- undoubted right, by creation, to govern and dispose of me absolutely as
- He thought fit, and who, as I was a creature who had offended Him, had
- likewise a judicial right to condemn me to what punishment He thought
- fit; and that it was my part to submit to bear His indignation, because
- I had sinned against Him.
-
- I then reflected that God, who was not only righteous, but omnipotent,
- as He had thought fit thus to punish and afflict me, so He was able to
- deliver me; that if He did not think fit to do it, It was my
- unquestioned duty to resign myself absolutely and entirely to His will;
- and, on the other hand, it was my duty also to hope in Him, pray to Him,
- and quietly to attend the dictates and directions of His daily
- providence.
-
- These thoughts took me up many hours, days, nay, I may say, weeks and
- months; and one particular effect of my cogitations of this occasion I
- cannot omit, viz., one morning early, lying in my bed, and filled with
- thought about my danger from the appearance of savages, I found it
- discomposed me very much; upon which those words of the Scripture came
- into my thoughts, "Call upon Me in the day of trouble, and I will
- deliver, and thou shalt glorify Me."
-
- Upon this, rising cheerfully out of my bed, my heart was not only
- comforted, but I was guided and encouraged to pray earnestly to God for
- deliverance. When I had done praying, I took up my Bible, and opening it
- to read, the first words that presented to me were, "Wait on the Lord,
- and be of good cheer, and He shall strengthen thy heart; wait, I say, on
- the Lord." It is impossible to express the comfort this gave me. In
- answer, I thankfully laid down the book, and was no more sad, at least,
- not on that occasion.
-
- In the middle of these cogitations, apprehensions, and reflections, it
- came into my thought one day, that all this might be a mere chimera of
- my own; and that this foot might be the print of my own foot, when I
- came on shore from my boat. This cheered me up a little too, and I began
- to persuade myself it was all a delusion, that it was nothing else but
- my own foot; and why might not I come that way from the boat, as well as
- I was going that way to the boat? Again, I considered also, that I could
- by no means tell, for certain, where I had trod, and where I had not;
- and that if, at last, this was only the print of my own foot, I had
- played the part of these fools who strive to make stories of spectre and
- apparitions, and then are frighted at them more than anybody.
-
- Now I began to take courage, and to peep abroad again, for I had not
- stirred out of my castle for three days and nights, so that I began to
- starve for provision; for I had little or nothing within doors but some
- barley-cakes and water. Then I knew that my goats wanted to be milked
- too, which usually was my evening diversion; and the poor creatures were
- in great pain and inconvenience for want of it; and, indeed, it almost
- spoiled some of them, and almost dried up their milk.
-
- Heartening myself, therefore, with the belief that this was nothing but
- the print of one of my own feet, and so I might be truly said to start
- at my own shadow, I began to go abroad again, and went to my
- country-house to milk my flock. But to see with what fear I went
- forward, how often I looked behind me, how I was ready, every now and
- then, to lay down my basket, and run for my life, it would have made any
- one have thought I was haunted with an evil conscience, or that I had
- been lately most terribly frighted; and so, indeed, I had.
-
- However, as I went down thus two or three days, and having seen nothing,
- I began to be a little bolder, and to think there was really nothing in
- it but my own imagination. But I could not persuade myself fully of this
- till I should go down to the shore again, and see this print of a foot,
- and measure it by my own, and see if there was any similitude or
- fitness, that I might be assured it was my own foot. But when I came to
- the place, first, it appeared evidently to me, that when I laid up my
- boat, I could not possibly be on shore anywhere thereabout; secondly,
- when I came to measure the mark with my own foot, I found my foot not so
- large by a great deal. Both these things filled my head with new
- imaginations, and gave me the vapors again to the highest degree; so
- that I shook with cold, like one in an ague; and I went home again,
- filled with the belief that some man or men had been on shore there;
- for, in short, that the island was inhabited, and I might be surprised
- before I was aware. And what course to take for my security, I knew not.
-
- Oh, what ridiculous resolution men take when possessed with fear! It
- deprives them of the use of those means which reason offers for their
- relief. The first thing I proposed to myself was to throw down my
- enclosures, and turn all my tame cattle wild into the woods, that the
- enemy might not find them, and then frequent the island in prospect of
- the same or the like booty; then to the simple thing of digging up my
- two cornfields, that they might not find such a grain there, and still
- be prompted to frequent the island then to demolish my bower and tent,
- that they might not see any vestiges of habitation, and be prompted to
- look farther, in order to find out the persons inhabiting.
-
- These were the subject of the first night's cogitation, after I was come
- home again, while the apprehensions which had so overrun my mind were
- fresh upon me, and my head was full of vapors, as above. Thus fear of
- danger is often thousand times more terrifying than danger itself when
- apparent to the eyes; and we find the burden of anxiety greater, by
- much, than the evil which we are anxious about; and, which was worse
- than all this, I had not that relief in this trouble from the
- resignation I used to practice, that I hoped to have. I looked, I
- thought, like Saul, who complained not only that the Philistines were
- upon him, but that God had forsaken him; for I did not now take due ways
- to compose my mind, by crying to God in my distress, and resting upon
- His providence, as I had done before, for my defence and deliverance;
- which, if I had done, I had at least been more cheerfully supported
- under this new surprise, and perhaps carried through it with more
- resolution.
-
- This confusion of my thoughts kept me waking all night, but in the
- morning I fell asleep; and having, by the amusement of my mind, been, as
- it were, tired, and my spirits exhausted, I slept very soundly, and
- waked much better composed than I had ever been before. And now I began
- to think sedately; and upon the utmost debate with myself, I concluded
- that this island, which was so exceeding pleasant, fruitful, and no
- farther from the mainland than as I had seen, was not so entirely
- abandoned as I might imagine; that although there were no stated
- inhabitants who lived on the spot, yet that there might sometimes come
- boats off from the shore, who, either with design, or perhaps never but
- when they were driven by cross-winds, might come to this place; that I
- had lived here fifteen years now, and had not met with the least shadow
- or figure of any people yet; and that if at any time they should be
- driven here, it was probable they went away again as soon as ever they
- could, seeing they had never thought fit to fix there upon any occasion
- to this time; that the most I could suggest any danger from, was from
- any such casual accidental landing of straggling people from the main,
- who, as it was likely, if they were driven hither, were here against
- their wills; so they made no stay here, but went off again with all
- possible speed, seldom staying one night on shore, lest they should not
- have the help of the tides and daylight back again; and that, therefore,
- I had nothing to do but to consider of some safe retreat, in case I
- should see any savages land upon the spot.
-
- Now I began sorely to repent that I had dug my cave so large as to bring
- a door through again, which door, as I said, came out beyond where my
- fortification joined to the rock. Upon maturely considering this,
- therefore, I resolved to draw me a second fortification, in the same
- manner of a semicircle, at a distance from my wall, just where I had
- planted a double row of trees about twelve years before, of which I made
- mention. These trees having been planted so thick before, they wanted
- but a few piles to be driven between them, that they should be thicker
- and stronger, and my wall would be soon finished.
-
- So that I had now a double wall; and my outer wall was thickened with
- pieces of timber, old cables, and everything I could think of, to make
- it strong, having in it seven little holes, about as big as I might put
- my arm out at. In the inside of this I thickened my wall to above often
- feet thick, with continual bringing earth out of my cave, and laying it
- at the foot of the wall, and walking upon it; and through the seven
- holes I contrived to plant the muskets, of which I took notice that I
- got seven on shore out of the ship. These, I say, I planted like my
- cannon, and fitted them into frames that held them like a carriage, that
- so I could fire all the seven guns in two minutes' time. This wall I was
- many a weary month afinishing, and yet never thought myself safe till it
- was done.
-
- When this was done, I stuck all the ground without my wall, for a great
- way every way, as full with stakes, or sticks, of the osier-like wood,
- which I found so apt to grow, as they could well stand; insomuch, that I
- believe I might set in near twenty thousand of them, leaving a pretty
- large space between them and my wall, that I might have room to see an
- enemy, and they might have no shelter from the young trees, if they
- attempted to approach my outer wall.
-
- Thus in two years' time I had a thick grove; and in five or six years'
- time I had a wood before my dwelling, growing so monstrous thick and
- strong, that it was indeed perfectly impassable; and no men, of what
- kind soever, would ever imagine that there was anything beyond it, much
- less a habitation. As for the way which I proposed to myself to go in
- and out, for I left no avenue, it was by setting two ladders, one to a
- part of the rock which was low, and then broke in, and left room to
- place another ladder upon that; so when the two ladders were taken down,
- no man living could come down to me without mischieving himself; and if
- they had come down, they were still on the outside of my outer wall.
-
- Thus I took all the measures human prudence could suggest for my own
- preservation; and it will be seen, at length, that they were not
- altogether without just reason; though I foresaw nothing at that time
- more than my mere fear suggested to me.
-
- While this was doing, I was not altogether careless of my other affairs;
- for I had a great concern upon me for my little herd of goats. They were
- not only a present supply to me upon every occasion, and began to be
- sufficient to me, without the expense of powder and shot, but also
- without the fatigue of hunting after the wild ones; and I was loth to
- lose the advantage of them, and to have them all to nurse up over again.
-
- To this purpose, after long consideration, I could think of but two ways
- to preserve them. One was, to find another convenient place to dig a
- cave under ground, and to drive them into it every night; and the other
- was, to enclose two or three little bits of land, remote from one
- another, and as much concealed as I could, where I might keep about half
- a dozen young goats in each place; so that if any disaster happened to
- the flock in general, I might be able to raise them again with little
- trouble and time. And this, though it would require a great deal of time
- and labor, I thought was the most rational design.
-
- Accordingly I spent some time to find out the most retired parts of the
- island; and I pitched upon one which was as private indeed as my heart
- could wish for. It was a little damp piece of ground, in the middle fo
- the hollow and thick woods, where, as is observed, I almost lost myself
- once before, endeavoring to come back that way from the eastern part of
- the island. Here I found a clear piece of land, near three acres, so
- surrounded with woods that it was almost an enclosure by Nature; at
- least, it did not want near so much labor to make it as the other pieces
- of ground I had worked so hard at.
-
- I immediately went to work with this piece of ground, and in less than a
- month's time I had so fenced it round that my flock, or herd, call it
- which you please, who were not so wild now as at first they might be
- supposed to be, were well enough secured in it. So, without any farther
- delay, I removed often young she-goats and two he-goats to this piece.
- And when they were there, I continued to perfect the fence, till I had
- made it as secure as the other, which, however, I did at more leisure,
- and it took me up more time by a great deal.
-
- All this labor I was at the expense of, purely from my apprehensions on
- the account of the print of a man's foot which I had seen; for, as yet,
- I never saw any human creature come near the island. And I had now lived
- two years under these uneasinesses, which, indeed, made my life much
- less comfortable than it was before, as may well be imagined by any who
- know what it is to live in the constant snare of the fear of man. And
- this I must observe, with grief, too, that the discomposure of my mind
- had too great impressions also upon the religious part of my thoughts;
- for the dread and terror of falling into the hands of savages and
- cannibals lay so upon my spirits, that I seldom found myself in a due
- temper for application to my Maker, at least not with the sedate
- calmness and resignation of soul which I was wont to do. I rather prayed
- to God as under great affliction and pressure of mind, surrounded with
- danger, and in expectation every night of being murdered and devoured
- before morning; and I must testify from my experience, that a temper of
- peace, thankfulness, love, and affection, is much more the proper frame
- for prayer than that of terror and discomposure; and that under the
- dread of mischief impending, a man is no more fit for a comforting
- performance of the duty of praying to God than he is for repentance on a
- sicklied. For these discomposures affect the mind, as the others do the
- body; and the discomposure of the mind must necessarily be as great a
- disability as that of the body, and much greater, praying to God being
- properly an act of the mind, not of the body.
-
- But to go on. After I had thus secured one part of my little living
- stock, I went about the whole island, searching for another private
- place to make such another deposit; when, wandering more the the west
- point of the island than I had ever done yet, and looking out to sea, I
- thought I saw a boat upon the sea, at a great distance. I had found a
- prospective glass or two in one of the seamen's chests, which I saved
- out of our ship, but I had it not about me; and this was so remote that
- I could not tell what to make of it, though I looked at it till my eyes
- were not able to hold to look any longer. Whether it was a boat or not,
- I do not know; but as I descended from the hill, I could see no more of
- it, so I gave it over; only I resolved to go no more out without a
- prospective glass in my pocket.
-
- When I was come down the hill to the end of the island, where, indeed, I
- had never been before, I was presently convinced that the seeing the
- print of a man's foot was not such a strange thing in the island as I
- imagined. And, but that it was a special providence that I was cast upon
- the side of the island where the savages never came, I should easily
- have known that nothing was more frequent than for the canoes from the
- main, when they happened to be a little too far out at sea, to shoot
- over to that side of the island for harbor; likewise, as they often met
- and fought in their canoes, the victors having taken any prisoners would
- bring them over to this shore, wherer according to their dreadful
- customs, being all cannibals, they would kill and eat them; of which
- hereafter.
-
- When I was come down the hill to the shore, as I said above, being the
- SW. point of the island, I was perfectly confounded and amazed; nor is
- it possible for me to express the horror of my mind at seeing the shore
- spread with skulls, hands, feet, and other bones of human bodies; and
- particularly, I observed place where there had been a fire made, and a
- circle dug in the earth, like a cockpit, where it is supposed the savage
- wretches sat down to their inhuman feastings upon the bodies of their
- fellow-creatures.
-
- I was so astonished with the sight of these things that I entertained no
- notion of any danger to myself from it for a long while. All my
- apprehensions were buried in the thoughts of such a pitch of inhuman,
- hellish brutality, and the horror of the degeneracy of human nature
- which, though I had heard of often, yet I never had so near a view of
- before. In short, I turned away my face from the horrid spectacle. My
- stomach grew sick, and I was just at the point of fainting, when Nature
- discharged the disorder from my stomach. And having vomited with an
- uncommon violence, I was a little relieved, but could not bear to stay
- in the place a moment; so I got me up the hill again with all the speed
- I could, and walked on towards my own habitation.
-
- When I came a little out of that part of the island, I stood still a
- while as amazed; and then recovering myself, I looked up with the utmost
- affection of my soul, and with a flood of tears in my eyes, gave God
- thanks, that had cast my first lot in a part of the world where I was
- distinguished from such dreadful creatures as these; and that, though I
- had esteemed my present condition very miserable, had yet given me so
- many comforts in it, that I had still more to give thanks for than to
- complain of; and this is above all, that I had, even in this miserable
- condition, been comforted with the knowledge of Himself, and the hope of
- His blessing; which was a felicity more than sufficiently equivalent to
- all the misery which I had suffered, or could suffer.
-
- In this frame of thankfulness I went home to my castle, and began to be
- much easier now, as to the safety of my circumstances, than ever I was
- before; for I observed that these wretches never came to this island in
- search of what they could get; perhaps not seeking, not wanting, or not
- expecting, anything here; and having often, no doubt, been up in the
- covered, woody part of it, without finding anything to their purpose. I
- knew I had been here now almost eighteen years, and never saw the least
- footsteps of human creature there before; and I might be here eighteen
- more as entirely concealed as I was now, if I did not discover myself to
- them, which I had no manner of occasion to do; it being my only business
- to keep myself entirely concealed where I was, unless I found a better
- sort of creatures than cannibals to make myself known to.
-
- Yet I entertained such an abhorrence of the savage wretches that I have
- been speaking of, and of the wretched inhuman custom of their devouring
- and eating one another up, that I continued pensive and sad, and kept
- close within my own circle for almost two years after this. When I say
- my own circle, I mean by it my three plantations, viz., my castle, my
- country seat, which I called my bower, and my enclosure in the woods.
- Nor did I look after this for any other use than as an enclosure for my
- goats; for the aversion which Nature gave me to these hellish wretches
- was such that I was fearful of seeing them as of seeing the devil
- himself. Nor did I so much as go to look after my boat in all this time,
- but began rather to think of making me another; for I could not think of
- ever making any more attempts to bring the other boat round the island
- to me, lest I should meet with some of these creatures at sea, in which,
- if I had happened to have fallen into their hands, I knew what would
- have been my lot.
-
- Time, however, and the satisfaction I had that I was in no danger of
- being discovered by these people, began to wear off my uneasiness about
- them; and I began to live just in the same composed manner as before;
- only with this difference, that I used more caution, and kept my eyes
- more about me, than I did before, lest I should happen to be seen by any
- of them; and particularly, I was more cautious of firing my gun, lest
- any of them being on the island should happen to hear of it. And it was,
- therefore, a very good providence to me that I had furnished myself with
- a tame breed of goats, that needed not hunt any more about the woods, or
- shoot at them. And if I did catch any of them after this, it was by
- traps and snares, and I had done before; so that for two years after
- this I believe I never fired my gun once off, though I never went out
- without it; and, which was more, as I had saved three pistols out of the
- ship, I always carried them out with me, or at least two of them,
- sticking them in my goat-skin belt. Also I furbished up one of the great
- cutlasses that I had out of the ship, and made me a belt to put it on
- also; so that I was now a most formidable fellow to look at when I went
- abroad, if you add to the former description of myself the particular of
- two pistols and a great broadsword hanging at my side in a belt, but
- without a scabbard.
-
- Things going on thus, as I have said, for some time, I seemed, excepting
- these cautions, to be reduced to my former calm, sedate way of living.
- All these things tended to showing me, more and more, how far my
- condition was from being miserable, compared to some others; nay, to
- many other particulars of life, which it might have pleased God to have
- made my lot. It put me upon reflecting how little repining there would
- be among mankind at any condition of life, if people would rather
- compare their condition with those that are worse, in order to be
- thankful, than be always comparing them with those which are better, to
- assist their murmurings and complainings.
-
- As in my present condition there were not really many things which I
- wanted, so indeed I thought that the frights I had been in about these
- savage wretches, and the concern I had been in for my own preservation,
- had taken off the edge of my invention for my own conveniences. And I
- had dropped a good design, which I had once bent my thoughts too much
- upon; and that was, to try if I could not make some of my barley into
- malt, and then try to brew myself some beer. This was really a whimsical
- thought, and I reproved myself often for the simplicity of it; for I
- presently saw there would be the want of several things necessary to the
- making my beer that it would be impossible for me to supply. As, first,
- casks to preserve it in, which was a thing that, as I have observed
- already, I could never compass; no, though I spent not many days, but
- weeks, nay, months, in attempting it, but to no purpose. In the next
- place, I had no hops to make it keep, no yeast to make it work, no
- copper or kettle to make it boil; and yet all these things
- notwithstanding, I verily believe, had not these things intervened, I
- mean the frights and terrors I was in about the savages, I had
- undertaken it, and perhaps brought it to pass, too; for I seldom gave
- anything over without accomplishing it when I once had it in my head
- enough to begin it.
-
- But my invention now run quite another way; for, night and day I could
- think of nothing but how I might destroy some of these monsters in their
- cruel, bloody entertainment, and, if possible, save the victim they
- should bring hither to destroy. It would take up a larger volume than
- this whole work is intended to be, to set down all the contrivances I
- hatched, or rather brooded upon, in my thought, for the destroying these
- creatures, or at least fighting them so as to prevent their coming
- hither any more. But all was abortive; nothing could be possible to take
- effect, unless I was to be there to do it myself. And what could one man
- do among them, when perhaps there might be twenty or thirty of them
- together, with their darts, or their bows and arrows, with which they
- could shoot as true to a mark as I could with my gun.
-
- Sometimes I contrived to dig a hole under the place where they made
- their fire, and put in five or six pounds of gunpowder, which, when they
- kindled their fire, would consequently take fire, and blow up all that
- was near it. But as, in the first place, I should be very loth to waste
- so much powder upon them, my store being now within the quantity of one
- barrel, so neither I be sure of its going off at any certain time, when
- it might surprise them; and, at best, that it would do little more than
- just blow the fire about their ears, and fright them, but not sufficient
- to make them forsake the place. So I laid it aside, and then proposed
- that I would place myself in ambush in some convenient place, with my
- three guns all double-loaded, and, in the middle of their bloody
- ceremony, let fly at them, when I should be sure to kill or wound
- perhaps two or three at every shot; and then falling in upon them with
- my three pistols and my sword, I made no doubt but that if there was
- twenty I should kill them all. This fancy pleased my thoughts for some
- weeks; and I was so full of it that I often dreamed of it, and sometimes
- that I was just going to let fly at them in my sleep.
-
- I went so far with it in my imagination that I employed myself several
- days to find out proper places to put myself in ambuscade, as I said, to
- watch for them; and I went frequently to the place itself, which was now
- grown more familiar to me; and especially while my mind was thus filled
- with thoughts of revenge, and of a bloody putting twenty or thirty of
- them to the sword, as I may call it, the horror I had at the place, and
- at the signals of the barbarous wretches devouring one another, abated
- my malice.
-
- Well, at length I found a place in the side of the hill, where I was
- satisfied I might securely wait till I saw any of their boats coming;
- and might then, even before they would be ready to come on shore, convey
- myself, unseen, into thickets of trees, in one of which there was a
- hollow large enough to conceal me entirely; and where I might sit and
- observe all their bloody doings, and take my full aim at their heads,
- when they were so close together, as that it would be next to impossible
- that I should miss my shot, or that I could fail wounding three of four
- of them at first shot.
-
- In this place, then, I resolved to fix my design; and, accordingly, I
- prepared two muskets and my ordinary fowling-piece. The two muskets I
- loaded with a brace of slugs each, and four or five smaller bullets,
- about the size of pistol-bullets; and the fowling-piece I loaded with
- near a handful of swan-shot, of the largest size. I also loaded my
- pistols with about four bullets each; and in this posture, well provided
- with ammunition for a second and third charge, I prepared myself for my
- expedition.
-
- After I had thus laid the scheme of my design, and in my imagination put
- it in practice, I continually made my tour every morning up to the top
- of the hill, which was from my castle, as I called it, about three
- miles, or more, to see if I could observe any boats upon the sea coming
- near the island, or standing over two or three months, constantly kept
- my watch, but came always back without any discovery; there having not,
- in all that time, been the appearance, not only on or near the shore,
- but not on the whole ocean, so far as my eyes or glasses could reach
- every way.
-
- As long as I kept up my daily tour to the hill to look out, so long also
- I kept up the vigor of my design, and my spirits seemed to be all the
- while in a suitable form for so outrageous an execution as the killing
- twenty or thirty naked savages for an offence which I had not at all
- entered into a discussion of in my thoughts, any farther than my
- passions were at first fired by the horror I conceived at the unnatural
- custom of that people of the country; who, it seems, had-been suffered
- by Providence, in His wise disposition of the world, to have no other
- guide than that of their own abominable and vitiated passions; and
- consequently were left, and perhaps had been so for some ages, to act
- such horrid things, and receive such dreadful customs, as nothing but
- nature entirely abandoned of Heaven, and acted by some hellish
- degeneracy, could have run them into. But now when, as I have said, I
- began to be weary of the fruitless excursion which I had made so long
- and so far every morning in vain, so my opinion of the action itself
- began to alter; and I began, with cooler and calmer thoughts, to
- consider what it was I was going to engage in. What authority or call I
- had to pretend to be judge and executioner upon these men as criminals,
- whom Heaven had thought fit, for so many ages, to suffer, unpunished, to
- go on, and to be, as it were, the executioners of His judgments one upon
- another. How far these people were offenders against me, and what right
- I had to engage in the quarrel of that blood which they shed
- promiscuously one upon another. I debated this very often with myself,
- thus: How do I know what God Himself judges in this particular case? It
- is certain these people either do not commit this as a crime; it is not
- against their own consciences' reproving, or their light reproaching
- them. They do not know it to be an off and then commit it in defiance of
- Divine justice, as we do in almost all the sins we commit. They think it
- no more a crime to kill a captive taken in war than we do to kill an ox;
- nor to eat human flesh than we do to eat mutton.
-
- When I had considered this a little; it followed necessarily that I was
- certainly in the wrong in it; that these people were not murderers in
- the sense that I had before condemned them in my thoughts, any more than
- those Christians were murderers who often put to death the prisoners
- taken in battle; or more frequently, upon many occasions, put whole
- troops of men to the sword, without giving quarter, though they threw
- down their arms and submitted.
-
- In the next place it occurred to me, that albeit the usage they thus
- give one another was thus brutish and inhuman, yet it was really nothing
- to me; these people had done me no injury. That if they attempted me, or
- I saw it necessary for my immediate preservation to fall upon them,
- something might be said for it; but that as I was yet out of their
- power, and they had really no knowledge of me, and consequently no
- design upon me, and therefore it could not be just for me to fall upon
- them. That this would justify the conduct of the Spaniards in all their
- barbarities practised in America, and where they destroyed millions of
- these people; who, however they were idolaters and barbarians, and had
- several bloody and barbarous rites in their customs, such as sacrificing
- human bodies to their idols, were yet, as to the Spaniards, very
- innocent people; and that the rooting them out of the country is spoken
- of with the utmost abhorrence and detestation by even the Spaniards
- themselves at this time, and by all other Christian nations of Europe,
- as a mere butchery, a bloody and unnatural piece of cruelty,
- unjustifiable either to God or man; and such, as for which the very name
- of a Spaniard is reckoned to be frightful and terrible to all people of
- humanity, or of Christian compassion; as if the kingdom of Spain were
- particularly eminent for the product of a race of men who were without
- principles of tenderness, or the common bowels of pity to the miserable,
- which is reckoned to be a mark of generous temper in the mind.
-
- These considerations really put me to a pause, and to a kind of a full
- stop; and I began, by little and little, to be off of my design, and to
- conclude I had taken wrong measures in my resolutions to attack the
- savages; that it was not my business to meddle with them, unless they
- first attacked me; and this it was my business, if possible, to prevent;
- but that if I were discovered and attacked, then I knew my duty.
-
- On the other hand, I argued with myself that this really was the way not
- to deliver myself, but entirely to ruin and destroy myself; for unless I
- was sure to kill every one that not only should be on shore at that
- time, but that should ever come on shore afterwards, if but one of them
- escaped to tell their country people what had happened, they would come
- over again by thousands to revenge the death of their fellows, and I
- should only bring upon myself a certain destruction, which, at present,
- I had no manner of occasion for.
-
- Upon the whole, I concluded that neither in principles nor in policy I
- ought, one way or other, to concern myself in this affair. That my
- business was, by all possible means, to conceal myself from them, and
- not to leave the last signal to them to guess by that there were any
- living creatures upon the island; I mean of human shape.
-
- Religion joined in with this prudential, and I was convinced now, many
- ways, that I was perfectly out of my duty when I was laying all my
- bloody schemes for the destruction of innocent creatures; I mean
- innocent as to me. As to the crimes they were guilty of towards one
- another, I had nothing to do with them. They were national, and I ought
- to leave them to the justice of God, who is the Governor of nations, and
- knows how, by national punishments, to make a just retribution for
- national of and to bring public judgments upon those who offend in a
- public manner by such ways as best pleases Him.
-
- This appeared so clear to me now, that nothing was a greater
- satisfaction to me than that I had not been suffered to do a thing which
- I now saw so much reason to believe would have been no less a sin than
- that of willful murder, if I had committed it. And I gave most humble
- thanks on my knees to God, that had thus delivered me from
- blood-guiltiness; beseeching Him to grant me the protection of His
- providence, that I might not fall into the hands of the barbarians, or
- that I might not lay my hands upon them, unless I had a more clear call
- from Heaven to do it, in defence of my own life.
-
- In this disposition I continued for near a year after this; and so far
- was I from desiring an occasion for falling upon these wretches, that in
- all that time I never once went up the hill to see whether there were
- any of them in sight, or to know whether any of them had been on shore
- there, or not, that I might not be tempted to renew any of my
- contrivances against them, or be provided, by any advantage which might
- present itself, to fall upon them. Only this I did, I went and removed
- my boat, which I had on the other side the island, and carried it down
- to the east end of the whole island, where I ran it into a little cove,
- which I found under some high rocks, and where I knew, by reason of the
- currents, the savages durst not, at least would not come, with their
- boats, upon any account whatsoever.
-
- With my boat I carried away everything that I had left there belonging
- to her, though not necessary for the bare going thither, viz., a mast
- and sail which I had made for her, and a thing like an anchor, but
- indeed which could not be called either anchor or grappling; however, it
- was the best I could make of its kind. All these I removed, that there
- might not be the least shadow of any discovery, or any appearance of any
- boat, or of any human habitation, upon the island.
-
- Besides this, I kept myself, as I said, more retired than ever, and
- seldom went from my cell, other than upon my constant employment, viz.,
- to milk my she-goats, and manage my little flock in the wood, which, as
- it was quite on the other part of the island, was quite out of danger;
- for certain it is, that these savage people, who sometimes haunted this
- island, never came with any thoughts of finding anything here, and
- consequently never wandered off from the coast; and I doubt not but they
- might have been several times on shore after my apprehensions of them
- had made me cautious, as well as before; and indeed, I looked back with
- some horror upon the thoughts of what my condition would have been if I
- had chopped upon them and been discovered before that, when, naked and
- unarmed, except with one gun, and that loaded often only with small
- shot, I walked everywhere, peeping and peeping about the island to see
- what I could get. What a surprise should I have been in if, when I
- discovered the print of a man's foot, I had, instead of that, seen
- fifteen or twenty savages, and found them pursuing me, and by the
- swiftness of their running, no possibility of my escaping them!
-
- The thoughts of this sometimes sunk my very soul within me, and
- distressed my mind so much, that I could not soon recover it, to think
- what I should have done, and how I not only should not have been able to
- resist them, but even should not have had presence of mind enough to do
- what I might have done, much less what now, after so much consideration
- and preparation, I might be able to do. Indeed, after serious thinking
- of these things, I should be very melancholy, and sometimes it would
- last a great while; but I resolved it, at last, all into thankfulness to
- that Providence which had delivered me from so many unseen dangers, and
- had kept me from those mischiefs which I could no way have been the
- agent in delivering myself from, because I had not the least notion of
- any such thing depending, or the least supposition of it being possible.
-
- This renewed a contemplation which often had come to my thoughts in
- former time, when first I began to see the merciful dispositions of
- Heaven, in the dangers we run through in this life. How wonderfully we
- are delivered when we know nothing of it! How, when we are in a
- quandary, as we call it, a doubt or hesitation, whether to go this way,
- or that way, a secret hint shall direct us this way, when we intended to
- go that way; nay, when sense, our own inclination, and perhaps business,
- has called to go the other way, yet a strange impression upon the mind,
- from we know not what springs, and by we know not what power, shall
- overrule us to go this way; and it shall afterwards appear that had we
- gone that way which we should have gone, and even to our imagination
- ought to have gone, we should have been ruined and lost. Upon these and
- many like reflections I afterwards made it a certain rule with me, that
- whenever I found those secret hints or pressings of my mind to doing, or
- not doing, anything that presented, or to going this way or that way, I
- never failed to obey the secret dictate, though I knew no other reason
- for it than that such a pressure, or such a hint, hung upon my mind. I
- could give many examples of the success of this conduct in the course of
- my life, but more especially in the latter part of my inhabiting this
- unhappy island; besides many occasions which it is very likely I might
- have taken notice of, if I had seen with the same eyes that I saw with
- now. But It is never too late to be wise; and I cannot but advise all
- considering men, whose lives are attended with such extraordinary
- incidents as mine, or even though not so extraordinary, not to slight
- such secret intimations of Providence, let them come from what invisible
- intelligence they will. That I shall not discuss, and perhaps cannot
- account for; but certainly they are a proof of the converse of spirits,
- and the secret communication between those embodied and those
- unembodied, and such a proof as can never be withstood, of which I shall
- have occasion to give some very remarkable instances in the remainder of
- my solitary residence in this dismal place.
-
- I believe the reader of this will not think strange if I confess that
- these anxieties, these constant dangers I lived in, and the concern that
- was now upon me, put an end to all invention, and to all the
- contrivances that I had laid for my future accommodations and
- conveniences. I had the care of my safety more now upon my hands than
- that of my food. I cared not to drive a nail, or chop a stick of wood
- now, for fear the noise I should make should be heard; much less would I
- fire a gun, for the same reason; and, above all, I was intolerably
- uneasy at making any fire, lest the smoke, which is visible at a great
- distance in the day, should betray me; and for this reason I removed
- that part of my business which required fire, such as burning of pots
- and pipes, etc., into my new apartment in the woods; where, after I had
- been some time, I found, to my unspeakable consolation, a more natural
- cave in the earth, which went in a vast way, and where, I dare say, no
- savage, had he been at the mouth of it, would be so hardy as to venture
- in; nor, indeed, would any man else, but one who, like me, wanted
- nothing so much as a safe retreat.
-
- The mouth of this hollow was at the bottom of a great rock, where, mere
- accident I would say (ifI did not see abundant reason to ascribe all
- such things now to Providence), I was cutting down some thick branches
- of trees to make charcoal; and before I go on, I must observe the reason
- of my making this charcoal, which was thus.
-
- I was afraid of making a smoke about my habitation, as I said before;
- and yet I could not live there without baking my bread, cooking my meat,
- etc. So I contrived to burn some wood here, as I had seen done in
- England under turf, till it became chark, or dry cool; and then putting
- the fire out, I preserved the coal to carry home, and perform the other
- services which fire was wanting for at home, without danger of smoke.
-
- But this is by-the-bye. While I was cutting down some wood here, I
- perceived that behind a very thick branch of low brush-wood, or
- underwood, there was a kind of hollow place. I was curious to look into
- it; and getting with difficulty into the mouth of it, I found it was
- pretty large; that is to say, sufficient for me to stand upright in it,
- and perhaps another with me. But I must confess to you I made more haste
- out than I did in when, looking farther into the place, and which was
- perfectly dark, I saw two broad shining eyes of some creature, whether
- devil or man I knew not, which twinkled like two stars, the dim light
- from the cave's mouth shining directly in, and making the reflection.
-
- However, after some pause I recovered myself, and began to call myself a
- thousand fools, and tell myself that he that was afraid to see the devil
- was not fit to live twenty years in an island all alone, and that I
- durst to believe there was nothing in this cave that was more frightful
- than myself. Upon this, plucking up my courage, I took up a great
- firebrand, and in I rushed again, with the stick flaming in my hand. I
- had not gone three steps in, but I was almost as much frighted as I was
- before; for I heard a very loud sigh like that of a man in some pain,
- and it was followed by a broken noise, as if of words half expressed,
- and then a deep sigh again. I stepped back, and was indeed struck with
- such a surprise that it put me into a cold sweat; and if I had had a hat
- on my head, I will not answer for it, that my hair might not have lifted
- it off. But still plucking up my spirits as well as I could, and
- encouraging myself a little with considering that the power and presence
- of God was everywhere, and was able to protect me, upon this I stepped
- forward again, and by the light of the firebrand, holding it up a little
- over my head, I saw lying on the ground a most monstrous, frightful, old
- he-goat, just making his will, as we say, and gasping for life; and
- dying, indeed, of mere old age.
-
- I stirred him a little to see if I could get him out, and he essayed to
- get up, but was not able to raise himself; and I thought with myself he
- might even lie there; for if he had frighted me so, he would certainly
- fright any of the savages, if any of them should be so hardy as to come
- in there while he had any life in him.
-
- I was now recovered from my surprise, and began to look round me, when I
- found the cave was but very small; that is to say, it might be about
- twelve feet over, but in no manner of shape, either round or square, no
- hands having every been employed in making it but those of mere Nature.
- I observed also that there was a place at the farther side of it that
- went in farther, but was so low that it required me to creep upon my
- hands and knees to go into it, and whither I went I knew not; so having
- no candle, I gave it over for some time, but resolved to come again the
- next day, provided with candles and a tinderbox, which I had made of the
- lock of one of the muskets, with some wild-fire in the pan.
-
- Accordingly, the next day I came provided with six large candles of my
- own making, for I made very good candles now of goat's tallow; and going
- into this low place, I was obliged to creep upon all fours, as I have
- said, almost often yards; which, by the way, I thought was a venture
- bold enough, considering that I knew not how far it might go, nor what
- was beyond it. When I was got through the strait, I found the roof rose
- higher up, I believe near twenty feet. But never was such a glorious
- sight seen in the island, I dare say, as it was, to look round the sides
- and roof of this vault or cave; the walls reflected a hundred thousand
- lights to me from my two candles. What it was in the rock, whether
- diamonds, or any other precious stones, or gold, which I rather supposed
- it to be, I knew not.
-
- The place I was in was a most delightful cavity or grotto of its kind,
- as could be expected, though perfectly dark. The floor was dry and
- level, and had a sort of small, loose gravel upon it, so that there was
- no nauseous or venomous creature to be seen; neither was there any damp
- or wet on the sides or roof. The only difficulty in it was the entrance,
- which, however, as it was a place of security, and such a retreat as I
- wanted, I thought that was a convenience; so that I was really rejoiced
- at the discovery, and resolved, without any delay, to bring some of
- those things which I was most anxious about to this place; particularly,
- I resolved to bring hither my magazine of powder, and my spare arms,
- viz., two fowling-pieces, for I had three in all, and three muskets, for
- of them I had eight in all. So I kept at my castle only five, which
- stood ready-mounted, like pieces of cannon, on my outmost fence; and
- were ready also to take out upon any expedition.
-
- Upon this occasion of removing my ammunition, I took occasion to open
- the barrel of powder, which I took up out of the sea, and which had been
- wet; and I found that the water had penetrated about three of four
- inches into the powder on every side, which caking, and growing hard,
- had preserved the inside like a kernel in a shell; so that I had near
- sixty pounds of very good powder in the centre of the cask. And this was
- an agreeable discovery to me at that time; so I carried all away
- thither, never keeping above two or three pounds of powder with me in my
- castle, for fear of a surprise of any kind. I also carried thither all
- the lead I had left for bullets.
-
- I fancied myself now like one of the ancient giants, which were said to
- live in caves and holes in the rocks, where none could come at them; for
- I persuaded myself, while I was here, if five hundred savages were to
- hunt me, they could never find me out; or, if they did, they would not
- venture to attack me here.
-
- The old goat, whom I found expiring, died in the mouth of the cave the
- next day after I made this discovery; and I found it much easier to dig
- a great hole there, and throw him in and cover him with earth, than to
- drag him out; so I interred him there, to prevent the offence to my
- nose.
-
- I was now in my twenty-third year of residence in this island; and was
- so naturalized to the place, and to the manner of living, that could I
- have but enjoyed the certainty that no savages would come to the place
- to disturb me, I could have been content to have capitulated for
- spending the rest of my time there, even to the last moment, till I had
- laid me down and died, like the old goat in the cave. I had also arrived
- to some little diversions and amusements, which made the time pass more
- pleasantly with me a great deal than it did before. As, first, I had
- taught my Poll, as I noted before, to speak; and he did it so
- familiarly, and talked so articulately and plain, that it was very
- pleasant to me; and he lived with me no less than six and twenty years.
- How long he might live afterwards I know not, though I know they have a
- notion in the Brazils that they live a hundred years. Perhaps poor Poll
- may be alive there still, calling after poor Robin Crusoe to this day. I
- wish no Englishman the ill luck to come there and hear him; but if he
- did, he would certainly believe it was the devil. My dog was a very
- pleasant and loving companion to me for no less than sixteen years of my
- time, and then died of mere old age. As for my cats, they multiplied, as
- I had observed, to that degree that I was obliged to shoot several of
- them at first to keep them from devouring me and all I had; but at
- length, when the two old ones I brought with me were gone, and after
- some time continually driving them from me, and letting them have no
- provision with me, they all ran wild into the woods, except two or three
- favorites, which I kept tame, and whose young, when they had any, I
- always drowned; and these were part of my family. Besides these, I
- always kept two or three household kids about me, whom I taught to feed
- out of my hand. And I had two more parrots, which talked pretty well,
- and would all call "Robin Crusoe," but none like my first; nor, indeed,
- did I take the pains with any of them that I had done with him. I had
- also several tame seafowls, whose names I know not, whom I caught upon
- the shore, and cut their wings; and the little stakes which I had
- planted before my castle wall being now grown up to a good thick grove,
- these fowls all lived among these low trees, and bred there, which was
- very agreeable to me; so that, as I said above, I began to be very well
- contented with the life I led, if it might but have been secured from
- the dread of the savages.
-
- But it is otherwise directed; and it may not be amiss for all people who
- shall meet with my story, to make this just observation from it, viz.,
- how frequently, in the course of our lives, the evil which in itself we
- seek most to shun, and which, when we are fallen into it, is the most
- dreadful to us, is oftentimes the very means or door of our deliverance,
- by which alone we can be raised again from the afflictions we are fallen
- into. I could give many examples of this in the course of my
- unaccountable life; but in nothing was it more particularly remarkable
- than in the circumstances of my last years of solitary residence in this
- island.
-
- It was now the month of December, as I said above, in my twenty-third
- year; and this, being the southern solstice (for winter I cannot call
- it), was the particular time of my harvest, and required my being pretty
- much abroad in the fields, when, going out pretty early in the morning,
- even before it was thorough daylight, I was surprised with seeing a
- light of some fire upon the shore, at a distance from me of about two
- miles, towards the end of the island, where I -had observed some savages
- had been, as before. But not on the other side; but, to my great
- affliction, it was on my side of the island.
-
- I was indeed terribly surprised at the sight, and stepped short within
- my grove, not daring to go out lest I might be surprised; and yet I had
- no more peace within, from the apprehensions I had that if these
- savages, in rambling over the island, should find my corn standing or
- cut, or any of works and improvements, they would immediately conclude
- that there were people in the place, and would then never give over till
- they had found me out. In this extremity I went back directly to my
- castle, pulled up the ladder after me, and made all things without look
- as wild and natural as I could.
-
- Then I prepared myself within, putting myself in a posture of defence. I
- loaded all cannon, as I called them, that is to say, my muskets, which
- were mounted upon my new fortification, and all my pistols, and resolved
- to defend myself to the last gasp; not forgetting seriously to commend
- myself to the Divine protection, and earnestly to pray to God to deliver
- me out of the hands of the barbarians. And in this posture I continued
- about two hours; but began to be mighty impatient for intelligence
- abroad, for I had no spies to send out.
-
- After sitting a while longer, and musing what I should do in this case,
- I was not able to bear sitting in ignorance any longer; so setting up my
- ladder to the side of the hill where there was a flat place, as I
- observed before, and then pulling the ladder up after me, I set it up
- again, and mounted to the top of the hill; and pulling out my
- perspective-glass, which I had taken on purpose, I laid me down flat on
- my belly on the ground, and began to look for the place. I presently
- found there was no less than nine naked savages sitting round a small
- fire they had made, not to warm them, for they had no need of that, the
- weather being extreme hot, but, as I supposed, to dress some of their
- barbarous diet of human flesh which they had brought with them, whether
- alive or dead, I could not know.
-
- They had two canoes with them, which they had hauled up upon the shore;
- and as it was then tide of ebb, they seemed to me to wait for the return
- of the flood to go away again. It is not easy to imagine what confusion
- this sight put me into, especially seeing them come on my side the
- island, and so near me too. But when I observed their coming must be
- always with the current of the ebb, I began afterwards to more sedate in
- my mind, being satisfied that I might go abroad with safety all the time
- of the tide of flood, if they were not on shore before; and having made
- this observation, I went abroad about my harvest-work with the more
- composure.
-
- As I expected, so it proved; for as soon as the tide made to the
- westward, I saw them all take boat, and row (or paddle, as we call it)
- all away. I should have observed, that for an hour and more before they
- went off, they went to dancing; and I could easily discern their
- postures and gestures by my glasses. I could not perceive, by my nicest
- observation but that they were stark naked, and had not the least
- covering upon them; but whether they were men or women, that I could not
- distinguish.
-
- As soon as I saw them shipped and gone, I took two guns upon my
- shoulders, and two pistols at my girdle, and my great sword by my side,
- without a scabbard, and with all the speed I was able to make I went
- away to the hill where I had discovered the first appearance of all. And
- as soon as I got thither, which was not less than two hours (for I could
- not go apace, being so loaden with arms as I was), I perceived there had
- been three canoes more of savages on that place; and looking out
- farther, I saw they were all at sea together, making over for the main.
-
- This was a dreadful sight to me, especially when, going down to the
- shore, I could see the marks of horror which the dismal work they had
- been about had left behind it, viz., the blood, the bones, and part of
- the flesh of human bodies, eaten and devoured by those wretches with
- merriment and sport. I was so filled with indignation at the sight, that
- I began now to premeditate the destruction of the next that I saw there,
- let them be who or how many soever.
-
- It seemed evident to me that the visits which they thus made to this
- island are not very frequent, for it was above fifteen months before any
- more of them came on shore there again; that is to say, I neither saw
- them, or any footsteps or signals of them, in all that time; for, as to
- the rainy seasons, then they are sure not to come abroad, at least not
- so far. Yet all this while I lived uncomfortably by reason of the
- constant apprehensions I was in of their coming upon me by surprise;
- from whence I observe, that the expectation of evil is more bitter than
- the suffering, especially if there is no room to shake off that
- expectation, or those apprehensions.
-
- During all this time I was in the murdering humor, and took up most of
- my hours, which should have been better employed, in contriving how to
- circumvent and fall upon them the very next time I should see them;
- especially if they should be divided, as they were the last time, into
- two parties. Nor did I consider at all that if I killed one party,
- suppose often or a dozen, I was still the next day, or week, or month,
- to kill another, and so another, even ad infinitum, till I should be at
- length no less a murderer than they were in being man-eaters, and
- perhaps more so.
-
- I spent my days now in great perplexity and anxiety of mind, expecting
- that I should, one day or other, fall into the hands of these merciless
- creatures; and if I did at any time venture abroad, it was not without
- looking round me with the greatest care and caution imaginable. And now
- I found, to my great comfort, how happy it was that I provided for a
- tame flock or herd of goats; for I durst not, upon any account, fire my
- gun, especially near that side of the island where they usually came,
- lest I should alarm the savages. And if they had fled from me now, I was
- sure to have them come back again, with perhaps two or three hundred
- canoes with them, in a few days, and then I knew what to expect.
-
- However, I wore out a year and three months more before I ever saw any
- more of the savages, and then I found them again, as I shall soon
- observe. It is true they might have been there once or twice, but either
- they made no stay, or at least I did not hear them; but in the month of
- May, as near as I could calculate, and in my four and twentieth year, I
- had a very strange encounter with them; of which in its place.
-
- The perturbation of my mind, during this fifteen or sixteen months'
- interval, was very great. I slept unquiet, dreamed always frightful
- dreams, and often started out of my sleep in the night. In the day great
- troubles overwhelmed my mind, and in the night I deamed often of killing
- the savages, and of the reasons why I might justify the doing of it.
- But, to waive all this for a while, it was the middle of May, on the
- sixteenth day, I think, as well as my poor wooden calendar would reckon,
- for I marked all upon the post still; I say, it was the sixteenth of May
- that it blew a very great storm of wind all day, with a great deal of
- lightning and thunder, and a very foul night it was after it. I know not
- what was the particular occasion of it, but as I was reading in the
- Bible, and taken up with very serious thoughts about my present
- condition, I was surprised with a noise of a gun, as I thought, fired at
- sea.
-
- This was, to be sure, a surprise of a quite different nature from any I
- had met with before; for the notions this put into my thoughts were
- quite of another kind. I started up in the greatest haste imaginable
- and, in a trice, clapped my ladder to the middle place of the rock, and
- pulled it after me; and mounting it the second time, got to the top of
- the hill the very moment that a flash of fire bid me listen for a second
- gun, which accordingly, in about half a minute, I heard; and, by the
- sound, knew that it was from the part of the sea where I was driven down
- the current in my boat.
-
- I immediately considered that this must be some ship in distress, and
- that they had some comrade, or some other ship in company, and fired
- these gun for signals of distress, and to obtain help. I had this
- presence of mind, at that minute, as to think that though I could not
- help them, it might be that they might help me; so I brought together
- all the dry wood I could get at hand, and, making a good handsome pile,
- I set it on fire upon the hill. The wood was dry, and blazed freely; and
- though the wind blew very hard, yet it burnt fairly out; so that I was
- certain, if there was any such thing as a ship, they must needs see it,
- and no doubt they did; for as soon as ever my fire blazed up I heard
- another gun, and after that several others, all from the same quarter. I
- plied my fire all night long till day broke; and when it was broad day,
- and the air cleared up, I saw something at a great distance at sea, full
- east of the island, whether a sail or a hull I could not distinguish,
- no, not with my glasses, the distance was so great, and the weather
- still something hazy also; at least it was so out at sea.
-
- I looked at it all that day, and soon perceived that it did not move; so
- I presently concluded that it was a ship at an anchor. And being eager,
- you may be sure, to be satisfied, I took my gun in hand and ran toward
- the south side of the island, to the rocks where I had formerly been
- carried away with the current; and getting up there, the weather by this
- time being perfectly clear, I could plainly see, to my great sorrow, the
- wreck of a ship, cast away in the night upon those concealed rocks which
- I found when I was out in my boat; and which rocks, as they checked the
- violence of the stream, and made a kind of counter-stream or eddy, were
- the occasion of my recovering from the most desperate, hopeless
- condition that ever I had been in in all my life.
-
- Thus, what is one man's safety is another man's destruction; for it
- seems these men, whoever they were, being out of their knowledge, and
- the rocks being wholly under water, had been driven upon them in the
- night, the wind blowing hard at E. and ENE. Had they seen the island, as
- I must necessarily suppose they did not, they must, as I thought, have
- endeavored to have saved themselves on shore by the help of their boat;
- but their firing of guns for help, especially when they saw, as I
- imagined, my fire, filled me with man thoughts. First, I imagined that
- upon seeing my light, they might have put themselves into their boat,
- and have endeavored to make the shore; but that the sea going very high,
- they might have been cast away. Other times I imagined that they might
- have lost their boat before, as might be the case many ways; as,
- particularly, by the breaking of the sea upon their ship, which many
- times obliges men to stave, or take in pieces of their boat, and
- sometimes to throw it overboard with their own hands. Other times I
- imagined they had some other ship or ships in company, who, upon the
- signals of distress they had made, had taken them up and carried them
- off. Other whiles I fancied they were all gone off to sea in their boat,
- and being hurried away by the current that I had been-formerly in, were
- carried out into the great ocean, where there was nothing but misery and
- perishing and that, perhaps, they might by this time think of starving,
- and of being in a condition to eat one another.
-
- All these were but conjectures at best, so, in the condition I was in, I
- could no no more than look on upon the misery of the poor men, and pity
- them; which had still this good effect on my side, that it gave me more
- and more cause to give thanks to God, who had so happily and comfortably
- provided for me in my desolate condition; and that of two ships'
- companies who were now cast away upon this part of the world, not one
- life should be spared but mine. I learned here again to observe, that it
- is very rare that the providence of God casts us into any condition of
- life so low, or any misery so great, but we may see something or other
- to be thankful for, and may see other in worse circumstances than our
- own.
-
- Such certainly was the case of these men, of whom I could not so much as
- see room to suppose any of them were saved. Nothing could make it
- rational so much as to wish or expect that they did not all perish
- there, except the possibility only of their being taken up by another
- ship in company; and this was but mere possibility indeed, for I saw not
- the least signal or appearance of any such thing.
-
- I cannot explain, by any possible energy of words, what a strange
- longing or hankering of desires. I felt in my soul upon this sight,
- breaking out sometimes thus: "Oh that there had been but one or two,
- nay, or but one soul, saved out of this ship, to have escaped to me,
- that I might but have had one companion, one fellow-creature, to have
- spoken to me, and to have conversed with!" In all the time of my
- solitary life I never felt so earnest, so strong a desire after the
- society of my fellow-creatures, or so deep a regret at the want of it.
-
- There are some secret moving springs in the affections which, when they
- are set agoing by some object in view, or be it some object, though not
- in view, yet rendered present to the mind by the power of imagination,
- that motion carries out the soul by its impetuosity to such violent,
- eager embracings of the object, that the absence of it is insupportable.
-
- Such were these earnest wishings that but one man had been saved! "Oh
- that it had been but one!" I believe I repeated the words, "Oh that it
- had been one!" a thousand times; and the desires were so moved by it,
- that when I spoke the words my hands would clinch together, and my
- fingers press the palms of my hands, that if I had had any soft thing in
- my hand, it would have crushed it involuntarily; and my teeth in my head
- would strike together, and set against one another so strong that for
- some time I could not part them again.
-
- Let the naturalists explain these things and the reason and manner of
- them. All I can say to them is to describe the fact, which was even
- surprising to me when I found it, though I knew not from what it should
- proceed. It was doubtless the effect of ardent wishes, and of strong
- ideas formed in my mind, realizing the comfort which the conversation of
- one of my fellow-Christians would have been to me.
-
- But it was not to be. Either their fate or mine, or both, forbid it;
- for, till the last year of my being on this island, I never knew whether
- any were saved out of that ship or no; and had only the affliction, some
- days after, to see the corpse of a drowned boy come on shore at the end
- of the island which was next the shipwreck. He had on no clothes but a
- seaman's waistcoat, a pair of open-kneed linen drawers, and a blue linen
- shirt; but nothing to direct me so much as to guess what nation he was
- of. He had nothing in his pocket but two pieces of eight and a
- tobacco-pipe. The last was to me of often times more value than the
- first.
-
- It was now calm, and I had a great mind to venture out in my boat to
- this wreck, not doubting but I might find something on board that might
- be useful to me. But that did not altogether press me so much as the
- possibility that there might be yet some living creature on board, whose
- life I might not only save, but might, by saving that life, comfort my
- own to the last degree. And this thought clung so to my heart that I
- could not be quiet night or day, but I must venture out in my boat on
- board this wreck; and committing the rest to God's providence I thought,
- the impression was so strong upon my mind that it could not be resisted,
- that it must come from some invisible direction, and that I should be
- wanting to myself if I did not go.
-
- Under the power of this impression, I hastened back to my castle,
- prepared everything for my voyage, took a quantity of bread, a great pot
- for fresh water, a compass to steer by, a bottle of rum (for I had still
- a great deal of that left), a basket full of raisins. And thus, loading
- myself with everything necessary, I went down to my boat, got the water
- out of her, and got her afloat, loaded all my cargo in her, and then
- went home again for more. My second cargo was a great bag full of rice,
- the umbrella to set up over my head for shade, another large pot full of
- fresh water, and about two dozen of my small loaves, or barley-cakes,
- more than before, with a bottle of goat's milk and a cheese; all which,
- with great labor and sweat, I brought to my boat. And praying to God to
- direct my voyage, I put out; and rowing, or paddling, the canoe along
- the shore, I came at last to the utmost point of the island on that
- side, viz., NE. And now I was to launch out into the ocean, and either
- to venture or not to venture. I looked on the rapid currents which ran
- constantly on both sides of the island at a distance, and which were
- very terrible to me, from the remembrance of the hazard I had been in
- before, and my heart began to fail me; for I foresaw that if I was
- driven into either of those currents, I should be carried a vast way out
- to sea, and perhaps out of my reach, or sight of the island again; and
- that then, as my boat was but small, if any little gale of wind should
- rise, I should be inevitable lost.
-
- These thoughts so oppressed my mind that I began to give over my
- enterprise; and having hauled my boat into a little creek on the shore,
- I stepped out, and sat me down a little rising bit of ground, very
- pensive and anxious, between fear and desire, about my voyage; when, as
- I was musing, I could perceive that the tide was turned, and the flood
- come on; upon which my going was for so many hours impracticable. Upon
- this, presently it occurred to me that I should go up to the highest
- piece of ground I could find and observe, if I could, how the sets of
- the tide, or currents, lay when the flood came in, that I might judge
- whether, if I was driven one way out, I might not expect to be driven
- another way home, with the same rapidness of the currents. This thought
- was no sooner in my head but I cast my eye upon a little hill, which
- sufficiently overlooked the sea both ways, and from whence I had a clear
- view of the currents, or sets of the tide, and which way I was to guide
- myself in my return. Here I found, that as the current of the ebb set
- out close by the south point of the island, so the current of the flood
- set in close by the shore of the north side; and that I had nothing to
- do but to keep to the north of the island in my return, and I should do
- well enough.
-
- Encouraged with this observation, I resolved the next morning to set out
- with the first of the tide, and reposing myself for the night in the
- canoe, under the great watch-coat I mentioned, I launched out. I made
- first a little out to sea, full north, till I began to feel the benefit
- of the current which set eastward, and which carried me at a great rate;
- and yet did not so hurry me as the southern side current had done
- before, and so as to take from me all government of the boat; but having
- a strong steerage with my paddle, I went at a great rate directly for
- the wreck, and less than two hours I came up to it.
-
- It was a dismal sight to look at. The ship, which, by its building, was
- Spanish, stuck fast, jammed in between two rocks. All the stern and
- quarter of her was beaten to pieces with the sea; and as her forecastle,
- which stuck in the rocks, had run on with violence, her mainmast were
- brought by the board; that is to say broken short off; but her bowsprit
- was sound, and the head and bow appeared firmer. When I came close to
- her a dog appeared upon her, who, seeing me coming, yelped and cried;
- and as soon as I called him, jumped into the sea to come to me, and I
- took him into the boat, but found him almost dead for hunger and thirst.
- I gave him a cake of my bread, and he eat it like a ravenous wolf that
- had been starving a fortnight in the snow. I then gave the poor creature
- some fresh water, with which, if I would have let him, he would have
- burst himself.
-
- After this I went on board; but the first sight I met with was two men
- drowned in the cookroom, or forecastle of the ship, with their arms fast
- about one another. I concluded, as is indeed probable, that when the
- ship struck, it being in a storm, the sea broke so high, and so
- continually over her, that the men were not able to bear it, and were
- strangled with the constant rushing in of the water, as much as if they
- had been under water. Besides the dog, there was nothing left in the
- ship that had life, nor any goods that I could see but what were spoiled
- by the water. There were some casks of liquor, whether wine or brand I
- knew not, which lay lower in the hold, and which, the water being ebbed
- out, I could see; but they were too big to meddle with. I saw several
- chests, which I believed belonged to some of the seamen; and I got two
- of them into the boat, without examining what was in them.
-
- Had the stern of the ship been fixed, and the fore-part broken off, I am
- persuaded I might have made a good voyage; for by what I found in these
- two chests, I had room to suppose the ship had a great deal of wealth on
- board; and if I may guess by the course she steered, she must have been
- bound from the Buenos Ayres, or the Rio de la Plata, in the south part
- of America, beyond the Brazils, to the Havana, in the Gulf of Mexico,
- and so perhaps to Spain. She had, no doubt, a great treasure in her, but
- of no use, at that time, to anybody; and what became of the rest of her
- people, I then knew not.
-
- I found, besides these chests, a little cask full of liquor, of about
- twenty gallons, which I got into my boat with much difficulty. There
- were several muskets in a cabin, and a great powderhorn, with about four
- pounds of powder in it. As for the muskets, I had no occasion for them,
- so I left them, but took the powder-horn. I took a fire-hovel and tongs,
- which I wanted extremely; as also two little brass kettles, a copper pot
- to make chocolate, and a gridiron. And with this cargo, and the dog, I
- came away, the tide beginning to make home again; and the same evening,
- about an hour within night, I reached the island again, weary and
- fatigued to the last degree.
-
- I reposed that night in the boat; and in the morning I resolved to
- harbor what I had gotten in my new cave, not to carry it home to my
- castle. After refreshing myself, I got all my cargo on shore, and began
- to examine the particulars. The cask of liquor I found to be a kind of
- rum, but not such as we had at the Brazils, and, in a word, not at all
- good. But when I came to open the chests, I found several things of
- great use to me. For example, I found in one a fine case of bottles, of
- an extraordinary kind, and filled with cordial waters, fine, and very
- good; the bottles held about three pints each, and were tipped with
- silver. I found two pots of very good succades, or sweetmeats, so
- fastened also on top, that the salt water had not hurt them; and two
- more of the same, which the water had spoiled. I found some very good
- shirts, which were very welcome to me; and about a dozen and half of
- linen white handkerchiefs and colored neckcloths. The former were also
- very welcome, being exceeding refreshing to wipe my face in a hot day.
- Besides this, when I came to the till in the chest, I found there three
- great bags of pieces of eight, which held out about eleven hundred
- pieces in all; and in one of them, wrapped up in a paper, six doubloons
- of gold, and some small bars or wedges of gold. I suppose they might all
- weigh near a pound.
-
- The other chest I found had some clothes in it, but of little value; but
- by the circumstances, it must have belonged to the gunner's mate; though
- there was no powder in it, but about two pounds of fine glazed powder,
- in three small flasks, kept, I suppose, for charging their
- fowling-pieces on occasion. Upon the whole, I got very little by this
- voyage that was of any use to me; for as to the money, I had no manner
- of occasion for it; It was to me as the dirt under my feet; and I would
- have given it all for three or four pair of English shoes and stocking,
- which were things I greatly wanted, but had not had on my feet now for
- many years. I had indeed gotten two pair of shoes now, which I took off
- of the feet of the two drowned men whom I saw in the wreck, and I found
- two pair more in one of the chests, which were very welcome to me; but
- they were not like our English shoes, either for ease or service, being
- rather what we call pumps than shoes. I found in the seaman's chest
- about fifty pieces of eight in royals, but no gold. I suppose this
- belonged to a poorer man than the other, which seemed to belong to some
- officer.
-
- Well, however, I lugged this money home to my cave, and laid it up, as I
- had done that before which I brought from our own ship; but it was a
- great pity, as I said, that the other part of this ship had not come to
- my share, for I am satisfied I might have loaded my canoe several times
- over with money, which, if I had ever escaped to England, would have
- lain here safe enough till I might have come again and fetched it.
-
- Having now brough all my things on shore, and secured them, I went back
- to my boat, and rowed or paddled her along the shore to her old harbor,
- where I laid her up, and made the best of my way to my old habitation,
- where I found everything safe and quiet. So I began to repose myself,
- live after my old fashion, and take care of my family affairs; and, for
- a while, I lived easy enough, only that I was more vigilant than I used
- to be, looked out oftener, and did not go abroad so much; and if at any
- time I did stir with any freedom, it was always to the east part of the
- island, where I was pretty well satisfied the savages never came, and
- where I could go without so many precautions, and such a load of arms
- and ammunition as I always carried with me if I went the other way.
-
- I lived in this condition near two years more; but my unlucky head, that
- was always to let me know if it was born to make my body miserable, was
- all of this two years filled with projects and designs, how, if it were
- possible, I might get away from this island; for sometimes I was for
- making another voyage to the wreck, though my reason told me that there
- was nothing left there worth the hazard of my voyage; sometimes for a
- ramble one way, sometimes another; and I believe verily, if I had had
- the boat that I went from Sallee in, I should have ventured to sea,
- bound anywhere, I knew not whither.
-
- I have been, in all my circumstances, a memento to those who are touched
- with the general plague of mankind, whence, for aught I know, one-half
- of their miseries flow; I mean, that of not being satisfied with the
- station wherein God and Nature had placed them; for not to look back
- upon my primitive condition, and the excellent advice of my father, the
- opposition to which was, as I may call it, my original sin, my
- subsequent mistakes of the same kind had been the means of my coming
- into this miserable condition; for had that Providence, which so happily
- had seated me at the Brazils as a planter, blessed me with confined
- desires, and I could have been contented to have gone on gradually, I
- might have been, by this time, I mean in the time of my being in this
- island, one of the most considerable planters in the brazils; nay, I am
- persuaded that by the improvements I had made in that little time I
- lived there, and the increase I should probably have made if I had
- stayed, I might have been worth a hundred thousand moidores. And what
- business had I to leave a settle fortune, a well-stocked plantation,
- improving and increasing, to turn supercargo to Guinea to fetch negroes,
- when patience and time would so have increased our stock at home, that
- we could have bought them at our own door from those whose business it
- was to fetch them; and though it had cost us something more, yet the
- difference of that price was by no means worth saving at so great a
- hazard.
-
- But as this is ordinarily the fate of yourn heads, so reflection upon
- the folly of it is as ordinarily the exercise of more years, or the
- dear-bought experience of time; and so it was with me now. And yet, so
- deep had the mistake taken root in my temper, that I could not satisfy
- myself in my station, but was continually poring upon the means and
- possibility of my escape from this place. And that I may, with the
- greater pleasure to the reader, bring on the remaining part of my story,
- it may not be improper to give some account of my first conceptions on
- the subject of this foolish scheme for my escape, and how and upon what
- foundation I acted.
-
- I am now to be supposed retired into my castle, after my late voyage to
- the wreck, my frigate laid up and secured under water, as usual, and my
- condition restored to what it was before. I had more wealth, indeed,
- that I had before, but was not at all the richer; for I had no more use
- for it than the Indians of Peru had before the Spaniards came there.
-
- It was one of the nights in the rainy season in March, the four and
- twentieth year of my first setting foot in this island of solitariness.
- I was lying in my bed, or hammock, awake, very well in health, had no
- pain, no distemper, no uneasiness of body, no, nor any uneasiness of
- mind, more than ordinary, but could by no means close my eyes, that is,
- so as to sleep; no, not a wink all night long, otherwise than as
- follows.
-
- It is as impossible, as needless, to set down the innumerable crowd of
- thoughts that whirled through that great throughfare of the brain, the
- memory, in this night's time. I ran over the whole history of my life in
- miniature, or by abridgment, as I may call it, to my coming to this
- island, and also of the part of my life since I came to this island. In
- my reflections upon the state of my case since I came on shore on this
- island, I was comparing the happy posture of my affairs in the first
- years of my habitation here compared to the life of anxiety, fear, and
- care which I had lived ever since I had seen the print of a foot in the
- sand; nor that I did not believe the savages had frequented the island
- even all the while, and might have been several hundreds of them at
- times on shore there; but I had never known it, and was incapable of any
- apprehensions about it. My satisfaction was perfect, though my danger
- was the same; and I was as happy in not knowing my danger, as if I had
- never really been exposed to it. This furnished my thoughts with many
- very profitable reflections, and particularly this one: how infinitely
- good that Providence is which has provided, in its government of
- mankind, such narrow bounds to his sight and knowledge of things; and
- though he walks in the midst of so many thousand dangers, the sight of
- which, if discovered to him, would distract his mind and sink his
- spirits, he is kept serene and calm, by having the events of things hid
- from his eyes, and knowing nothing of the dangers which surround him.
-
- After these thoughts had for some time entertained me, I came to reflect
- seriously upon the real danger I had been in for so many years in this
- very island, and how I had walked about in the greatest security, and
- with all possible tranquillity, even when perhaps nothing but a brow of
- a hill, a great tree, or the casual approach of night had been between
- me and the worst kind of destruction, viz., that of failing into the
- hands of cannibals and savages, who would have seized on me with the
- same view as I did of a goat or a turtle, and have thought it no more a
- crime to kill and devour me than I did of a pigeon or a curlew. I would
- unjustly slander myself if I should say I was not sincerely thankful to
- my great Preserver, to whose singular protection I acknowledged, with
- great humility, that all these unknown deliverances were due, and
- without which I must inevitably have fallen into their merciless hands.
-
- When these thoughts were over, my head was for some time take up in
- considering the nature of these wretched creatures, I mean the savages,
- and how it came to pass in the world that the wise Governor of all
- things should give up any of His creatures to such inhumanity; nay, to
- something so much below even brutality itself, as to devour its own
- kind. But as this ended in some (at that time fruitless) speculations,
- it occurred to me to inquire what part of the world these wretches lived
- in? How far off the coast was from whence they came? What they ventured
- over so far from home for? What kind of boats they had? And why I might
- not order myself and my business so, that I might be able to go over
- thither as they were to come to me.
-
- I never so much as troubled myself to consider what I should do with
- myself when I came thither; what would become of me, if I fell into the
- hands of the savages; or how I should escape from them, if they
- attempted me; no, nor so much as how it was possible for me to reach the
- coast, and not be attempted by some or other of them, without any
- possibility of delivering myself; and if I should not fall into their
- hands, what I should do for provision, or whither I should bend my
- course. None of these thoughts, I say, so much as came in my way; but my
- mind was wholly bent upon the notion of my passing over in my boat to
- the mainland. I looked back upon my present condition as the most
- miserable that could possibly be; that I was not able to throw myself
- into anything, but death, that could be called worse; that if I reached
- the shore of the main, I might perhaps meet with relief, or I might
- coast along, as I did on the shore of Africa, till I came to some
- inhabited country, and where I might find some Christian ship that might
- take me in; and if the worse came to the worst, I could but die, which
- would put an end to all these miseries at once. Pray note, all this was
- the fruit of a disturbed mind, an impatient temper, made, as it were,
- desperate by the long continuance of my troubles, and the
- disappointments I had met in the work I had been on board of, and where
- I had been so near the obtaining what I so earnestly longed for, viz.,
- somebody to speak to, and to learn some knowledge from the place where I
- was, and of the probable means of my deliverance. I say, I was agitated
- wholly by these thoughts. All my calm of mind, in my resignation to
- Providence, and waiting the issue of the dispositions of Heaven, seemed
- to be suspended; and I had, as it were, no power to turn my thoughts to
- anything but to the project of a voyage to the main, which came upon me
- with such force, and such an impetuosity of desire, that it was not to
- be resisted.
-
- When this had agitated my thoughts for two hours, or more, with such
- violence that it set my very blood into a ferment, and my pulse beat as
- high as if I had been in a fever, merely with the extraordinary of my
- mind about it, Nature, as if I had been fatigued and exhausted with the
- very thought of it, threw me into a sound sleep. One would have thought
- I should have dreamed of it, but I did not, nor of anything relating to
- it; but I dreamed that as I was going out in the morning, as usual, from
- my castle, I saw upon the shore two canoes and eleven savages coming to
- land, and that they brought with them another savage, whom they were
- going to kill in order to eat him; when, on a sudden, the savage that
- they were going to kill jumped away, and ran for his life. And I
- thought, in my sleep, that he came running into my little thick grove
- before my fortification to hide himself; and that I, seeing him alone,
- and not perceiving that the other sought him that way, showed myself to
- him, and smiling upon him, encouraged him; that he kneeled down to me,
- seeming to pray me to assist him; upon which I showed my ladder, made
- him go up, and carried him into my cave, and he became my servant; and
- that as soon as I had gotten this man, I said to myself, "Now I may
- certainly venture to the mainland; for this fellow will serve me as a
- pilot, and will tell me what to do, and whither to go for provisions,
- and whither not to go for fear of being devoured; what places to venture
- into, and what to escape." I waked with this thought, and was under such
- inexpressible impressions of joy at the prospect of my escape in my
- dream, that the disappointments which I felt upon coming to myself and
- finding it was no more than a dream were equally extravagant the other
- way, and threw me into a very great dejection of spirit.
-
- Upon this, however, I made this conclusion: that my only way to go about
- an attempt for an escape was, if possible, to get a savage into my
- possession; and, if possible, it should be one of their prisoners whom
- they had condemned to be eaten, and should bring thither to kill. But
- these thoughts were attended with this difficulty, that it was
- impossible to effect this without attacking a whole caravan of them, and
- killing them all; and this was not only a very desperate attempt, and
- might miscarry; but, on the other hand, I had greatly scrupled the
- lawfulness of it to me; and my heart trembled at the thoughts of
- shedding so much blood, though it was for my deliverance. I need not
- repeat the arguments which occurred to me against this, they being the
- same mentioned before. But though I had other reasons to offer now,
- viz., that those men were enemies to my life, and would devour me if
- they could; that it was self-preservation, in the highest degree, to
- deliver myself from this death of a life, and was acting in my own
- defence as much as if they were actually assaulting me, and the like; I
- say, though these things argued for it, yet the thoughts of shedding
- human blood for my deliverance were very terrible to me, and such as I
- could by no means reconcile myself to a great while.
-
- However, at last, after many secret disputes with myself, and after
- great perplexities about it, for all these arguments, one way and
- another, struggled in my head a long time, the eager prevailing desire
- of deliverance at length mastered all the rest, and I resolved, if
- possible, to get one of those savages into my hands, cost what it would.
- My next thing, then was to contrive how to do it, and this indeed was
- very difficulty to resolve on. But as I could pitch upon no probable
- means for it, so I resolved to put myself upon the watch, to see them
- when they came on shore, and leave the rest to the event, taking such
- measures as the opportunity should present, let be what would be.
-
- With these resolutions in my thoughts, I set myself upon the scout as
- often as possible, and indeed so often, till I was heartily tired of it;
- for it was above a year and half that I waited; and for great part of
- that time went out to the west end, and to the south-west corner of the
- island, almost every day to see for canoes, but none appeared. This was
- very discouraging, and began to trouble me much; though I cannot say
- that it did in this case, as it had done some time before that, viz.,
- wear off the edge of my desire to the thing. But the longer it seemed to
- be delayed, the more eager I was for it. In a word, I was not at first
- so careful to shun the sight of these savages, and avoid being seen by
- them, as I was now eager to be upon them.
-
- Besides, I fancied myself able to manage one, nay, two or three savages,
- if I had them, so as to make them entirely slaves to me, to do whatever
- I should direct them, and to prevent their being able at anytime to do
- me any hurt. It was a great while that I pleased myself with this
- affair; but nothing still presented. All my fancies and schemes came to
- nothing, for no savages came near me for a great while.
-
- About a year and half after I had entertained these notions, and by long
- musing had, as it were, resolved them all into nothing, for want of an
- occasion to put them in execution, I was surprised, one morning early,
- with seeing no less than five canoes all on shore together on my side
- the island, and the people who belonged to them all landed, and out of
- my sight. The number of them broke all my measures; for seeing so many,
- and knowing that they always came four, or six, or sometimes more in a
- boat, I could not tell what to think of it, or how to take my measures
- to attack twenty or thirty men single-handed; so I lay still in my
- castle, perplexed and discomforted. However, I put myself into all the
- same postures for an attack that I had formerly provided, and was just
- ready for action if anything had presented. Having waited a good while,
- listening to hear if they made any noise, at length, begin very
- impatient, I set my guns at the foot of my ladder, and clambered up to
- the top of the hill, by my two stages, as usual; standing so, however,
- that my head did not appear above the hill, so that they could not
- perceive me by any means. Here I observed, by the help of my perspective
- glass, that they were no less than thirty in number, that they had a
- fire kindled, that they had had meat dressed. How they had cooked it,
- that I knew not, or what it was; but they were all dancing, in I know
- not how many barbarous gestures and figures, their own way, round the
- fire.
-
- While I was thus looking on them, I perceived by my perspective two
- miserable wretches dragged from the boats, where, it seems, they were
- laid by, and were now brought out for the slaughter. I perceived one of
- them immediately fell, being knocked down, I suppose, with a club or
- wooden sword, for that was their way, and two or three others were at
- work immediately, cutting him open for their cookery, while the other
- victim was left standing by himself, till they should be ready for him.
- In that very moment this poor wretch seeing himself a little at liberty,
- Nature inspired him with hopes of life, and he started away from them,
- and ran with incredible swiftness along the sands directly towards me, I
- mean towards that part of the coast where my habitation was.
-
- I was dreadfully frighted (that I must acknowledge) when I perceived him
- to run my way, and especially when, as I thought, I saw him pursued by
- the whole body; and now I expected that part of my dream was coming to
- pass, and that he would certainly take shelter in my grove; but I could
- not depend, by any means, upon my dream for the rest of it, viz., that
- the other savages would not pursue him thither, and find him there.
- However, I kept my station, and my spirits began to recover when I found
- that there was not above three men that followed him; and still more was
- I encouraged when I found that he outstripped them exceedingly in
- running, and gained ground of them; so that if he could but hold it for
- half an hour, I saw easily he would fairly get away from them all.
-
- There was between them and my castle the creek, which I mentioned often
- at the first part of my story, when I landed my cargoes out of the ship;
- and this I saw plainly he must necessarily swim over, or the poor wretch
- would be taken there. But when the savage escaping came thither he made
- nothing of it, though the tide was then up; but plunging in, swam
- through in about thirty strokes or thereabouts, landed, and ran on with
- exceeding strength and swiftness. When the three persons came to the
- creek, I found that two of them could swim, but the third could not, and
- that, standing on the other side, he looked at the other, but went no
- further, and soon after went softly back, which, as it happened, was
- very well for him in the main.
-
- I observed that the two who swam were yet more than twice as long
- swimming over the creek as the fellow was that fled from them. It came
- now very warmly upon my thoughts, and indeed, irresistibly, that now was
- my time to get me a servant, and perhaps a companion assistant, and that
- I was called plainly by Providence to save this poor creature's life. I
- immediately run down the ladders with all possible expedition, fetched
- my two guns, for they were both but at the foot of the ladders, as I
- observed above, and getting up again, with the same haste, to the top of
- the hill, I crossed towards the sea, and having a very short cut, and
- all down hill, clapped myself in the way between the pursuers and the
- pursued, hallooing aloud to him that fled, who, looking back, was at
- first perhaps as much frighted at me as at them; but I beckoned with my
- hands to him to come back; and, in the meantime, I slowly advanced
- toward the two that followed; then rushing at once upon the foremost, I
- knocked him down with the stock of my piece. I was loth to fire, because
- I would not have the rest hear; though, at that distance, it would not
- have been easily heard, and being out of sight of the smoke too, they
- would not have easily known what to make of it. Having knocked this
- fellow down, the other who pursued with him stopped, as if he had been
- frighted, and I advanced a pace towards him; but as I came nearer, I
- perceived presently he had a bow and arrow, and was fitting it to shoot
- at me; so I was then necessitated to shoot at him first, which I did,
- and killed him at the first shot.
-
- The poor savage who fled, but had stopped, though he saw both his
- enemies fallen and killed, as he thought, yet was so frighted with the
- fire and noise of my piece, that he stood stock-still, and neither came
- forward nor went backward, though he seemed rather inclined to fly still
- than to come on. I hallooed again to him, and made signs to come
- forward, which he easily understood, and came a little way, then stopped
- again, and then a little further; and stopped again; and I could then
- perceive that he stood trembling, as if he had been taken prisoner, and
- had just been to be killed, as his two enemies were. I beckoned him
- again to come to me, and gave him all the signs of encouragement that I
- could think of; and he came nearer and nearer, kneeling down every often
- or twelve steps, in token of acknowledgment for my saving his life. I
- smiled at him, and look pleasantly, and beckoned to him to come still
- nearer. At length he came close to me, and then he kneeled down again,
- kissed the ground, and laid his head upon the ground, and taking me by
- the foot, set my foot upon his head. This, it seems, was in token of
- swearing to be my slave forever. I took him up, and made much of him,
- and encouraged him all I could. But there was more work to do yet; for I
- perceived the savage whom I knocked down was not killed, but stunned
- with the blow, and began to come to himself; so I pointed to him, and
- showing him the savage, that he was not dead, upon this he spoke some
- words to me; and though I could not understand them, yet I thought they
- were pleasant to hear; for they were the first sound of a man's voice
- that I had heard, my own excepted, for above twenty-five years. But
- there was no time for such reflections now. The savage who was knocked
- down recovered himself so far as to sit up upon the ground, and I
- perceived that my savage began to be afraid; but when I was that, I
- presented my other piece at the man, as if I would shoot him. Upon this
- my savage, for so I call him now, made a motion to me to lend him my
- sword, which hung naked in a belt by my side; so I did. He no sooner had
- it but he runs to his enemy, and, at one blow, cut off his head as
- cleverly, no executioner in Germany could have done it sooner or better;
- which I thought very strange for one who, I had reason to believe, never
- saw a sword in his life before, except their own wooden swords. However,
- it seems, as I learned afterwards, they make their wooden swords so
- sharp, so heavy, and the wood is so hard, that they will cut off heads
- even with them, ay, and arms, and that at one blow too. When he had done
- this, he comes laughing to me in sign of triumph, and brought me the
- sword again, and with abundance of gestures, which I did not understand,
- laid it down, with the head of the savage that he had killed, just
- before me.
-
- But that which astonished him most, was to know how I had killed the
- other Indian so far off; so pointing to him, he made signs to me to let
- him go to him; so I bade him go, as well as I could. When he came to
- him, he stood like one amazed, looking at him, turned him first on one
- side, then t' other, looked at the wound the bullet had made, which, it
- seems, was just in his breast, where it had made a hole, and no great
- quantity of blood had followed; but he had bled inwardly, for he was
- quite dead. He took up his bow and arrows, and came back; so I turned to
- away, and beckoned to him to follow me, making signs to him that more
- might come after them.
-
- Upon this he signed to me that he should bury them with sand, that they
- might not be seen by the rest if they followed; and so I made signs
- again to him to do so. He fell to work, and in an instant he had scraped
- a hole in the sand with his hands big enough to bury the first in, and
- then dragged him into it, and covered him, and did so also by the other.
- I believe he had buried them both in a quarter of an hour. Then calling
- him away, I carried him, not to my castle, but quite away to my cave, on
- the farther part of the island; so I did not let my dream come to pass
- in that part, viz., that he came into my grove for shelter.
-
- Here I gave him bread and a bunch of raisins to eat, and a draught of
- water, which I found he was indeed in great distress for, by his
- running; and having refreshed him, I made signs for him to go lie down
- and sleep, pointing to a place where I had laid a great parcel of
- rice-straw, and a blanket upon it, which I used to sleep upon myself
- sometimes; so the poor creature laid down, and went to sleep.
-
- He was a comely, handsome fellow, perfectly well made, with straight,
- strong limbs, not too large, tall, and well-shaped, and, as I reckoned,
- about twenty-six years of age. He had a very good countenance, not a
- fierce and surly aspect, but seemed to have something very manly in his
- face; and yet he had all the sweetness and softness of an European in
- his countenance too, especially when he smiled. His hair was long and
- black, not curled like wool; his forehead very high and large; and a
- great vivacity and sparkling sharpness in his eyes. The color of his
- skin was not quite black, but very tawny; and yet not of an ugly,
- yellow, nauseous tawny, as the Brazilians and Virginians, and other
- natives of America are, but of a bright kind of a dun olive color, that
- had in it something very agreeable, though not very easy to describe.
- His face was round and plump; his nose small, not flat like the negroes;
- a very good mouth, thin lips, and his fine teeth well set, and white as
- ivory.
-
- After he had slumbered, rather than slept, about half an hour, he waked
- again, and comes out of the cave to me, for I had been milking my goats,
- which I had in the enclosure just by. When he espied me, he came running
- to me, laying himself down again upon the ground, with all the possible
- signs of an humble, thankful disposition, making as many antic gestures
- to show it. At last he lays his head flat upon the ground, close to my
- foot, and sets my other foot upon his head, as he had done before, and
- after this made all the signs to me of subjection, servitude, and
- submission imaginable, to let me know how he would serve me as long as
- he lived. I understood him in many things, and let him know I was very
- well pleased with him. In a little time I began to speak to him, and
- teach him to speak to me; and, first, I made him know his name should be
- Friday, which was the day I saved his life. I called him so for the
- memory of the time. I likewise taught him to say master, and then let
- him know that was to be my name. I likewise taught him to say Yes and
- No, and to know the meaning of them. I gave him some milk in an earthen
- pot, and let him see me drink it before him, and sop my bread in it; and
- I gave him a cake of bread to do the like, which he quickly complied
- with, and made signs that it was very good for him.
-
- I kept there with him all that night; but as soon as it was day, I
- beckoned to him to come with me, and let him know I would give him some
- clothes; at which he seemed very glad, for he was stark naked. As we
- went by the place where he had buried the two men, he pointed exactly to
- the place, and showed me the marks that he had made to find them again,
- making signs to me that we should dig them up again, and eat them. At
- this I appeared very angry, expressed my abhorrence of it, made as if I
- would vomit at the thoughts of it, and beckoned with my hand to him to
- come away; which he did immediately, with great submission. I then led
- him up to the top of the hill, to see if his enemies were gone; and
- pulling out my glass, I looked, and saw plainly the place where they had
- been, but no appearance of them or of their canoes; so that it was plain
- that they were gone, and had left their two comrades behind them,
- without any search after them.
-
- But I was not content with this discovery; but having now more courage,
- and consequently more curiosity, I take my man Friday with me, giving
- him the sword in his hand, with the bow and arrows at his back, which I
- found he could use very dexterously, making him carry one gun for me,
- and I two for myself, and away we marched to the place where these
- creatures had been; for I had a mind now to get some fuller intelligence
- of them. When I came to the place, my very blood ran chill in my veins,
- and my heart sunk within me, at the horror of the spectacle. Indeed, it
- was a dreadful sight, at least it was so to me, though Friday made
- nothing of it. The place was covered with human bones, the ground dyed
- with their blood, great pieces of flesh left here and there, half-eaten,
- mangled and scorched; and, in short, all the tokens of the triumphant
- feast they had been making there, after a victory of their enemies. I
- saw three skulls, five hands, and the bones of three or four legs and
- feet, and abundance of other parts of the bodies; and Friday, by his
- signs, made me understand that they brought over four prisoners to feast
- upon; that three of them were eaten up, and that he, pointing to
- himself, was the fourth; that there had been a great battle between them
- and their next king, whose subjects it seems he had been one of, and
- that they had taken a great number of prisoners; all which were carried
- to several places, by those who had taken them in the fight, in order to
- feast upon them, as was done here by these wretches upon those they
- brought hither.
-
- I cause Friday to gather all the skulls, bones, flesh, and whatever
- remained, and lay them together on a heap, and make a great fire upon
- it, and burn them all to ashes. I found Friday had still a hankering
- stomach after some of the flesh, and was still a cannibal in his nature;
- but I discovered so much abhorrence at the very thoughts of it, and at
- the least appearance of it, that he durst not discover it; for I had, by
- some means, let him know that I would kill him if he offered it.
-
- When we had done this we came back to our castle, and there I fell to
- work for my man Friday; and, first of all, I gave him-a pair of linen
- drawers, which I had out of the poor gunner's chest I mentioned, and
- which I found in the wreck; and which, with a little alteration, fitted
- him very well. Then I made him a jerkin of goat's-skin, as well as my
- skill would allow, and I was now grown a tolerable good tailor; and I
- gave him a cap, which I had made of a hare-skin, very convenient and
- fashionable enough; and thus he was clothed for the present tolerably
- well, and was mighty well pleased to see himself almost as well clothed
- as his master. It is true he went awkwardly in these things at first;
- wearing the drawers was very awkward to him, and the sleeves of the
- waistcoat galled his shoulders, and the inside of his arms; but a little
- easing them where he complained they hurt him, using himself to them, at
- length he took to them very well.
-
- The next day after I came home to my hutch with him, I began to consider
- where I should lodge him. And that I might do well for him, and yet be
- perfectly easy myself, I made a little tent for him in the vacant place
- between my two fortifications, in the inside of the last and in the
- outside of the first; and as there was a door or entrance there into my
- cave, I made a formal framed doorcase, and a door to it of boards, and
- set it up in the passage, a little within the entrance; and causing the
- door to open on the inside, I barred it up in the night, taking in my
- ladders, too; so that Friday could no way come at me in the inside of my
- innermost wall without making so much noise in getting over that it must
- needs waken me; for my first wall had now a complete roof over it of
- long poles, covering all my tent, and leaning up to the side of the
- hill, which was again laid across with smaller sticks instead of laths,
- and then thatched over a great thickness with the rice-straw, which was
- strong, like reeds; and at the hole or place which was left to go in or
- out by the ladder, I had placed a kind of trap-door, which, if it had
- been attempted on the outside, would not have open at all, but would
- have fallen down, and made a great noise; and as to weapons, I took them
- all in to my side every night.
-
- But I needed none of all this precaution; for never man had a more
- faithful, loving, sincere servant than Friday was to me; without
- passions, sullenness, or designs, perfectly obliged and engaged; his
- very affections were tied to me like those of a child to a father; and I
- dare say he would have sacrificed his life for the saving mine, upon any
- occasion whatsoever. The many testimonies he gave me of this put it out
- of doubt, and soon convinced me that I needed to use no precautions as
- to my safety on his account.
-
- This frequently gave me occasion to observe, and that with wonder, that
- however it had pleased God, in His providence, and in the government of
- the works of His hands, to take from so great a part of the world of His
- creatures the best uses to which their faculties and the powers of their
- soul are adapted, yet that He has bestowed upon them the same powers,
- the same reason, the same affections, the same sentiments of kindness
- and obligation, the same passions and resentments of wrongs, the same
- sense of gratitude, sincerity, fidelity, and all the capacities of doing
- good, and receiving good, that He has give to us; and that when He
- pleases to offer to them occasions of exerting these, they are as ready,
- nay, more ready, to apply them to the right uses for which they were
- bestowed that we are. And this made me very melancholy sometimes, in
- reflecting, as the several occasions presented, how mean a use we make
- of all these, even though we have these powers enlightened by the great
- lamp of instruction, the Spirit of God, and by the knowledge of His Word
- added to our understanding; and why it has pleased God to hide the like
- saving knowledge from so many millions of souls, who, if I might judge
- by this poor savage, would make a much better use of it than we did.
-
- From hence, I sometimes was led too far to invade the sovereignity of
- Providence, and, as it were, arraign the justice of so arbitrary a
- disposition of things that should hide that light from some, and reveal
- it to others, and yet expect a like duty from both. But I shut it up,
- and checked my thoughts with this conclusion: first, that we did not
- know by what light and law these should be condemned; but that God was
- necessarily, and, by the nature of His being, infinitely holy and just,
- so it could not be but that if these creatures were all sentenced to
- absence from Himself, it was on account of sinning against that light,
- which, as the Scripture says, was a law to themselves, and by such rules
- as their consciences would acknowledge to be just, though the foundation
- was not discovered to us; and, second, that still, as we are all the
- clay in the hand of the potter, no vessel could say to Him, "Why hast
- Thou formed me thus?"
-
- But to return to my new companion. I was greatly delighted with him, and
- made it my business to teach him everything that was proper to make him
- useful, handy, and helpful; but especially to make him speak, and
- understand me when I spake. And he was the aptest scholar that ever was;
- and particularly was so merry, so constantly diligent, and so pleased
- when he could but understand me, or make me understand him, that it was
- very pleasant to me to talk to him. And now my life began to be so easy
- that I began to say to myself, that could I but have been safe from more
- savages, I cared not if I was never to remove from the place while I
- lived.
-
- After I had been two or three days returned to my castle, I thought
- that, in order to bring Friday off from his horrid way of feeding, and
- from the relish of a cannibal's stomach, I ought to let him taste other
- flesh; so I took him out with me one morning to the woods. I went,
- indeed, intending to kill a kid out of my own flock, and bring him home
- and dress it; but as I was going, I saw a she-goat lying down in the
- shade, and two young kids sitting by her. I catched hold of Friday.
- "Hold," says I, "stand still," and made signs to him not to stir.
- Immediately I presented my piece, shot and killed one of the kids. The
- poor creature, who had, at a distance indeed, seen me kill the savage,
- his enemy, but did not know, or could imagine, how it was done, was
- sensibly surprised, trembled and shook, and looked so amazed, that I
- thought he would have sunk down. He did not see the kid I had shot at,
- or perceive I had killed it, but ripped up his waistcoat to feel if he
- was not wounded; and, as I found presently, thought I was resolved to
- kill him; for he came and kneeled down to me, and embracing my knees,
- said a great many things I did not understand; but I could easily see
- that the meaning was to pray me not to kill him.
-
- I soon found a way to convince him that I would do him no harm; and
- taking him up by the hand, laughed at him, and pointing to the kid which
- I had killed, beckoned to him to run and fetch it, which he did; and
- while he was wondering, and looking to see how the creature was killed,
- I loaded my gun again; and by and by I saw a great fowl, like a hawk,
- sit upon a tree, within shot; so, to let Friday understand a little what
- I would do, I called him to me again, pointing at the fowl, which was
- indeed a parrot, though I thought it had been a hawk; I say, pointing to
- the parrot, and to my gun, and to the ground under the parrot, to let
- him see I would make it fall, I made him understand that I would shoot
- and kill that bird. Accordingly I fired, and bade him look, and
- immediately he saw the parrot fall. He stood like one frighted again,
- notwithstanding all I had said to him; and I found he was the more
- amazed, because he did not see me put anything into the gun, but thought
- that there must be some wonderful fund of death and destruction in that
- thing, able to kill man, beast, bird, or anything near or far off and
- the astonishment this created in him was such as could not wear off for
- a long time; and I believe, if I would have let him, he would have
- worshipped me and my gun. As for the gun itself, he would not so much as
- touch it for several days after; but would speak to it, and talk to it,
- as if it had answered him, when he was by himself; which, as I
- afterwards learned of him, was to desire it not to kill him.
-
- Well, after his astonishment was a little over at this, I pointed to him
- to run and fetch the bird I had shot, which he did, but stayed some
- time; for the parrot, not being quite dead, was fluttered a good way off
- from where she fell. However, he found her, took her up, and brought her
- to me; and as I had perceived his ignorance about the gun before, I took
- this advantage to charge the gun again, and not let him see me do it,
- that I might be ready for any other mark that might present. But nothing
- more offered at that time; so I brought home the kid, and the same
- evening I took the skin off, and cut it out as well as I could; and
- having a pot for that purpose, I boiled or stewed some of the flesh, and
- made some very good broth; and after I had begun to eat some, I gave
- some to my man, who seemed very glad of it, and liked it very well; but
- that which was strangest to him, was to see me eat salt with it. He made
- a sign to me that the salt was not good to eat, and putting a little
- into his own mouth, he seemed to nauseate it, and would spit and sputter
- at it, washing his mouth with fresh water after it. On the other hand, I
- took some meat in my mouth without salt, and I pretended to spit and
- sputter for want of salt, as fast as he had done at the salt. But it
- would not do; he would never care for salt with his meat or in his
- broth; at least, not a great while, and then but very little.
-
- Having thus fed him with boiled meat and broth, I was resolved to feast
- him the next day with roasting a piece of the kid. This I did by hanging
- it before the fire in a string, as I had seen many people do in England,
- setting two poles up, one on each side of the fire, and one across on
- the top, and tying the string to the cross stick, letting the meat turn
- continually. This Friday admired very much. But when he came to taste
- the flesh, he took so many ways to tell me how well he liked it, that I
- could not but understand him; and at last he told me he would never eat
- man's flesh any more, which I was very glad to hear.
-
- The next day I set him to work to beating some corn out, and sifting it
- in the manner I used to do, as I observed before; and he soon understood
- how to do it as well as I, especially after he had seen what the meaning
- of it was, and that it was to make bread of; for after that I let him
- see me make my bread, and bake it too; and in a little time Friday was
- able to do all the work for me, as well as I could do it myself.
-
- I began now to consider that, having two mouths to feed instead of one,
- I must provide more ground for my harvest, and plant a larger quantity
- of corn than I used to do; so I marked out a larger piece of land, and
- began to fence in the same manner before, in which Friday not only
- worked very willingly and very hard, but did it very cheerfully; and I
- told him what it was for; that it was for corn to make more bread,
- because he was now with me, and that I might have enough for him and
- myself too. He appeared very sensible of that part, and let me know that
- he thought I had much more labor upon me on his account than I had for
- myself; and that he would work the harder for me, if I would tell him
- what to do.
-
- This was the pleasantest year of all the life I led in this place.
- Friday began to talk pretty well, and understand the names of almost
- everything I had occasion to call for, and of every place I had to send
- him to, and talk a great deal to me; so that, in short, I began now to
- have some use for my tongue again, which, indeed, I had very little
- occasion for before, that is to say, about speech. Besides the pleasure
- of talking to him, I had a singular satisfaction in the fellow himself.
- His simple, unfeigned honesty appeared to me more and more every day,
- and I began really to love the creature; and, on his side, I believe he
- loved me more than it was possible for him ever to love anything before.
-
- I had a mind once to try if he had any hankering inclination to his own
- country again; and having learned him English so well that he could
- answer me almost any questions, I asked him whether the nation that he
- belonged to never conquered in battle? At which he smiled, and said,
- "Yes, yes, we always fight the better;" that is, he meant, always get
- the better in fight; and so we began the following discourse: "You
- always fight the better," said I. "How came you to be taken prisoner
- then, Friday?"
-
- Friday. - My nation beat much for all that.
-
- Master. - How beat? If your nation beat them, how came you to be taken?
-
- Friday. - They more many than my nation in the place where me was; they
- take one, two, three, and me. My nation overbeat them in the yonder
- place, where me no was; there my nation take one, two, great thousand.
-
- Master. - But why did not your side recover you from the hands of your
- enemies, then?
-
- Friday. - They run one, two, three, and me, and make go in the canoe; my
- nation have no canoe that time.
-
- Master. - Well, Friday, and what does your nation do with the men they
- take? Do they carry them away and eat them, as these did?
-
- Friday. - Yes, my nation eat mans too; eat all up.
-
- Master. - Where do they carry them?
-
- Friday. - Go to other place, where they think.
-
- Master. - Do they come hither?
-
- Friday. - Yes, yes, they come hither; come other else place.
-
- Master. - Have you been here with them?
-
- Friday. - Yes, I been here. (Points to the NW. side of the island,
- which, it seems, was their side.)
-
- By this I understood that my man Friday had formerly been among the
- savages who used to come on shore on the farther part of the island, on
- the same man-eating occasions that he was now brought for; and, some
- time after, when I took the courage to carry him to that side, being the
- same I formerly mentioned, he presently knew the place, and told me he
- was there once when they eat up twenty men, two women, and one child. He
- could not tell twenty in English, but he numbered them by laying so many
- stones on a row, and pointing to me to tell them over.
-
- I have told this passage, because it introduces what follows: that after
- I had had this discourse with him, I asked him how far it was from our
- island to the shore, and whether the canoes were not often lost. He told
- me there was no danger, no canoes ever lost; but that, after a little
- way out to the sea, there was a current and a wind, always one way in
- the morning, the other in the afternoon.
-
- This I understood to be no more than the sets of the tide, as going out
- or coming in; but I afterwards understood it was occasioned by the great
- draught and reflux of the mighty river Oroonoko, in the mouth or the
- gulf of which river, as I found afterwards, our island lay; and this
- land which I perceived to the W. and NW. was the great island Trinidad,
- on the north point of the mouth of the river. I asked Friday a thousand
- questions about the country, the inhabitants, the sea, the coast, and
- what nations were near. He told me all he knew, with the greatest
- openness imaginable. I asked him the names of the several nations of his
- sort of people, but could get no other name than Caribs; from whence I
- easily understood that these were the Caribbees, which our maps place on
- the part of America which reaches from the mouth of the River Oroonoko
- to Guiana, and onwards to St. Martha. He told me that up a great way
- beyond the moon, that was, beyond the setting of the moon, which must be
- W. from their country, there dwelt white-bearded men, like me, and
- pointed to my great whiskers, which I mentioned before; and they had
- killed much mans, that was his word; by all which I understood he meant
- the Spaniards, whose cruelties in America had been spread over the whole
- countries, and was remember by all the nations father to son.
-
- I inquired if he could tell me how I might come from this island and get
- among those white men. He told me, "Yes, yes, I might go in two canoe."
- I could riot understand what he meant, or make him describe to me what
- he meant by two canoe; till at last, with great difficulty, I found he
- meant it must be in a large great boat, as big as two canoes.
-
- This part of Friday's discourse began to relish with me very well; and
- from this time I entertained some hopes that, one time or other, I might
- find an opportunity to make my escape from this place, and that this
- poor savage might be a means to help me to do it.
-
- During the long time that Friday had now been with me, and that he began
- to sepak to me, and understand me, I was not wanting to lay a foundation
- of religious knowledge in his mind; particularly I asked him one time,
- Who made him? The poor creature did not understand me at all, but
- thought I had asked who was his father. But I took it by another handle,
- and asked him who made the sea, the ground we walked on, and the hills
- and woods? He told me it was one old Benamuckee, that lived beyond all.
- He could describe nothing of this great person, but that he was very
- old, much older, he said, than the sea or the land, than the moon or the
- stars, I asked him then, if this old person had made all things, why did
- not all things worship him? He looked very grave, and with a perfect
- look of innocence said, "All things do say O to him." I asked him if the
- people who die in his country went away anywhere? He said, "Yes, they
- all went to Benamuckee." Then I asked him whether these they eat up went
- thither too? He said "Yes."
-
- From these things I began to instruct him in the knowledge of the true
- God. I told him that the great Maker of all things lived up there,
- pointing up towards heaven; that He governs the world by the same power
- and providence by which he made it; that he was omnipotent, could do
- everything for us, give everything to us, take everything from us; and
- thus, by degrees, I opened his eyes. He listened with great attention,
- and received with pleasure the notion of Jesus Christ being sent to
- redeem us, and of the manner of making our prayers to God, and His being
- able to hear us, even into heaven. He told me one day that if our God
- could hear us up beyond the sun, He must needs be a greater God than
- their Benamuckee, who lived but a little way off, and yet could not hear
- till they went up to the great mountains where he dwelt to speak to him.
- I asked him if he ever went thither to speak to him? He said, "No;" they
- never went that were young men; none went but the old men, whom he
- called their Oowokakee, that is, as I made him explain it to me, their
- religious or clergy; and that they went to say O (so he called saying
- prayers), and then came back, and told them what Benamuckee said. By
- this I observed that there is priest-craft even amongst the most
- blinded, ignorant pagans in the world; and the policy of making a secret
- religion in order to preserve the veneration of the people to the clergy
- is not only to be found in the Roman, but perhaps among all religions in
- the world, even among the most brutish and barbarous savages.
-
- I endeavored to clear up this fraud to my man Friday, and told him that
- the pretence of their old men going up to the mountains to say O to
- their god Benamuckee was a cheat, and their bringing word from thence
- what he said was much more so; that if they met with any answer, or
- spoke with any one there, it must be with an evil spirit; and then I
- entered into a long discourse with him about the devil, the original of
- him, his rebellion against God, his enmity to man, the reason of it, his
- setting himself up in the dark parts of the world to be worshipped
- instead of God, and as God, and the many stratagems he made use of to
- delude mankind to their ruin; how he had a secret access to our passions
- and to our affections, to adapt his snares so to our inclinations, as to
- cause us even to be our own tempters, and to run upon our destruction by
- our own choice.
-
- I found it was not so easy to imprint right notions in his mind about
- the devil, as it was about the being of a God. Nature assisted all my
- arguments to evidence to him even the necessity of a great First Cause
- and overruling, governing Power, a secret directing Providence, and of
- the 6quity and justice of paying homage to Him that made us, and the
- like. But there appeared nothing of all this in the notion of an evil
- spirit; of his original, his being, his nature, and above all, of his
- inclination to do evil, and to draw us in to do so too; and the poor
- creature puzzled me once in such a manner by a question merely natural
- and innocent, that I scarcely knew what to say to him. I had been
- talking a great deal to him of the power of God, His omnipotence, His
- dreadful aversion to sin, His being a consuming fire to the workers of
- iniquity; how, as He had made us all, He could destroy us and all the
- world in a moment; and he listened with great seriousness to me all the
- while.
-
- After this I had been telling him how the devil was God's enemy in the
- hearts of men, and used all his malice and skill to defeat the good
- designs of Providence, and to ruin the kingdom of Christ in the world,
- and the like. "Well," says Friday, "but you say God is so strong, so
- great; is He not much strong, much might as the devil?" "Yes, yes," says
- I, "Friday, God is stronger than the devil; God is above the devil, and
- therefore we pray to God to tread him down under our feet, and enable us
- to resist his temptations, and quench his fiery darts." "But," says he
- again, "ifGod much strong, much might as the devil, why God no kill the
- devil, so make him no more do wicked?"
-
- I was strangely surprised at his question; and after all, though I was
- now an old man, yet I was but a young doctor, and ill enough qualified
- for a causist, or a solver of difficulties; and at first I could not
- tell what to say; so I pretended not to hear him, and asked him what he
- said. But he was too earnest for an answer to forget his question, so
- that he repeated it in the very same broken words as above. By this time
- I had recovered myself a little, and I said, "God will punish him
- severely; he is reserved for the judgment, and is to be cast into the
- bottomless pit, to dwell with everlasting fire." This did not satisfy
- Friday; but he returns upon me, repeating my words, "Reserve at last! me
- no understand; but why not kill the devil now? not kill great ago?" "You
- may as well ask me," said I, "why God does not kill you and I, when we
- do wicked things here that offend Him; we are preserved to repent and be
- pardoned." He muses awhile at this. "Well, well," says he, mighty
- affectionately, "that well; so you, I, devil, all wicked, all preserve,
- repent, God pardon all." Here I was run down again by him to the last
- degree, and it was a testimony to me how the mere notions of nature,
- though they will guide reasonable creatures to the knowledge of a God,
- and of a worship or homage due to the supreme being of God, as the
- consequence of our nature, yet nothing by Divine revelation can from the
- knowledge of Jesus Christ, and of a redemption purchased for us, of a
- Mediator of the new covenant, and of an Intercessor at the footstool of
- God's throne; I say, nothing but a revelation from heaven can form these
- in the soul, and that therefore the Gospel of our Lord and Saviour Jesus
- Christ, I mean the Word of God, and the Spirit of God, promised for the
- guide and sanctifier of His people, are the absolutely necessary
- instructors of the souls of men in the saving knowledge of God, and the
- means of salvation.
-
- I therefore diverted the present discourse between me and my man, rising
- up hastily, as upon some sudden occasion of going out; then sending him
- for something a good way off, I seriously prayed to God that He would
- enable me to instruct savingly this poor savage, assisting, by His
- Spirit, the heart of the poor ignorant creature to receive the light of
- the knowledge of God in Christ, reconciling him to Himself, and would
- guide me to speak so to him from the Word of God as his conscience might
- be convinced, his eyes opened, and his soul saved. When he came again to
- me, I entered into a long discourse with him upon the subject of
- redemption of man by the Saviour of the world, and of the doctrine of
- the Gospel preached from heaven, viz., of repentance towards God, and
- faith in our blessed Lord Jesus. I then explained to him as well as I
- could why our blessed Redeemer took not on Him the nature of angels, but
- the seed of Abraham; and how, for that reason, the fallen angels had no
- share in the redemption; that He came only to the lost sheep of the
- house of Israel, and the like.
-
- I had, God knows, more sincerity than knowledge in all the methods I
- took for this poor creature's instruction, and must acknowledge, what I
- believe all that act upon the same principle will find, that in laying
- things open to him, I really informed and instructed myself in many
- things that either I did not know, or had not fully considered before,
- but which occurred naturally to my mind upon searching into them for the
- information of this poor savage. And I had more affection in my inquiry
- after things upon this occasion than ever I felt before; so that whether
- this poor wild wretch was the better for me or no, I had great reason to
- be thankful that ever he came to me. My grief set lighter upon me, my
- habitation grew comfortable to me beyond measure; and when I reflected
- that in this solitary life which I had been confined to, I had not only
- been moved myself to look up to heaven, and to seek to the Hand that had
- brought me there, but was now to be made an instrument, under
- Providence, to save the life, and, for aught I know, the soul of a poor
- savage, and bring him to the true knowledge of religion, and of the
- Christian doctrine, that he might know Christ Jesus, to know whom is
- life eternal; -I say, when I reflected upon all these things, a secret
- joy run through every part of my soul, and I frequently rejoiced that
- ever I was brought to this place, which I had so often thought the most
- dreadful of all afflictions that could possibly have befallen me.
-
- In this thankful frame I continued all the remainder of my time, and the
- conversation which employed the hours between Friday and I was such as
- made the three years which we lived there together perfectly and
- completely happy, if any such thing as complete happiness can be formed
- in a sublunary state. The savage was now a good Christian, a much better
- than I; though I have reason to hope, and bless God for it, that we were
- equally penitent, and comforted, restored penitents. We had here the
- Word of God to read, and no farther off from His Spirit to instruct than
- if we had been in England.
-
- I always applied myself to reading the Scripture, to let him know, as
- well as I could, the meaning of what I read; and he again, by his
- serious inquiries and questions, made me, as I said before, a much
- better scholar in the Scripture-knowledge than I should ever have been
- by my own private mere reading. Another thing I cannot refrain from
- observing here also, from the experience in this retired part of my
- life, viz., how infinite and inexpressible a blessing it is that the
- knowledge of God, and the doctrine of salvation of Christ Jesus, is so
- plainly laid down in the Word of God, so easy to be received and
- understood; that as the bare reading the Scripture made me capable of
- understanding enough of my duty to carry me directly on to the great
- work of sincere repentance for my sins, and laying hold of a Saviour for
- life and salvation, to a stated reformation in practice, and obedience
- to all God's commands, and this without any teacher or instructor (I
- mean human); so the same plain instruction sufficiently served to the
- enlightening this savage creature, and bringing him to be such a
- Christian, as I have known few equal to him in my life.
-
- As to all the disputes, wranglings, strife, and contention which has
- happened in the world about religion, whether niceties in doctrines or
- schemes of Church government, they were all perfectly useless to us; as,
- for aught I can yet see, they have been to all the rest in the world. We
- had the sure guide to heaven, viz., the Word of God; and we had, blessed
- by God! comfortable views of the Spirit of God teaching and instructing
- us by His Word, leading us into all truth, and making us both willing
- and obedient to the instruction of His Word; and I cannot see the least
- use that the greatest knowledge of the disputed points in religion,
- which have made such confusions in the world, would have been to us if
- we could have obtained it. But I must go on with the historical part of
- things, and take every part in its order.
-
- After Friday and I became more intimately acquainted, and that he could
- understand almost all I said to him, and speak fluently, though in
- broken English, to me, I acquainted him with my own story, or at least
- so much of it as related to my coming into the place; how I had lived
- there, and how long. I let him into the mystery, for such it was to him,
- of gunpowder and bullet, and taught him how to shoot; I gave him a
- knife, which he was wonderfully delighted with, and I made him a belt,
- with a frog hanging to it, such as in England we wear hangers in; and in
- the frog, instead of a hanger, I gave him a hatchet, which was not only
- as good a weapon, in some cases, but much more useful upon other
- occasions.
-
- I described to him the country of Europe, and particularly England,
- which I came from; how we lived, how we worshipped God, how we behaved
- to one another, and how we traded in ships to all parts of the world. I
- gave him an account of the wreck which I had been on board of, and
- showed him, as near as I could, the place where she lay; but she was all
- beaten in pieces before, and gone.
-
- I showed him the ruins of our boat, which we lost when we escaped, and
- which I could not stir with my whole strength then, but was now fallen
- almost all to pieces. Upon seeing this boat, Friday stood musing a great
- while, and said nothing. I asked him what it was he studied upon. At
- last says he, "Me see such boat like come to place at my nation."
-
- I did not understand him a good while; but at last, when I had examined
- further into it, I understood by him that a boat such as that had been,
- came on shore upon the country where he lived; that is, as he explained
- it, was driven thither by stress of weather. I presently imagined that
- some European ship must have been cast away upon their coast, and the
- boat might get loose and drive ashore; but was so dull that I never once
- thought of men making escape from a wreck thither, much less whence they
- might come; so I only inquired after a description of the boat.
-
- Friday described the boat to me well enough; but brought me better to
- understand him when he added with some warmth, "We save the white mans
- from drown." Then I presently asked him if there was any white mans, as
- he called them, in the boat. "Yes," he said, "the boat full of white
- mans." I asked him how many. He told upon his fingers seventeen. I asked
- him then what became of them. He told me, "They live, they dwell at my
- nation."
-
- This put new thoughts into my head; for I presently imagined that these
- might be the men belonging to the ship that was cast away in sight of my
- island, as I now call it; and who, after the ship was struck on the
- rock, and they saw her inevitably lost, had saved themselves in their
- boat, and were landed upon that wild shore among the savages.
-
- Upon this I inquired of him more critically what was become of them. He
- assured me they lived still there; that they had been there about four
- years; that the savages let them alone, and gave them victuals to live.
- I asked him how it came to pass they did not kill them, and eat them. He
- said, "No, they make brother with them;" that is, as I understood him, a
- truce; and then he added, "They no eat mans but when make the war
- fight;" that is to say, they never eat any men but such as come to fight
- with them and are taken in battle.
-
- It was after this some considerable time that being on the top of the
- hill, at the east side of the island (from whence, as I have said, I had
- in a clear day, discovered the main or continent of America), Friday,
- the weather being very serene, looks very earnestly towards the
- mainland, and, in a kind of surprise, falls a-jumping and dancing, and
- calls out to me, for I was at some distance from him. I asked him what
- was the matter. "O joy!" says he, "O glad! there see my country, there
- my nation."
-
- I observed an extraordinary sense of pleasure appeared in his face, and
- his eyes sparkled, and his countenance discovered a strange eagerness,
- as if he had a mind to be in his own country again; and this observation
- of mine put a great many thoughts into me, which made me at first not so
- easy about my new man Friday as I was before; and I made no doubt but
- that if Friday could get back to his own nation again, he would not only
- forget all his religion, but all his obligation to me; and woud be
- forward enough to give his countrymen an account of me, and come back
- perhaps with a hundred or two of them, and make a feast upon me, at
- which he might be as merry as he used to be with those of his enemies,
- when they were taken in war.
-
- But I wronged the poor honest creature very much, for which I was very
- sorry afterwards. However, as my jealousy increased, and held me some
- weeks, I was a little more circumspect, and not so familiar and kind to
- him as before; in which I was certainly in the wrong too, the honest,
- grateful creature having no thought about it but what consisted with the
- best principles, both as a religious Christian and as a grateful friend,
- as appeared afterwards to my full satisfaction.
-
- While my jealousy of him lasted, you may be sure I was every day pumping
- him, to see if he would discover any of the new thoughts which I
- suspected were in him; but I found everything he said was so honest and
- so innocent that I could find nothing to nourish my suspicion; and, in
- spite of all my uneasiness, he made me at last entirely his own again,
- nor did he in the least perceive that I was uneasy, and therefore I
- could not suspect him of deceit.
-
- One day, walking up the same hill, but the weather being hazy at sea, so
- that we could not see the continent, I called to him, and said, "Friday,
- do not you wish yourself in your own country, your own nation?" "Yes,"
- he said, "I be much O glad to be at my own nation." What would you do
- there?" said I. "Would you turn wild again, eat men's flesh again, and
- be a savage as you were before?" He looked full of concern, and shaking
- his head said, "No, no; Friday tell them to live good; tell them to pray
- God; tell them to eat corn-bread, cattle flesh, milk, no eat man again."
- "Why then," said I to him, "they will kill you." He looked grave at
- that, and then said, "No, they no kill me, they willing love learn." He
- meant by this they would be willing to learn. He added, they learned
- much of the bearded mans that come in the boat. Then I asked him if he
- would go back to them. He smiled at that, and told me he could not swim
- so far. I told him I would make a canoe for him. He told me he would go,
- if I would go with him. "I go!" says I; "why, they will eat me if I come
- there." "No, no," says he, "me make they no eat you; me make they much
- love you." He meant, he would tell them how I killed his enemies, and
- saved his life, and so he would make them love me. Then he told me, as
- well as he could, how kind they were to seventeen white men, or bearded
- men, as he called them, who came on shore there in distress.
-
- From this time I confess I had a mind to venture over, and see if I
- could possibly join with these bearded men, who, I made on doubt, were
- Spanish or Portuguese; not doubting but, if I could, we might find some
- method to escape from thence, being upon the continent, and a good
- company together, better than I could from an island forty miles off the
- shore, and alone, without help. So, after some days, I took Friday to
- work again, by way of discourse, and told him I would give him a boat to
- go back to his own nation; and accordingly I carried him to my frigate,
- which lay on the other side of the island, and having cleared it of
- water, for I always kept it sunk in the water, I brought it out, showed
- it to him, and we both went into it.
-
- I found he was a most dexterous fellow at managing it, would make it go
- almost as swift and fast again as I could. So when he was in I said to
- him, "Well now, Friday, shall we go to your nation?" He looked very dull
- at my saying so, which, it seems, was because he thought the boat too
- small to go so far. I told him then I had a bigger; so the next day I
- went to the place where the first boat lay which I had made, but which I
- could not get into water. He said that was big enough; but then, as I
- had taken no care of it, and it had lain two or three and twenty years
- there, the sun had split and dried it, that it was in a manner rotten.
- Friday told me such a boat would do very well, and would carry "much
- enough victual, drink, bread;" that was his way of talking.
-
- Upon the whole, I was by this time so fixed upon my design of going over
- with him to the continent that I told him we would go and make one as
- big as that, and he should go home in it. He answered not one word, but
- looked very grave and sad. I asked him what was the matter with him. He
- asked me again thus: "Why you angry mad with Friday? What me done?" I
- asked him what he meant. I told him I was not angry with him at all. "No
- angry! no angry!" says he, repeated the words several times. "Why send
- Friday home away to my nation?" "Why," says I, "Friday, did you not say
- you wished you were there?" "Yes, yes," says he, "wish be both there, no
- wish Friday there, no master there." In a word, he would not think of
- going there without me. "I go there, Friday!" says I; "what shall I do
- there?" He turned very quick upon me at this. "You do great deal much
- good," says he; "you teach wild mans to be good, sober, tame mans; you
- tell them know God, pray God, and live new life." "Alas! Friday," says
- I, "thou knowest not what thou sayest. I am but an ignorant man myself."
- "Yes, yes," says he, "you teachee me good, you teachee them good." "No,
- no, Friday," says I, "you shall go without me; leave me here to live by
- myself, as I did before." He looked confused again at that word, and
- running to one of the hatchets which he used to wear, he takes it up
- hastily, comes and gives it to me. "What must I do with this?" says I to
- him. "You take kill Friday," says he. "What must I kill you for?" said I
- again. He returns very quick, "What you send Friday away for? Take kill
- Friday, no send Friday away." This he spoke so earnestly that I saw
- tears stand in his eyes. In a word, I so plainly discovered the utmost
- affection in him to me, and a firm resolution in him, that I told him
- then, and often after, that I would never send him away from me if he
- was willing to stay with me.
-
- Upon the whole, as I found by all his discourse a settled affection to
- me, and that nothing should part him from me, so I found all the
- foundation of his desire to go to his own country was laid in his ardent
- affection to the people, and his hopes of my doing them good; a thing
- which, as I had no notion of myself, so I had not the least thought or
- intention or desire of undertaking it. But still I found a strong
- inclination to my attempting an escape, as above, founded on the
- supposition gathered from the discourse, viz., that there were seventeen
- bearded men there; and, therefore, without any more delay I went to work
- with Friday, to find out a great tree proper to fell, and make a large
- periagua, or canoe, to undertake the voyage. There were trees enough in
- the island to have built a little fleet, not of periaguas and canoes,
- but even of good large vessels. But the main thing I looked at was, to
- get one so near the water that we might launch it when it was made, to
- avoid the mistake I committed at first.
-
- At last Friday pitched upon a tree, for I found he knew much better than
- I what kind of wood was fittest for it; nor can I tell, to this day,
- what wood to call the tree we cut down, except that it was very like the
- tree we call fustic, or between that and the Nicaragua wood, for it was
- much of the same color and smell. Friday was for burning the hollow or
- cavity of this tree out, to make it for a boat, but I showed him how
- rather to cut it out with tools; which, after I had showed him how to
- use, he did very handily; and in about a month's hard labor we finished
- it, and made it very handsome; especially when, with our axes, which I
- showed him how to handle, we cut and hewed the outside into the true
- shape of a boat. After this, however, it cost us near a fortnight's time
- to get her along, as it were, inch by inch, upon great rollers into the
- water; but when she was in, she would have carried twenty men with great
- ease.
-
- When she was in the water, and though she was so big, it amazed me to
- see with what dexterity, and how swift my man Friday would manage her,
- turn her, and paddle her along. So I asked him if he would, and if we
- might venture over in her. "Yes," he said, "he venture over in her very
- well, though great blow wind." However, I had a farther design that he
- knew nothing of, and that was to make a mast and sail, and to fit her
- with an anchor and cable. As to a mast, that was easy enough to get; so
- I pitched upon a straight young cedar-tree, which I found near the
- place, and which there was great plenty of in the island; and I set
- Friday to work to cut it down, and gave him directions how to shape and
- order it. But as to the sail, that was my particular care. I knew I had
- old sails, or rather pieces of old sails enough; but as I had had them
- now twenty-six years by me, and had not been very careful to preserve
- them, not imagining that I should ever have this kind of use for them, I
- did not doubt but they were all rotten, and, indeed, most of them were
- so. However, I found two pieces which appeared pretty good, and with
- these I went to work, and with a great deal of pains, and awkward
- tedious stitching (you may be sure) for want of needles, I, at length,
- made a three-cornered ugly thing, like what we call in England a
- shoulder-of-mutton sail, to go with a boom at bottom, and a little short
- sprit at the top, such as usually our ship's longboats sail with, and
- such as best knew how to manage; because it was such a one as I had to
- the boat in which I made my escape from Barbary, as related in the first
- part of my story.
-
- I was near two months performing this last work, viz., rigging and
- fitting my masts and sails; for I finished them very complete, making a
- small stay, and a sail, or foresail, to it, to assist, if we should turn
- to windward; and, which was more than all, I fixed a rudder to the stern
- of her to steer with; and though I was but a bungling shipwright, yet as
- I knew the usefulness, and even necessity, of such a thing, I applied
- myself with so much pains to do it, that at last I brought it to pass;
- though, considering the many dull contrivances I had for it that failed,
- I think it cost me almost as much labor as making the boat.
-
- After all this was done, too, I had my man Friday to teach as to what
- belonged to the navigation of my boat; for though he knew very well how
- to paddle a canoe, he knew nothing what belonged to a sail and a rudder;
- and was the most amazed when he saw me work the boat to and again in the
- sea by the rudder, and how the sail jabbed, and filled this way, or that
- way, as the course we sailed changed; I say, when he saw this, he stood
- like one astonished and amazed. However, with a little use I made all
- these things familiar to him, and he became an expert sailor, except
- that as to the compass I could make him understand very little of that.
- On the other hand, as there was very little cloudy weather, and seldom
- or never any fogs in those parts, there was the less occasion for a
- compass, seeing the stars were always to be seen by night, and the shore
- by day, except in the rainy season, and then nobody cared to stir
- abroad, either by land or sea.
-
- I was now entered on the seven and twentieth year of my captivity in
- this place; though the three last years that I had this creature with me
- ought rather to be left out of the account, my habitation being quite of
- another kind than in all the rest of the time. I kept the anniversary of
- my landing here with the same thankfulness to God for His mercies as at
- first; and if I had such cause of acknowledgment at first, I had much
- more so now, having such additional testimonies of the care of
- Providence over me, and the great hopes I had of being effectually and
- speedily delivered; for I had an invincible impression upon my thoughts
- that my deliverance was at hand, and that I should not be another year
- in this place. However, I went on with my husbandry, digging, planting,
- fencing, as usual. I gathered and cured my grapes, and did every
- necessary thing as before.
-
- The rainy season was, in the meantime, upon me, when I kept more within
- doors than at any other times; so I had stowed our new vessel as secure
- as we could, bringing her up into the creek, where, as I said in the
- beginning, I landed my rafts from the ship; and hauling her up to the
- shore at high-water mark, I made my man Friday dig a little dock, just
- big enough to hold her, and just deep enough to give her water enough to
- float in, and then, when the tide was out, we made a strong dam across
- the end of it, to keep the water out; and so she lay dry, as to the
- tide, from the sea; and to keep the rain off, we laid a great many
- boughs of trees, so thick, that she was well thatched as a house; and
- thus we waited for the month of November and December, in which I
- designed to make my adventure.
-
- When the settled season began to come in, as the thought of my designed
- returned with the fair weather, I was preparing daily for the voyage;
- and the first thing I did was to lay by a certain quantity of
- provisions, being the stores for our voyage; and intended, in a week or
- a fortnight's time, to open the dock, and launch out our boat. I was
- busy one morning upon something of this kind, when I called to Friday,
- and bid him go to the sea-shore and see if he could find a turtle, or
- tortoise, a thing which we generally got once a week, for the sake of
- the eggs as well as the flesh. Friday had not been long gone when he
- came running back, and flew over my outer wall, or fence, like one that
- felt not the ground, or the steps he set his feet on; and before I had
- time to speak to him, he cries out to me, "O master! O master! O sorrow!
- O bad!" "What's the matter, Friday?" says I. "O yonder, there," says he,
- "one, two, three canoe! one, two, three!" By his way of speaking, I
- concluded there were six; but on inquiry, I found it was but three.
- "Well, Friday," says I, "do not be frighted." So I heartened him up as
- well as I could. However, I saw the poor fellow was most terribly
- scared; for nothing ran in his head but that they were come to look for
- him, and would cut him in pieces, and eat him; and the poor fellow
- trembled so that I scarce knew what to do with him. I comforted him as
- well as I could, and told him I was in as much danger as he, and that
- they would eat me as well as him. "But," says I, "Friday, we must
- resolve to fight them. Can you fight, Friday?" "Me shoot," say he; "but
- there come many great number." No matter for that," said I again; "our
- guns will fright them that we do not kill." So I asked him whether, if I
- resolved to defend him, he would defend me, and stand by me, and do just
- as I bid him. He said, "Me die when you bid die, master." So I went and
- fetched a good dram of rum, and gave him; for I had been so good a
- husband of my rum that I had a great deal left. When he had drank it, I
- made him take the two fowling-pieces, which we always carried, and load
- them with large swan-shot, as big as small pistol-bullets. Then I took
- four muskets, and loaded them with two slugs and five small bullets
- each; and my two pistols I loaded with a brace of bullets each. I hung
- my great sword, as usual, naked, by my side, and gave Friday his
- hatchet.
-
- When I had thus prepared myself, I took my perspective-glass and went up
- to the side of the hill to see what I could discover; and I found
- quickly, by my glass, that there were one-and-twenty savages, three
- prisoners, and three canoes, and that their whole business seemed to be
- the triumphant banquet upon these three human bodies; a barbarous feast
- indeed, but nothing more than, as I had observed, was usual with them.
-
- I observed also that they were landed, not where they had done when
- Friday made his escape, but nearer to my creek, where the shore was low,
- and where a thick wood came close almost down to the sea. This, with the
- abhorrence of the inhuman errand these wretches came about, filled me
- with such indignation that I came down again to Friday, and told him I
- was resolved to go down to them, and kill them all, and asked him if he
- would stand by me. He was now gotten over his fright, and his spirits
- being a little raised with the dram I had given him, he was very
- cheerful, and told me, as before, he would die when I bid die.
-
- In this fit of fury, I took first and divided the arms which I had
- charge, as before, between us. I gave Friday one pistol to stick in his
- girdle, and three guns upon his shoulder; and I took one pistol, and the
- other three myself, and in this posture we marched out. I took a small
- bottle of rum in my pocket, and gave Friday a large bag with more powder
- and bullet; and as to orders I charged him to keep close behind me, and
- not to stir, or shoot, or do anything, till I bid him, and in the
- meantime not to speak a word. In this posture I fetched a compass to my
- right hand of near a mile, as well to got over the creek as to get into
- the wood, so that I might come within shot of them before I should be
- discovered, which I had seen, by my glass, it was easy to do.
-
- While I was making this march, my former thoughts returning, I began to
- abate my resolution. I do not mean that I entertained any fear of their
- number; for as they were naked, unarmed wretches, It is certain I was
- superior to them; nay, though I had been alone. But it occurred to my
- thoughts what call, what occasion, much less what necessity, I was in to
- go and dip my hands in blood, to attack people who had neither done or
- intended me any wrong; who, as to me, were innocent, and whose barbarous
- customs were their own disaster; being in them a token, indeed, of God's
- having left them, with the other nations of that part of the world, to
- such stupidity, and to such inhuman courses; but did not call me to take
- upon me to be a judge of their actions, much less an executioner of His
- justice; that whenever He thought fit, He would take the cause into His
- own hands, and by national vengeance, punish them, as a people, for
- national crimes; but that, in the meantime, it was none of my business;
- that, it was true, Friday might justify it, because he was a declared
- enemy, and in a state of war with those very particular people, and it
- was lawful for him to attack them; but I could not say the same with
- respect to me. These things were so warmly pressed upon my thoughts all
- the way as I went, that I resolved I would only go and place myself near
- them, that I might observe their barbarous feast, and that I would act
- then as God should direct; but that, unless something offered that was
- more a call to me than yet I knew of, I would not meddle with them.
-
- With this resolution I entered the wood, and with all possible wariness
- and silence, Friday following close at my heels, I marched till I came
- to the skirt the wood, on the side which was next to them; only that one
- corner of the wood lay between me and them. Here I called softly to
- Friday, and showing him a great tree, which was just at the corner of
- the wood, I bade him go to the tree and bring me word if he could see
- there plainly what they were doing. He did so, and came immediately back
- to me, and told me they might be plainly viewed there; that they were
- all about their fire, eating the flesh of one of their prisoners, and
- that another lay bound upon the sand, a little from them, which, he
- said, they would kill next, and, which fired all the very soul within
- me, he told me it was not one of their nation, but one of the bearded
- men, whom he had told me of, that came to their country in the boat. I
- was filled with horror at the very naming the white, bearded man; and,
- going to the tree, I saw plainly, by my glass, a white man, who lay upon
- the beach of the sea, with his hands and feet tied with flags, or things
- like rushes, and that he was a European, and had clothes on.
-
- There was another tree, and a little thicket beyond it, about fifty
- years nearer to them than the place where I was, which, by going a
- little way about, I saw I might come at undiscovered, and that then I
- should be within half shot of them; so I withheld my passion, though I
- was indeed enraged to the highest degree; and going back about twenty
- paces, I got behind some bushes, which held all the way till I came to
- the other tree; and then I came to a little rising ground, which gave me
- a full view of them, at the distance of about eighty yards.
-
- I had now not a moment to lose, for nineteen of the dreadful wretches
- sat upon the ground, all close huddled together, and had just sent the
- other two to butcher the poor Christian, and bring him, perhaps limb by
- limb, to their fire; and they were stooped down to untie the bands at
- this feet. I turned to Friday. "Now, Friday," said I, "do as I bid
- thee." Friday said he would. "Then, Friday," says I, "do exactly as you
- see me do; fail in nothing." So I set down one of the muskets and the
- fowling-piece upon the ground, and Friday did the like by his; and with
- the other musket took my aim at the savages, bidding him do the like.
- Then asking him if he was ready, he said, "Yes." "Then fire at them,"
- said I; and the same moment I fired also.
-
- Friday took his aim so much better than I that on the side that he shot
- he killed two of them, and wounded three more; and on my side I killed
- one and wounded two. They were, you may be sure, in a dreadful
- consternation; and all of them who were not hurt jumped up upon their
- feet, but did not immediately know which way to run, or which way to
- look, for they knew not from whence their destruction came. Friday kept
- his eyes close upon me, that, as I had bid him, he might observe what I
- did; so as soon as the first shot was made I threw down the piece, and
- took up the fowling-piece, and Friday did the like. He sees me cock and
- present; he did the same again. "Are you ready, Friday?" said I. "Yes,"
- says he. "Let fly, then," says I, "in the name of God!" and with that I
- fired again among the amazed wretches, and so did Friday; and as our
- pieces were now loaded with what I called swan-shot, or small
- pistol-bullets, were found only two drop, but so many were wounded that
- they ran about yelling and screaming like mad creatures, all bloody, and
- miserably wounded most of them; whereof three more fell quickly after,
- though not quite dead.
-
- "Now, Friday," says I, laying down the discharged pieces, and taking up
- the musket which was yet loaded, "follow me," says I, which he did with
- a great deal of courage; upon which I rushed out of the wood, and showed
- myself, and Friday close at my foot. As soon as I perceived they saw me,
- I shouted as loud as I could, and bade Friday to do so too; and running
- as fast as I could, which, by the way, was not very fast, being loaden
- with arms as I was, I made directly towards the poor victim, who was, as
- I said, lying upon the beach, or shore, between the place where they sat
- and the sea. The two butchers, who were just going to work with him, had
- left him at the surprise of our first fire, and fled in a terrible
- fright to the seaside, and had jumped into a canoe, and three more of
- the rest made the same way. I turned to Friday, and bid him step
- forwards and fire at them. He understood me immediately, and running
- about forty yards, to be near them, he shot at them, and I thought he
- had killed them all, for I saw them all fall of a heap into the boat;
- though I saw two of them up again quickly. However, he killed two of
- them and wounded the third, so that he lay down in the bottom of the
- boat as if he had been dead.
-
- While my man Friday fired at them, I pulled out my knife and cut the
- flags that bound the poor victim; and loosing his hands and feet, I
- lifted him up, and asked him in the Portuguese tongue what he was. He
- answered in Latin, Christianus; but was so weak and faint that he could
- scarce stand or speak. I took my bottle out of my pocket and gave it
- him, making signs that he should drink, which he did; and I gave him a
- piece of bread, which he eat. Then I asked him what countryman he was;
- and he said, Espagniole; and being a little recovered, let me know, by
- all the signs he could possibly make, how much he was in my debt for his
- deliverance. "Seignior," said I, with as much Spanish as I could make
- up, "we will talk afterwards, but we must fight now. If you have any
- strength left, take this pistol and sword, and lay about you." He took
- them very thankfully, and no sooner had he the arms in his hands but, as
- if they had put new vigor into him, he flew upon his murderers like a
- fury, and had cut two of them in pieces in an instant; for the truth is,
- as the whole was a surprise to them, so the poor creatures were so much
- frighted with the noise of our pieces that they fell down for mere
- amazement and fear, and had no power to attempt their own escape than
- their flesh had to resist our shot; and that was the case of those five
- that Friday shot at in the boat; for as three of them fell with the hurt
- they received, so the other two fell with the fright.
-
- I kept my piece in my hand still without firing, being willing to keep
- my charge ready, because I had given the Spaniard my pistol and sword.
- So I called to Friday, and bade him run up to the tree from whence we
- first fired, and fetch the arms which lay there that had been
- discharged, which he did with great swiftness; and then giving him my
- musket, I sat down myself to load all the rest again, and bade them come
- to me when they wanted. While I was loading these pieces, there happened
- a fierce engagement between the Spaniard and one of the savages, who
- made at him with one of their great wooden swords, the same weapon that
- was to have killed him before if I had not prevented it. The Spaniard,
- who was as bold and brave as could be imagined, though weak, had fought
- this Indian a good while, and had cut him two great wounds on his head;
- but the savage being a stout, lusty fellow, closing in with him, had
- thrown him down, being faint, and was wringing my sword out of his hand,
- when the Spaniard, though undermost, wisely quitting the sword, drew the
- pistol from his girdle, shot the savage through the body, and killed him
- upon the spot, before I, who was running to help him, could come near
- him.
-
- Friday being now left to his liberty, pursued the flying wretches with
- no weapon in his hand but his hatchet; and with that he despatched those
- three who, as I said before, were wounded at first, and fallen, and all
- the rest he could come up with; and the Spaniard coming to me for a gun,
- I gave him one of the fowling-pieces, with which he pursued two of the
- savages, and wounded them both; but as he was not able to run, they both
- got from him into the wood, where Friday pursued them, and killed one of
- them; but the other was too nimble for him, and though he was wounded,
- yet had plunged himself into the sea, and swam with all his might off to
- those two who were left in the canoe; which three in the canoe, with one
- wounded, who we know not whether he died or no, were all that escaped
- our hands of one and twenty. The account of the rest is as follows:
-
- 3 killed at our first shot from the tree.
-
- 2 killed at the next shot.
-
- 2 killed by Friday in the boat.
-
- 2 killed by ditto, of those at first wounded.
-
- 1 killed by ditto in the wood.
-
- 3 killed by the Spaniard.
-
- 4 killed, being found dropped here and there of
-
- their wounds, or killed by Friday in his chase of them.
-
- 4 escaped in the boat, whereof one wounded, if not dead.
-
- --
-
- 21 in all.
-
-
- Those that were in the canoe worked hard to get out of gunshot; and
- though Friday made two or three shots at them, I did not find that he
- hit any of them. Friday would fain have had me take one of their canoes,
- and pursue them; and, indeed, I was very anxious about their escape,
- lest carrying the news home to their people they should come back
- perhaps with two or three hundred of their canoes, and devour us by mere
- multitude. So I consented to pursue them by sea, and running to one of
- their canoes I jumped in, and bade Friday to follow me. But when I was
- in the canoe, I was surprised to find another poor creature lie there
- alive, bound hand and foot, as the Spaniard was, for the slaughter, and
- almost dead with fear, not knowing what the matter was; for he had not
- been able to look up over the side of the boat, he was tied so hard,
- neck and heels, and had been tied so long, that he had really but little
- life in him.
-
- I immediately cut the twisted flags or rushes, which they had bound him
- with, and would have helped him up; but he could not stand or speak, but
- groaned most piteously, believing, it seems, still that he was only
- unbound in order to be killed.
-
- When Friday came to him, I bade him speak to him, and tell him of his
- deliverance; and pulling out my bottle, made him give the poor wretch a
- dram; which, with the news of his being delivered, revived him, and he
- sat up in the boat. But when Friday came to hear him speak, and look in
- his face, it would have moved any one to tears to have seen how Friday
- kissed him, embraced him, hugged him, cried, laughed, hallooed, jumped
- about, danced, sung; then cried again, wrung his hands, beat his own
- face and head, and then sung and jumped about again, like a distracted
- creature. It was a good while before I could make him speak to me, or
- tell me what was the matter; but when he came a little to himself, he
- told me that it was his father.
-
- It was not easy for me to express how it moved me to see what ecstasy
- and filial affection had worked in this poor savage at the sight of his
- father, and of his being delivered from death; nor, indeed, can I
- describe half the extravagancies of his affection after this; for he
- went into the boat, and out of the boat, a great many times. When he
- went in to him, he would sit down by him, open his breast, and hold his
- father's head close to his bosom, half an hour together, to nourish it;
- then he took his arms and ankles, which were numbed and stiff with the
- binding, and chafed and rubbed them with his hands; and I, perceiving
- what the case was, gave him some rum out of my bottle to rub them with,
- which did them a great deal of good.
-
- This action put an end to our pursuit of the canoe with the other
- savages who were now gotten almost out of sight; and it was happy for us
- that we did not, for it blew so hard within two hours after, and before
- they could be gotten a quarter of their way, and continued blowing so
- hard all night, and that from the north-west, which was against them,
- that I could not suppose their boat could live, or that they ever
- reached to their own coast.
-
- But to return to Friday. He was so busy about his father that I could
- not find in my heart to take him off for some time; but after I thought
- he could leave him a little, I called him to me, and he came jumping and
- laughing, and pleased to the highest extreme. Then I asked him if he had
- given his father any bread. He shook his head, and said, "None; ugly dog
- eat all up self." So I gave him a cake of bread out of a little pouch I
- carried on purpose. I also gave him a dram for himself, but he would not
- taste it, but carried it to his father. I had in my pocket also two or
- three bunches of my raisins, so I gave him a handful of them for his
- father. He had no sooner given his father these raisins, but I saw him
- come out of the boat and run away, as if he had been bewitched, he ran
- as such a rate; for he was the swiftest fellow of his foot that ever I
- saw. I say, he run at such a rate that he was out of sight, as it were,
- in an instant; and though I called, and hallooed, too, after him, it was
- all one, away he went; and in a quarter of an hour saw him come back
- again, though not so fast as he went; and as he came nearer, I found his
- pace was slacker, because he had something in his hand.
-
- When he came up to me, I found he had been quite home for an earthen
- jug, or pot, to bring his father some fresh water, and that he had got
- two more cakes or loaves of bread. The bread he gave me, but the water
- he carried to his father. However, as I was very thirsty too, I took a
- little sip of it. This water revived his father more than all the rum or
- spirits I had given him, for he was just fainting with thirst.
-
- When his father had drank, I called to him to know if there was any
- water left. He said, "Yes;" and I bade him give it to the poor Spaniard,
- who was in as much want of it as his father; and I sent one of the
- cakes, that Friday brought, to the Spaniard, too, who was indeed very
- weak, and was reposing himself upon a green place under the shade of a
- tree; and whose limbs were also very stiff, and very much swelled with
- the rude bandage he been tied with. When I saw that upon Friday's coming
- to him with the water he sat up and drank, and took the bread, and began
- to eat. I went to him, and gave him a handful of raisins. He looked up
- in my face with all the tokens of gratitude and thankfulness that could
- appear in any countenance; but was so weak, notwithstanding he had so
- exerted himself in the fight, that he could not stand up upon his feet.
- He tried to do it two or three times, but was really not able, his
- ankles were so swelled and so painful to him; so I bade him sit still,
- and caused Friday to rub his ankles, and bathe them with rum, as he had
- done his father's.
-
- I observed the poor affectionate creature, every two minutes, or perhaps
- less, all the while he was here, turn his head about to see if his
- father was in the same place and posture as he left him sitting; and at
- last he found he was not to be seen; at which he started up, and without
- speaking a word, flew with that swiftness to him, that one could scarce
- perceive his feet to touch the ground as he went. But when he came, he
- only found he had laid himself down to ease his limbs; so Friday came
- back to me presently, and I then spoke to the Spaniard to let Friday
- help him up, if he could, and lead him to the boat, and then he should
- carry him to our dwelling, where I would take care of him. But Friday, a
- lusty strong fellow, took the Spaniard quite up upon his back, and
- carried him away to the boat, and set him down softly upon the side of
- gunnel of the canoe, with his feet in the inside of it, and then lifted
- him quite in, and set him close to his father; and presently stepping
- out again, launched the boat off, and paddled it along the shore faster
- than I could walk, though the wind blew pretty hard, too. So he brought
- them both safe into our creek, and leaving them in the boat, runs away
- to fetch the other canoe. As he passed me, I spoke to him, and asked him
- whither he went. He told me, "Go fetch more boat." So away he went like
- the wind, for sure never man or horse ran like him; and he had the other
- canoe in the creek almost as soon as I got to it by land; so he waf ted
- me over, and then went to help our new guests out of the boat, which he
- did; but they were neither of them able to walk, so that poor Friday
- knew not what to do.
-
- To remedy this I went to work in my thought, and calling to Friday to
- bid them sit down on the bank while he came to me, I soon made a kind of
- hand-barrow to lay them on, and Friday and I carried them up both
- together upon it between us. But when we got them to the outside of our
- wall, or fortification, we were at a worse loss than before, for it was
- impossible to get them over, and I was resolved not to break it down. So
- I set to work again; and Friday and I, in about two hours' time, made a
- very handsome tent, covered with old sails, and above that with boughs
- of trees, being in the space without our outward fence, and between that
- and the grove of young wood which I had planted; and here we made them
- two beds of such things as I had, viz., of good rice-straw, with
- blankets laid upon it to lie on, and another to cover them, on each bed.
-
- My island was now peopled, and I thought myself very rich in subjects;
- and it was a merry reflection, which I frequently made, how like a king
- I looked. First of all, the whole country was my own mere property, so
- that I had an undoubted right of dominion. Secondly, my people were
- perfectly subjected. I was absolute lord and lawgiver; they all owned
- their lives to me, and were ready to lay down their lives, if there had
- been occasion of it, for me. It was remarkable, too, we had but three
- subjects, and they were of three different religions. My man Friday was
- a Protestant, his father was a pagan and a cannibal, and the Spaniard
- was a papist. However, I allowed liberty of conscience throughout my
- dominions. But this is by the way.
-
- As soon as I had secured my two weak rescued prisoners, and given them
- shelter and a place to rest them upon, I began to think of making some
- provision for them; and the first thing I did, I ordered Friday to take
- a yearling goat, betwixt a kid and a goat, out of my particular flock,
- to be killed; when I cut off the hinder-quarter, and chopping it into
- small pieces. I set Friday to work to boiling and stewing, and made them
- a very good dish, I assure you, of flesh and broth, having put some
- barley and rice also into the broth; and as I cooked it without doors,
- for I made no fire within my inner wall, so I carried it all into the
- new tent, and having set a table there for them, I sat down and ate my
- own dinner also with them, and as well as I could cheered them, and
- encouraged them; Friday being my interpreter, especially to his father,
- and, indeed, to the Spaniard too; for the Spaniard spoke the language of
- the savages pretty well.
-
- After we had dined, or rather supped, I ordered Friday to take one of
- the canoes and go and fetch our muskets and other fire-arms, which, for
- want of time, we had left upon the place of battle; and the next day I
- ordered him to go and bury the dead bodies of the savages, whch lay open
- to the sun, and would presently be offensive; and I also ordered him to
- bury the horrid remains of their barbarous feast, which I knew were
- pretty much, and which I could not think of doing myself; nay, I could
- not bear to see them, if I went that way. All which he punctually
- performed, and defaced the very appearance of the savages being there;
- so that when I went again I could scarce know where it was, otherwise
- than by. the corner of the wood pointing to the place.
-
- I then began to enter into a little conversation with my two new
- subjects; and first, I set Friday to inquire of his father what he
- thought of the escape of the savages in that canoe, and whether we might
- expect a return of them, with a power too great for us to resist. His
- first opinion was, that the savages in the boat never could live out the
- storm which blew that night they went off, but must, of necessity, be
- drowned, or driven south to those other shores, where they were as sure
- to be devoured as they were to be drowned if they were cast away. But as
- to what they would do if they came safe on shore, he said he knew not;
- but it was his opinion that they were so dreadfully frightened with the
- manner of their being attacked, the noise, and the fire, that he
- believed they would tell their people they were all killed by thunder
- and lightning, not by the. hand of man; and that the two which appeared,
- viz., Friday and me, were two heavenly spirits, or furies, come down to
- destroy them, and not men with weapons. This, he said, he knew, because
- he heard them all cry out so in their language to one another; for it
- was impossible to them to conceive that a man could dart fire, and speak
- thunder, and kill at a distance without lifting up the hand, as was done
- now. And this old savage was in the right; for, as I understood since by
- other hands, the savages never attempted to go over to the island
- afterwards. They were so terrified with the accounts given by those four
- men (for, it seems, they did escape the sea) that they believed whoever
- went to that enchanted island would be destroyed with fire from the
- gods.
-
- This however, I knew not, and therefore was under continual
- apprehensions for a good while, and kept always upon my guard, me and
- all my army; for as we were now four of us, I would have ventured upon a
- hundred of them, fairly in the open field, at any time.
-
- In a little time, however, no more canoes appearing, the fear of their
- coming wore off, and I began to take my former thoughts of a voyage to
- the main into consideration; being likewise assured by Friday's father
- that I might depend upon good usage from their nation, on his account,
- if I would go.
-
- But my thoughts were a little suspended when I had a serious discourse
- with the Spaniard, and when I understood that there were sixteen more of
- his countrymen and Portuguese, who, having been cast away, and made
- their escape to that side, lived there at peace, indeed, with the
- savages, but were very sore put to it for necessaries, and indeed for
- life. I asked him all the particulars of their voyage, and found they
- were a Spanish ship bound from the Rio de la Plata to the Havana, being
- directed to leave their loading there, which was chiefly hides and
- silver, and to bring back what European goods they could meet with
- there; that they had five Portuguese seamen on board, whom they took out
- of another wreck; that five of their own men were drowned when the first
- ship was lost, and that these escaped, through infinite dangers and
- hazards, and arrived, almost starved, on the cannibal coast, where they
- expected to have been devoured every moment.
-
- He told me they had some arms with them, but they were perfectly
- useless, for that they had neither powder nor ball, the washing of the
- sea having spoiled all their powder but a little, which they used, at
- their first landing, to provide themselves some food.
-
- I asked him what he thought would become of them there, and if they had
- formed no design of making any escape. He said they had many
- consultations about it; but that having neither vessel, or tools to
- build one, or provisions of any kind, their councils always ended in
- tears and despair.
-
- I asked him how he thought they would receive a proposal from me, which
- might tend towards an escape; and whether, if they were all here, it
- might not be done. I told him with freedom, I feared mostly their
- treachery and ill-usage of me if I put my life in their hands; for that
- gratitude was no inherent virtue in the nature of man, nor did men
- always square their dealings by the obligations they had received, so
- much as they did by the advantages they expected. I told him it would be
- very hard that I should be the instrument of their deliverance, and that
- they should afterwards make me their prisoner in New Spain, where an
- Englishman was certain to be made a sacrifice, what necessity or what
- accident soever brought him thither; and that I had rather be delivered
- up to the savages, and be devoured alive, than fall into the merciless
- claws of the priests, and be carried into the Inquisition. I added, that
- otherwise I was persuaded, if they were all here, we might, with so many
- hands, build a bark large enough to carry us all away, either to the
- Brazils, southward, or to the islands, or Spanish coast, northward; but
- that if, in requital, they should when I had put weapons into their
- hands, carry me by force among their own people, I might be ill used for
- my kindness to them, and make my case worse than it was before.
-
- He answered, with a great deal of candor and ingenuity, that their
- condition was so miserable, and they were so sensible of it, that he
- believed they would abhor the thought of using any man unkindly that
- should contribute to their deliverance; and that, if pleased, he would
- go to them with the old man, and discourse with them about it, and
- return again, and bring me their answer; that he would make conditions
- with them upon their solemn oath that they should be absolutely under my
- leading, as their commander and captain; and that they should swear upon
- the holy sacraments and the gospel to be true to me, and to go to such
- Christian country as that I should agree to, and no other, and to be
- directed wholly and absolutely by my orders till they were landed safely
- in such country as I intended; and that he would bring a contract from
- them, under their hands, for that purpose.
-
- Then he told me he would first swear to me himself that he would never
- stir from me as long as he lived till I gave him orders; and that he
- would take my side to the last drop of his blood, if there should happen
- the least breach of faith among his countrymen.
-
- He told me they were all of them very civil, honest men, and they were
- under the greatest distress imaginable, having neither weapons nor
- clothes, nor any food, but at the mercy and discretion of the savages;
- out of all hopes of ever returning to their own country; and that he was
- sure, if I would undertake their relief, they would live and die by me.
-
- Upon these assurances, I resolved to venture to relieve them, if
- possible, and to send the old savage and this Spaniard over to them to
- treat. But when we had gotten all things in a readiness to go, the
- Spaniard himself started an objection, which had so much prudence in it
- on one hand, and so much sincerity on the other hand, that I could not
- but be very well satisfied in it, and by his advice put off the
- deliverance of his comrades for at least half a year. The case was thus:
-
- He had been with us now about a month, during which time I had let him
- see in what manner I had provided, with the assistance of Providence,
- for my support; and he saw evidently what stock of corn and rice I had
- laid up; which, as it was more than sufficient for myself, so it was not
- sufficient, at least without good husbandry, for my family, now it was
- increased to number four; but much less would it be sufficient if his
- countrymen, who were, as he said, fourteen, still alive, should come
- over; and least of all would it be sufficient to victual our vessel, if
- we should build one for a voyage to any of the Christian colonies of
- America. So he told me he thought it would be more advisable to let him
- and the two others dig and cultivate some more land, as much as I could
- spare seed to sow; and that we should wait another harvest, that we
- might have a supply of corn for his countrymen when they should come;
- for want might be a temptation to them to disagree, or not to think
- themselves delivered, otherwise than out of one difficulty into another.
- "You know," says he, "the children of Israel, though they rejoiced at
- first for their being delivered out of Egypt, yet rebelled even against
- God Himself, that delivered them, when they came to want bread in the
- wilderness."
-
- His caution was so reasonable, and his advice so good, that I could not
- but be very well pleased with his proposal, as well as I was satisfied
- with his fidelity. So we fell to digging all four of us, as well as the
- wooden tools we were furnished with permitted; and in about a month's
- time, by the end of which it was seed-time, we had gotten as much land
- cured and trimmed up as we sowed twenty-two bushels of barley on, and
- sixteen jars of rice; which was, in short, all the seed we had to spare;
- nor, indeed, did we leave ourselves barley sufficient for our own food
- for the six months that we had to expect our crop; that is to say,
- reckoning from the time we set our seed aside for sowing; for it is not
- to be supposed it is six months in the ground in that country.
-
- Having now society enough, and our numbers being sufficient to put us
- out of fear of the savages, if they had come, unless their number
- had-been very great, we went freely all over the island, wherever we
- found occasion; and as here we had our escape or deliverance upon our
- thoughts, it was impossible, at least for me, to have the means of it
- out of mine. To this purpose, I marked out several trees which I thought
- fit for our work, and I set Friday and his father to cutting them down;
- and then I caused the Spaniard, to whom I imparted my thought on that
- affair, to oversee and direct their work. I showed them with what
- indefatigable pains I had hewed a large tree into single planks, and I
- caused them to do the like, till they had made about a dozen large
- planks of good oak, near two feet broad, thirty-five feet long, and from
- two inches to four inches thick. What prodigious labor it took up, any
- one may imagine.
-
- At the same time I contrived to increase my little flock of tame goats
- as much as I could; and to this purpose I made Friady and the Spaniard
- go out one day, and myself with Friday the next day, for we took our
- turns, and by this means we got above twenty young kids to breed up with
- the rest; for whenever we shot the dam, we saved the kids, and added
- them to our flock. But above all, the season for curing the grapes
- coming on, I caused such a prodigious quantity to be hung up in the sun,
- that I believe had we been at Alicant, where the raisins of the sun are
- cured, we could have filled sixty or eighty barrels; and these, with our
- bread, was a great part of our food, and very good living too, I assure
- you; for it is an exceeding nourishing food.
-
- It was now harvest, and our crop in good order. It was not the most
- plentiful increase I had seen in the island, but however, it was enough
- to answer our end; for from our twenty-two bushels of barley we brought
- in and thrashed out above two hundred and twenty bushels, and the like
- in proportion of the rice; which was store enough for our food to the
- next harvest, though all the sixteen Spaniards had been on shore with
- me; or if we had been ready for a voyage, it would very plentifully have
- victualled our ship to have carried us to any part of the world, that is
- to say, of America.
-
- When we had thus housed and secured our magazine of corn, we fell to
- work to make more wicker-work, viz., great baskets, in which we kept it;
- and the Spaniard was very handy and dextrous at this part, and often
- blamed me that I did not make some things for defence of this kind of
- work; but I saw no need of it.
-
- And now having a full supply of food for all the guests I expected, I
- gave the Spaniard leave to go over to the main, to see what he could do
- with those he had left behind him there. I gave him strict charge in
- writing not to bring any man with him who would not first swear, in the
- presence of himself and of the old savage, that he would no way injure,
- fight with, or attack the person he should find in the island, who was
- so kind to send for them in order to their deliverance; but that they
- would stand by and defend him against all such attempts, and they went
- would be entirely under and subjected to his commands; and that this
- should be put in writing, and signed with their hands. How we were to
- have this done, when I knew they had neither pen nor ink, that indeed
- was a question which we never asked.
-
- Under these instructions, the Spaniard and the old savage, the father of
- Friday, went away in one of the canoes which they might be said to come
- in, or rather were brought in, when they came as prisoners to be
- devoured by the savages.
-
- I gave each of them a musket, with a firelock on it, and about eight
- charges of powder and ball, charging them to be very good husbands of
- both, and not to use either of them but upon urgent occasion.
-
- This was a cheerful work, being the first measures used by me, in view
- of my deliverance, for now twenty-seven years and some days. I gave them
- provisions of bread and of dried grapes sufficient for themselves for
- many days, and sufficient for all their countrymen for about eight days'
- time; and wishing them a good voyage, I see them go, agreeing with them
- about a signal they should hang out at their return, by which I should
- know them again, when they came back, at a distance, before they came on
- shore.
-
- They went away with a fair gale on the day that the moon was at full, by
- my account in the month of October, but as for an exact reckoning of
- days, after I had once lost it, I could never recover it again; nor had
- I kept even the number of years so punctually as to be sure that I was
- right, though as it proved, when I afterwards examined my account, I
- found I had kept a true reckoning of years.
-
- It was no less than eight days I had waited for them, when a strange and
- unforeseen accident intervened, of which the like has not perhaps been
- heard of in history. I was fast asleep in my hutch one morning, when my
- man Friday came running in to me, and called aloud, "Master, master,
- they are come, they are come!"
-
- I jumped up, and regardless of danger, I went out as soon as I could get
- my clothes on, through my little grove, which, by the way, was by this
- time grown to be a very thick wood; I say, regardless of danger, I went
- without my arms, which was not my custom to do; but I was surprised
- when, turning my eyes to the sea, I presently saw a boat at about a
- league and half's distance standing in for the shore, with a
- shoulder-of-mutton sail, as they call it, and the wind blowing pretty
- fair to bring them in; also I observed presently that they did not come
- from that side which the shore lay on, but from the southernmost end of
- the island. Upon this I called Friday in, and bid him lie close, for
- these were not the people we looked for, and that we might not know yet
- whether they were friends or enemies.
-
- In the next place, I went in to fetch my perspective-glass, to see what
- I could make of them; and having taken the ladder out, I climbed up to
- the top of the hill, as I used to do when I was apprehensive of
- anything, and to take my view the plainer, without being discovered.
-
- I had scarce set my foot on the hill, when my eye plainly discovered a
- ship lying at an anchor at about two leagues and a half's distance from
- me, south-southeast, but not above a league and a half from the shore.
- By my observation, it appeared plainly to be an English ship, and the
- boat appeared to be an English longboat.
-
- I cannot express confusion I was in; though the joy of seeing a ship,
- and one who I had reason to believe was manned by my own countrymen, and
- consequently friends, was such as I cannot describe. But yet I had some
- secret doubts hung about me, I cannot tell from whence they came,
- bidding me keep upon my guard. In the first place, it occurred to me to
- consider what business an English ship could have in that part of the
- world, since it was not the way to or from any part of the world where
- the English had any traffic; I knew there had been no storms to drive
- them in there, as in distress; and that if they were English really, it
- was most probable that they were here upon no good design, and that I
- had better continue as I was than fall into the hands of thieves and
- murderers.
-
- Let no man despise he secret hints and notices of danger which sometimes
- are given him when he may think there is no possibility of its being
- real. That such hints and notices are given us, I believe few that have
- made any observations of things can deny; that they are certain
- discoveries of an invisible world, and a converse of spirits, we cannot
- doubt; and if the tendency of them seems to be warn us of danger, why
- should we not suppose they are from some friendly agent, whether
- surperme, or inferior and subordinate, is not the question, and that
- they are given for our good?
-
- The present question abundantly confirms me in the justice of this
- reasoning; for had I not been made cautious by this secret admonition,
- come it from whence it will, I had been undone inevitably, and in a far
- worse condition than before, as you will see presently.
-
- I had not kept myself long in this posture, but I saw the boat draw near
- the shore, as if they looked for a creek to thrust in at, for the
- convenience of landing. However, as they did not come quite far enough,
- they did not see the little inlet where I formerly landed my rafts; but
- run their boat on shore upon the beach, at about half a mile from me,
- which was very happy for me; for otherwise they would have landed just,
- as I may say, at my door, and would soon have beaten me out of my
- castle, and perhaps have plundered me of all I had.
-
- When they were on shore, I was fully satisfied that they were
- Englishmen, at least most of them; one or two I thought were Dutch, but
- it did not prove so. There were in all eleven men, whereof three of them
- I found were unarmed, and, as I thought, bound; and when the first four
- or five of them were jumped on shore, they took those three out of the
- boat, as prisoners. One of the three I could perceive using the most
- passionate gestures of entreaty, affliction, and despair, even to a kind
- of extravagance; the other two, I could perceive, lifted up their hands
- sometimes, and appeared concerned indeed, but not to such a degree as
- the first.
-
- I was perfectly confounded at the sight, and knew not what the meaning
- of it should be. Friday called out to me in English as well as he could,
- "O master! you see English mans eat prisoner as well as savage mans."
- "Why," says I, "Friday, do you think they are agoing to eat them then?"
- "Yes," says Friday, "they will eat them." "No, no," says I, "Friday, I
- am afraid they will murder them indeed, but you may be sure they will
- not eat them."
-
- All this while I had no thought of what the matter really was, but stood
- trembling with the horror of the sight, expecting every moment when the
- three prisoners should be killed; nay, once I saw one of the villains
- lift up his arm with a great cutlass, as the seamen call it, or sword,
- to strike one of the poor men; and I expected to see him fall every
- moment, at which all the blood in my body seemed to run chill in my
- veins.
-
- I wished heartily now for my Spaniard, and the savage that was gone with
- him; or that I had any way to have come undiscovered within shot of
- them, that I might have rescued the three men, for I saw no fire-arms
- they had among them; but it fell out to my mind another way.
-
- After I had observed the outrageous usage of the three men by the
- insolent seamen, I observed the fellows run scattering about the land,
- as if they wanted to see the country. I observed that the three other
- men had liberty to go also where they pleased; but they sat down all
- three upon the ground, very pensive, and looked like men in despair.
-
- This put me in mind of the first time when I came on shore, and began to
- look about me; how I gave myself over for lost; how wildly I looked
- round me; what dreadful apprehensions I had; and how I lodged in the
- tree all night, for fear of being devoured by wild beasts.
-
- As I knew nothing that night of the supply I was to receive by the
- providential driving of the ship nearer the land by the storms and tide,
- by which I have since been so long nourished and supported; so these
- three poor desolate men knew nothing how certain of deliverance and
- supply they were, how near it was to them, and how effectually and
- really they were in a condition of safety, at the same time that they
- thought themselves lost, and their case desperate.
-
- So little do we see before us in the world, and so much reason have we
- to depend cheerfully upon the great Maker of the world, that He does not
- leave His creatures so absolutely destitute, but that, in the worst
- circumstances, they have always something to be thankful for, and
- sometimes are nearer their deliverance than they imagine; nay, are even
- brought to their deliverance by the means by which they seem to be
- brought to their destruction.
-
- It was just at the top of high-water when these people came on shore;
- and while partly they stood parleying with the prisoners they brought,
- and partly while they rambled about to see what kind of a place they
- were in, they had carelessly stayed till the tide was spent, and the
- water was ebbed considerably away, leaving their boat aground.
-
- They had left two men in the boat, who, as I found afterwards, having
- drank a little too much brandy, fell asleep. However, one of them waking
- sooner than the other, and finding the boat too fast aground for him to
- stir it, hallooed for the rest, who were straggling about, upon which
- they all soon came to the boat; but it was past all their strength to
- launch her, the boat being very heavy, and the shore on that side being
- a soft oozy sand, almost like a quicksand.
-
- In this condition, like true seamen, who are perhaps the least of all
- mankind given to forethought, they gave it over, and away they strolled
- about the country again; and I heard one of them say aloud to another,
- calling them off from the boat, "Why, let her alone, Jack, can't ye? she
- will float next tide;" by which I was fully confirmed in the main
- inquiry of what countrymen they were.
-
- All this while I kept myself very close, not once daring to stir out of
- my castle, any farther than to my place of observation near the top of
- the hill; and very glad I was to think how well it was fortified. I knew
- it was no less than often hours before the boat could be on float again,
- and by that time it would be dark, and I might be at more liberty to see
- their motions, and to hear their discourse, if they had any.
-
- In the meantime, I fitted myself up for a battle, as before, though with
- more caution, knowing I had to do with another kind of enemy than I had
- at first. I ordered Friday also, whom I had an excellent marksman with
- his gun, to load himself with arms. I took myself two fowling-pieces,
- and I gave him three muskets. My figure, indeed, was very fierce. I had
- my formidable goat-skin coat on, with the great cap I have mentioned, a
- naked sword by my side, two pistols in my belt, and a gun upon each
- shoulder.
-
- It was my design, as I said above, not to have made any attempt till it
- was dark; but about two o'clock, being the heat of the day, I found
- that, in short, they were all gone straggling into the woods, and, as I
- thought, were laid down to sleep. The three poor distressed men, too
- anxious for their condition to get any sleep, were, however, set down
- under the shelter of a great tree, at about a quarter of a mile from me,
- and, as I thought, out of sight of any of the rest.
-
- Upon this I resolved to discover myself to them, and learn something of
- their condition. Immediately I marched in the figure as above, my man
- Friday at a good distance behind me, as formidable for his arms as I,
- but not making quite so staring a spectre-like figure as I did.
-
- I came as near them undiscovered as I could, and then, before any of
- them saw me, I called aloud to them in Spanish, "What are ye,
- gentlemen?"
-
- They started up at the noise, but were often times more confounded when
- they saw me, and the uncouth figure that I made. They made no answer at
- all, but I thought I perceived them just going to fly from me, when I
- spoke to them in English. "Gentlemen," said I, "do not be surprised at
- me; perhaps you may have a friend near you, when you did not expect it."
- "He must be sent directly from heaven, then," said one of them very
- gravely to me, and pulling off his hat at the same time to me, "for our
- condition is past the help of man." "All help is from heaven, sir," said
- I. "But can you put a stranger in the way how to help you, for you seem
- to me to be in some great distress? I saw you when you landed; and when
- you seemed to make applications to the brutes that came with you, I saw
- one of them lift up his sword to kill you."
-
- The poor man, with tears running down his face, and trembling, looking
- like one astonished, returned, "Am I talking to God, or man? Is it a
- real man, or an angel?" "Be in no fear about that, sir," said I. "If God
- had sent an angel to relieve you, he would have come better clothed, and
- armed after another manner than you see me in. Pray lay aside your
- fears; I am a man, an Englishman, and disposed to assist you, you see. I
- have one servant only; we have arms and ammunition; tell us freely, can
- we serve you? What is your case?"
-
- "Our case," said he, "sir, is too long to tell you while our murderers
- are so near; but in short, sir, I was commander of that ship; my men
- have mutinied against me, they have been hardly prevailed on not to
- murder me; and at last have set me on shore in this desolate place, with
- these two men with me, one my mate, the other a passenger, where we
- expected to perish, believing the place to be uninhabited, and know not
- yet what to think of it."
-
- "Where are those brutes, your enemies?" said I. "Do you know where they
- are gone?" "There they lie, sir," said he, pointing to a thicket of
- trees. "My heart trembles for fear they have seen us, and heard you
- speak. If they have, they will certainly murder us all."
-
- "Have they any fire-arms?" said I. He answered they had only two pieces,
- and one which they left in the boat. "Well then," said I, "leave the
- rest to me, I see they are all asleep; it is an easy thing to kill them
- all; but shall we rather take them prisoners?" He told me there were two
- desperate villains among them that it was scarce safe to show any mercy
- to; but if they were secured, he believed all the rest would return to
- their duty. I asked him which they were. He told me he could not at that
- distance describe them, but he would obey my order in anything I would
- direct. "Well," says I, "let us retreat out of their view or hearing,
- lest they awake, and we will resolve further." So they willingly went
- back with me, till the woods covered us from them.
-
- "Look you, sir," said I, "if I venture upon your deliverance, are you
- willing to make two conditions with me?" He anticipated my proposals by
- telling me that both he and the ship, if recovered, should be wholly
- directed and commanded by me in everything; and if the ship was not
- recovered he would live and die with me in what part of the world soever
- I would send him; and the two other men said the same.
-
- "Well," says I, "my conditions are but two. 1. That while you stay on
- this island with me, you will not pretend to any authority here; and if
- I put arms into your hands, you will, upon all occasions, give them up
- to me, and do no prejudice to me or mine upon this island; and in the
- meantime be governed by my orders. 2. That if the ship is, or may be,
- recovered, you will carry me and my man to England, passage free."
-
- He gave me all the assurances that the invention and faith of man could
- devise that he would comply with these most reasonable demands; and,
- besides, would owe his life to me, and acknowledge it upon all
- occasions, as long as lived.
-
- "Well then," said I, "here are three muskets for you, with powder and
- ball; tell me next what you think is proper to be done." He showed all
- the testimony of his gratitude that he was able, but offered to be
- wholly guided by me. I told him I thought it was hard venturing
- anything; but the best method I could think of was to fire upon them at
- once, as they lay; and if any was not killed at the first volley, and
- offered to submit, we might save them, and so put it wholly upon God's
- providence to direct the shot.
-
- He said very modestly that he was loth to kill them if he could help it,
- but that those two were incorrigible villains, and had been the authors
- of all the mutiny in the ship, and if they escaped, we should be undone
- still; for they would go on board and bring the whole ship's company,
- and destroy us all. "Well then," says I, "necessity legitimates my
- advice, for it is the only way to save our lives." However, seeing him
- still cautious of shedding blood, I told him they should go themselves,
- and manage as they found convenient.
-
- In the middle of this discourse we heard some of them awake, and soon
- after we saw two of them on their feet. I asked him if either of them
- were of the men who he had said were the heads of the mutiny. He said,
- "No." "Well then," said I, "you may let them escape; and Providence
- seems to have wakened them on purpose to save themselves. Now," says I,
- "if the rest escape you, it is your fault."
-
- Animated with this, he took the musket I had given him in his hand, and
- a pistol in his belt, and his two comrades with him, with each man a
- piece in his hand. The two men who were with him going first made some
- noise, at which one of the seamen who was awake turned about, and seeing
- them coming cried out to the rest; but it was too late then, for the
- moment he cried out they fired, I mean the two men, the captain wisely
- reserving his own piece. They had so well aimed their shot at the men
- they knew, that one of them was killed on the spot, and the other very
- much wounded; but not being dead, he started up upon his feet, and
- called eagerly for help to the other. But the captain stepping to him,
- told him It was too late to cry for help, he should call upon God to
- forgive his villainy; and with that word knocked him down with the stock
- of his musket, so that he never spoke more. There were three more in the
- company, and one of them was also slightly wounded. By this time I was
- come; and when they saw their danger, and that it was in vain to resist,
- they begged for mercy. The captain told them he would spare their lives
- if they would give him any assurance of their abhorrence of the
- treachery they had been guilty of, and would swear to be faithful him in
- recovering the ship, and afterwards in carrying her back to Jamaica,
- from whence they came. They gave him all the protestations of their
- sincerity that could be desired, and he was willing to believe them, and
- spare their lives, which I was not against, only I obliged him to keep
- them bound hand and foot while they were upon the island.
-
- While this was doing, I sent Friday with the captain's mate to the boat,
- with orders to secure her, and bring away the oars and sail, which they
- did; and by and by three straggling men that were (happily for them)
- parted from the rest, came back upon hearing the guns fired; and seeing
- their captain, who before was their prisoner, now their conqueror, they
- submitted to be bound also, and so our victory was complete.
-
- It now remained that the captain and I should inquire into one another's
- circumstances. I began first, and told him my whole history, which he
- heard with an attention even to amazement; and particularly at the
- wonderful manner of my being furnished with provisions and ammunition;
- and, indeed, as my story is a whole collection of wonders, it affected
- him deeply. But when he reflected from thence upon himself, and how I
- seemed to have been preserved there on purpose to save his life, the
- tears ran down his face, and he could not speak a word more.
-
- After this communication was at an end I carried him and his two men
- into my apartment, leading them in just where I came out, viz., at the
- top of the house, where I refreshed them with such provisions as I had,
- and showed them all the contrivances I had made during my long, long
- inhabiting that place.
-
- All I showed them, all I said to them, was perfectly amazing; but above
- all, the captain admired my fortification, and how perfectly I had
- concealed my retreat with a grove of trees, which, having been now
- planted near twenty years, and the trees growing much faster than in
- England, was become a little wood, and so thick that it was unpassable
- in any part of it but at that one side where I had reserved my little
- winding passage into it. I told him this was my castle and my residence,
- but that I had a seat in the country, as most princes have, whither I
- could retreat upon occasion, and I would show him that, too, another
- time; but at present our business was to consider how to recover the
- ship. He agreed with me as to that, but told me he was perfectly at a
- loss what measures to take, for that there were still six and twenty
- hands on board, who having entered into a cursed conspiracy, by
- which-they had all forfeited their lives to the law, would be hardened
- in it now by desperation, and would carry it on, knowing that if they
- were reduced they should be brought to the gallows as soon as they came
- to England, or to any of the English colonies; and that therefore there
- would be no attacking them with so small a number as we were.
-
- I mused for some time upon what he said, and found it was a very
- rational conclusion, and that therefore something was to be resolved on
- very speedily, as well to draw the men on board into some snare for
- their surprise as to prevent their landing upon us, and destroying us.
- Upon this it presently occurred to me that in a while the ship's crew,
- wondering what was become of their comrades and of the boat, would
- certainly come on shore in their other boat to see for them; and that
- then, perhaps, they might come armed, and be too strong for us. This he
- allowed was rational.
-
- Upon this, I told him the first thing we had to do was to stave the
- boat, which lay upon the beach, so that they might not carry her off;
- and taking everything out of her, leave her so far useless as not to be
- fit to swim. Accordingly we went on board, took the arms which were left
- on board out of her, and whatever else we found there, which was a
- bottle of brandy, and another of rum, a few biscuit-cakes, a horn of
- powder, and a great lump of sugar in a piece of canvas- the sugar was
- five or six pounds; all which was very welcome to me, especially the
- brandy and sugar, of which I had had none left for many years.
-
- When we had carried all these things on shore (the oars, mast, sail, and
- rudder of the boat were carried away before, as above), we knocked a
- great hole in her bottom that if they had come strong enough to master
- us, yet they could not carry off the boat.
-
- Indeed, it was not much in my thoughts that we could be able to recover
- the ship; but my view was, that if they went away without the boat I did
- not much question to make her fit again to carry us away to the Leeward
- Islands, and call upon our friends the Spaniards in my way; for I had
- them still in my thoughts.
-
- While we were thus preparing our designs, and had first, by main
- strength, heaved the boat up upon the beach so high that the tide would
- not fleet her off at high-water mark; and besides, had broke a hole in
- her bottom too big to be quickly stopped, and were sat down musing what
- we should do, we heard the ship fire a gun, and saw her make a waft with
- her ancient as a signal for the boat to come on board. But no boat
- stirred; and they fired several times, making other signals for the
- boat.
-
- At last, when all their signals and firings proved fruitless, and they
- found the boat did not stir, we saw them, by the help of my glasses,
- hoist another boat out, and row towards the shore; and we found, as they
- approached, that there was no less than often men in her, and that they
- had fire-arms with them.
-
- As the ship lay almost two leagues from the shore, we had a full view of
- them" as they came, and a plain sight of the men, even of their faces;
- because the tide having set them a little to the east of the other boat,
- they rowed up under shore, to come to the same place where the other had
- landed, and where the boat lay.
-
- By this means, I say, we had a full view of them, and the captain knew
- the persons and characters of all the men in the boat, of whom he said
- that there were three very honest fellows, who, he was sure, were led
- into this conspiracy by the rest, being overpowered and frighted; but
- that was for the boatswain who, it seems, was the chief officer among
- them, and all the rest, they were as outrageous as any of the ship's
- crew, and were no doubt made desperate in their new enterprise; and
- terribly apprehensive he was that they would be too powerful for us.
-
- I smiled at him, and told him that men in our circumstances were past
- the operation of fear; that seeing almost every condition that could be
- was better than that which we were supposed to be in, we ought to expect
- that the consequence, whether death or life, would be sure to be a
- deliverance. I asked him what he thought of the circumstances of my
- life, and whether a deliverance were not worth venturing for. "And
- where, sir," said I, "is your belief of my being preserved here on
- purpose to save your life, which elevated you a little while ago? For my
- part," said I, "there seems to be but one thing amiss in all the
- prospect of it." "What's that?" says he. "Why," said I, It is that, as
- you say, there are three or four honest fellows among them which should
- be spared; had they been all of the wicked part of the crew I should
- have thought God's providence had singled them out to deliver them into
- your hands; for depend upon it, every man of them that comes ashore are
- our own, and shall die or live as they behave to us."
-
- As I spoke this with a raised voice and cheerful countenance, I found it
- greatly encouraged him; so we set vigorously to our business. We had,
- upon the first appearance of the boat's coming from the ship, considered
- of separating our prisoners, and had, indeed, secured them effectually.
-
- Two of them, of whom the captain was less assured than ordinary, I sent
- with Friday and one of the three delivered men to my cave, where they
- were remote enough, and out of danger of being heard or discovered, or
- of finding their way out of the woods, if they could have delivered
- themselves. Here they left them bound, but gave them provisions, and
- promised them, if they continued there quietly, to give them their
- liberty in a day or two; but that if they attempted their escape, they
- should be put to death without mercy. They promised faithfully to bear
- their confinement with patience, and were very thankful that they had
- such good usage as to have provisions and a light left them; for Friday
- gave them candles (such as we made ourselves) for their comfort; and
- they did not know but that he stood sentinel over them at the entrance.
-
- The other prisoners had better usage. Two of them were kept pinioned,
- indeed, because the captain was not free to trust them; but the other
- two were taken into my service, upon the captain's recommendation, and
- upon their solemnly engaging to live and die with us; so with them and
- the three honest men we were seven men well armed; and I made no doubt
- we should be able to deal well enough with the ten that were a-coming,
- considering that the Captain had said there were three or four honest
- men among them also.
-
- As soon as they got to the place where their other boat lay, they ran
- their boat into the beach, and came all on shore, hauling the boat up
- after them, which I was glad to see; for I was afraid they would rather
- have left the boat at an anchor some distance from the shore, with some
- hands in her to guard her, and so we should not be able to seize the
- boat.
-
- Being on shore, the first thing they did they ran all to their other
- boat; and it was easy to see that they were under a great surprise to
- find her, stripped, as above, of all that was in her, and a great hole
- in her bottom.
-
- After they had mused a while upon this, they set up two or three great
- shouts, hallooing with all their might, to try if they could make their
- companions hear; but all was to no purpose. Then they came all close in
- a ring, and fired a volley of their small-arms, which, indeed, we heard,
- and the echoes made the woods ring. But it was all one; those in the
- cave we were sure could not hear, and those in our keeping, though they
- heard it well enough, yet durst give no answer to them.
-
- They were so astonished at the surprise of this, that, as they told us
- afterwards, they resolved to go all on board again, to their ship, and
- let them know there that the men were all murdered, and the longboat
- staved. Accordingly, they immediately launched their boat again, and got
- all of them on board.
-
- The captain was terribly amazed, and even confounded at this, believing
- they would go on board the ship again, and set sail, giving their
- comrades for lost, and so he should still lose the ship, which he was in
- hopes we should have recovered; but he was quickly as much frighted the
- other way.
-
- They had not been long put off with the boat but we perceived them all
- coming on shore again; but with this new measure in their conduct, which
- it seems they consulted together upon, viz., to leave three men in the
- boat, and the rest to go on shore, and go up into the country to look
- for their fellows.
-
- This was a great disappointment to us, for now we were at a loss what to
- do; for our seizing those seven men on shore would be no advantage to us
- if we let the boat escape, because they would then row away to the ship,
- and then the rest of them would be sure to weigh and set sail, and so
- our recovering the ship would be lost. However, we had no remedy but to
- wait and see what the issue of things might present. The seven men came
- on shore, and the three who remained in the boat put her off to a good
- distance from the shore, and came to an anchor to wait for them; so that
- it was impossible for us to come at them in the boat.
-
- Those that came on shore kept close together, marching towards the top
- of the little hill under which my habitation lay; and we could see them
- plainly, though they could not perceive us. We could have been very glad
- they would have come nearer to us, so that we might have fired at them,
- or that they would have gone farther off, that we might have come
- abroad.
-
- But when they were come to the brow of the hill, where they could see a
- great way into the valleys and woods which lay towards the northeast
- part, and where the island lay lowest, they shouted and hallooed till
- they were weary; and not caring, it seems, to venture far from the
- shore, nor far from one another, they sat down together under a tree, to
- consider of it. Had they thought fit to have gone to sleep there, as the
- other party of them had done, they had done the job for us; but they
- were too full of apprehensions of danger to venture to go to sleep,
- though they could not tell what the danger was they had to fear neither.
-
- The captain made a very just proposal to me upon this consultation of
- theirs, viz., that perhaps they would all fire a volley again, to
- endeavor to make their fellows hear, and that we should all sally upon
- them, just at the juncture when their pieces were all discharged, and
- they would certainly yield, and we should have them without bloodshed. I
- liked the proposal, provided it was done while we were near enough to
- come up to them before they could load their pieces again.
-
- But this event did not happen, and we lay still a long time, very
- irresolute what course to take. At length I told them there would be
- nothing to be done, in my opinion, till night; and then, if they did not
- return to the boat, perhaps we might find a way to get between them and
- the shore, and so might use some stratagem with them in the boat to get
- them on shore.
-
- We waited a great while, though very impatient for their removing; and
- were very uneasy when, after long consultations, we saw them start all
- up, and march down towards the sea. It seems they had such dreadful
- apprehensions upon them of the danger of the place that they resolved to
- go on board the ship again, give their companions over for lost, and so
- go on with their intended voyage with the ship.
-
- As soon as I perceived them go towards the shore, I imagined it to be,
- as it really was, that they had given over their search, and were for
- going back again; and the captain, as soon as I told him my thoughts,
- was ready to sink at the apprehensions of it; but I presently thought of
- a stratagem to fetch them back again, and which answered my end to a
- tittle.
-
- I ordered Friday and the captain's mate to go over the little creek
- westward, towards the place where the savages came on shore when Friday
- was rescued, and as soon as they came to a little rising ground, at
- about half a mile distance. I bade them halloo as loud as they could,
- and wait till they found the seamen heard them; that as soon as ever
- they heard the seamen answer them, they should return it again; and then
- keeping out of sight, take a round, always answering when the other
- hallooed, to draw them as far into the island, and among the woods, as
- possible, and then wheel about again to me by such ways as I directed
- them.
-
- They were just going into the boat when Friday and the mate hallooed;
- and they presently heard them, and answering, run along the shore
- westward, towards the voice they heard, when they were presently stopped
- by the creek, where the water being up, they could not get over, and
- called for the boat to come up and set them over, as, indeed, I
- expected.
-
- When they hid set themselves over, I observed that the boat being gone
- up a good way into the creek, and, as it were, in a harbor within the
- land, they took one of the three men out of her to go along with them,
- and left only two in the boat, having fastened her to the stump of a
- little tree on the shore.
-
- This was what I wished for; and immediately leaving Friday and the
- captain's mate to their business, I took the rest with me, and crossing
- the creek out of their sight, we surprised the two men before they were
- aware; one of them lying on shore, and the other being in the boat. The
- fellow on shore was between sleeping and waking, and going to start up.
- The captain, who was foremost, ran in upon him, and knocked him down,
- and then called out to him in the boat to yield, or he was a dead man.
-
- There needed very few arguments to persuade a single man to yield when
- he saw five men upon him, and his comrade knocked down; besides, this
- was, it seems, one of the three who were not so hearty in the mutiny as
- the rest of the crew, and therefore was easily persuaded, not only to
- yield, but afterwards to join very sincerely with us.
-
- In the meantime, Friday and the captain's mate so well managed their
- business with the rest, that they drew them, by hallooing and answering,
- from one hill to another, and from one wood to another, till they not
- only heartily tired them, but left them where they were very sure they
- could not reach back to the boat before it was dark; and, indeed, they
- were heartily tired themselves also by the time they came back to us.
-
- We had nothing now to do but to watch for them in the dark, and to fall
- upon them, so as to make sure work with them.
-
- It was several hours after Friday came back to me before they came back
- to their boat; and we could hear the foremost of them, long before they
- came quite up, calling to those behind to come along, and could also
- hear them answer and complain how lame and tired they were, and not able
- to come any faster; which was very welcome to us.
-
- At length they came up to the boat; but It is impossible to express
- their confusion when they found the boat fast aground in the creek, the
- tide ebbed out, and their two men gone. We could hear them call to one
- another in a most lamentable manner, telling one another they were
- gotten into an enchanted island; that either there were inhabitants in
- it, and they should all be murdered, or else there were devils and
- spirits in it, and they should all be carried away and devoured.
-
- They hallooed again, and called their two comrades by their names a
- great many times; but no answer. After some time we could see them, by
- the little light there was, run about, wringing their hands like men in
- despair, and that sometimes they would go and sit down in the boat to
- rest themselves; then come ashore again and walk about again, and so the
- same thing over again.
-
- My men would fain have me give them leave to fall upon them at once in
- the dark; but I was willing to take them at some advantage, so to spare
- them, and kill as few of them as I could; and especially I was unwilling
- to hazard the killing any of our own men, knowing the other were very
- well armed. I resolved to wait, to see if they did not separate; and,
- therefore, to make sure of them, I drew my ambuscade nearer, and ordered
- Friday and the captain to creep upon their hands and feet, as close to
- the ground as they could, that they might not be discovered, and get as
- near them as they could possibly, before they offered to fire.
-
- They had not been long in that posture but that the boatswain, who was
- the principal ringleader of the mutiny, and had now shown himself the
- most dejected and dispirited of all the rest, came walking towards them,
- with two more of their crew. The captain was so eager, as having this
- principal rogue so much in his power that he could hardly have patience
- to let him come so near as to be sure of him, for they only heard his
- tongue before, but when they came nearer, the captain and Friday,
- starting up on their feet, let fly at them.
-
- The boatswain was killed upon the spot; the next man was shot into the
- body, and fell just by him, though he did not die till an hour or two
- after; and the third ran for it.
-
- At the noise of the fire I immediately advanced with my whole army,
- which was now eight men, viz., myself, generalissimo, Friday, my
- lieutenant-general; the captain and his two men, and the three prisoners
- of war, whom we had trusted with arms.
-
- We came upon them, indeed, in the dark, so that they could not see our
- number; and I made the man we had left in the boat, who was now one of
- us, call to them by name, to try if I could bring them to a parley, and
- so might perhaps reduce them to terms, which fell out just as we
- desired; for indeed it was easy to think, as their condition then was,
- they would be very willing to capitulate. So he calls out as loud as he
- could to one of them, "Tom Smith! Tom Smith!" Tom Smith answered
- immediatelys "Who's that? Robinson?" For it seems he knew his voice. The
- other answered, "Ay, ay; for God's sake, Tom Smith, throw down your arms
- and yield, or you are all dead men this moment."
-
- "Who must we yield to? What are they?" says Smith again. "Here they
- are," says he; "here's our captain and fifty men with him, have been
- hunting you this two hours; the boatswain is killed, Will Frye is
- wounded, and I am a prisoner; and if you do not yield, you are all
- lost."
-
- "Will they give us quarter, then," says Tom Smith, "and we will yield?"
- "I'll go and ask, if you promise to yield," says Robinson. So he asked
- the captain, and the captain then calls himself out, "You, Smith, you
- know my voice, if you lay down your arms immediately and submit, you
- shall have your lives, all but Will Atkins."
-
- Upon this Will Atkins cried out, "For God's sake, captain, give me
- quarter; what have I done? They have been all as bad as I;" which, by
- the way, was not true neither; for it seems this Will Atkins was the
- first man that laid hold of the captain when they first mutinied, and
- used him barbarously, in tying his hands, and giving him injurious
- language. However, the captain told him he must lay down his arms at
- discretion, and trust to the governor's mercy; by which he meant me, for
- they all called me governor.
-
- In a word, they all laid down their arms, and begged their lives; and I
- sent the man that had parleyed with them and two more, who bound them
- all; and then my great army of fifty men, which, particularly with those
- three, were all but eight, came up and seized upon them all, and upon
- their boat; only that I kept myself and one more out of sight for
- reasons of state.
-
- Our next work was to repair the boat, and think of seizing the ship; and
- as for the captain, now he had leisure to parley with them, he
- expostulated with them upon the villainy of their practices with him,
- and at length upon the farther wickedness of their design, and how
- certainly it must bring them to misery and distress in the end, and
- perhaps to the gallows.
-
- They all appeared very penitent, and begged hard for their lives. As for
- that, he told them they were none of his prisoners, but the commander of
- the island; that they thought they had set him on shore in a barren,
- uninhabited island; but it had pleased God so to direct them that the
- island was inhabited, and that the governor was an Englishman; that he
- might hang them all there, if he pleased; but as he had given them all
- quarter, he supposed he would send them to England, to be dealt with
- there as justice required, except Atkins, whom he was commanded by the
- governor to advise to prepare for death, for that he would be hanged in
- the morning.
-
- Though this was all a fiction of his own, yet it had its desired effect.
- Atkins fell upon his knees, to beg the captain to intercede with the
- governor for his life; and all the rest begged of him, for God's sake,
- that they might not be sent to England.
-
- It now occurred to me that the time of our deliverance was come, and
- that it would be a most easy thing to bring these fellows in to be
- hearty in getting possession of the ship; so I retired in the dark from
- them, that they might not see what kind of a governor they had, and
- called the captain to me. When I called, as at a good distance, one of
- the men was ordered to speak again, and say to the captain, "Captain,
- the commander calls for you." And presently the captain replied, "Tell
- his excellency I am just a-coming." This more perfectly amused them, and
- they all believed that the commander was just by with his fifty men.
-
- Upon the captain's coming to me, I told him my project for seizing the
- ship, which he liked of wonderfully well, and resolved to put it in
- execution the next morning. But in order to execute it with more art,
- and secure of success, I told him we must divide the prisoners, and that
- they should go and take Atkins and two more of the worst of them, and
- send them pinioned to the cave where the others lay. This was committed
- to Friday and the two men who came on shore with the captain.
-
- They conveyed them to the cave, as to a prison. And it was, indeed, a
- dismal place, especially to men in their condition. The others I ordered
- to my bower, as I called it, of which I have given a full description;
- and as it was fenced in, and they pinioned, the place was secure enough,
- considering they were upon their behavior.
-
- To these in the morning I sent the captain, who was to enter into a
- parley with them; in a word, to try them, and tell me whether he thought
- they might be trusted or not to go on board and surprise the ship. He
- talked to them of the injury done him, of the condition they were
- brought to; and that though the governor had given them quarter for
- their lives as to the present action, yet that if they were sent to
- England they would also he hanged in chains, to be sure; but that if
- they would join so just an attempt as to recover the ship, he would have
- the governor's engagement for their pardon.
-
- Any one may guess how readily such a proposal would be accepted by men
- in their condition. They fell down on their knees to the captain, and
- promised, with the deepest imprecations, that they would be faithful to
- him to the last drop, and that they should owe their lives to him, and
- would go with him all over the world; that they would own him for a
- father to them as long as they lived.
-
- "Well," says the captain, "I must go and tell the governor what you say,
- and see what I can do to bring him to consent to it." So he brought me
- an account of the temper he found them in, and that he verily believed
- they would be faithful.
-
- However, that we might be very secure, I told him he should go back
- again and choose out five of them, and tell them they might see that he
- did not want men, that he would take out those five to be his
- assistants, and that the governor would keep the other two and the three
- that were sent prisoners to the castle, my cave, as hostages for the
- fidelity of those five; and that if they proved unfaithful in the
- execution, the five hostages should be hanged in chains alive upon the
- shore.
-
- This looked severe, and convinced them that the governor was in earnest.
- However, they had no way left them but to accept it; and it was now the
- business of the prisoners, as much as of the captain, to persuade the
- other five to do their duty.
-
- Our strength was now thus ordered for the expedition. 1. The captain,
- his mate, and passenger. 2. Then the two prisoners of the first gang, to
- whom, having their characters from the captain, I had given their
- liberty, and trusted them with arms. 3. The other two whom I had kept
- till now in my bower, pinioned, but upon the captain's motion had now
- released. 4. These five released at last; so that they were twelve in
- all, besides five we kept prisoners in the cave for hostages.
-
- I asked the captain if he was willing to venture with these hands on
- board the ship; for as for me and my man Friday, I did not think it was
- proper for us to stir, having seven men left behind, and it was
- employment enough for us to keep them asunder and supply them with
- victuals. As to the five in the cave, I resolved to keep them fast; but
- Friday went in twice a day to them, to supply them with necessaries, and
- I made the other two carry provisions to a certain distance, where
- Friday was to take it.
-
- When I showed myself to the two hostages, it was with the captain, who
- told them I was the person the governor had ordered to look after them,
- and that it was the governor's pleasure they should not stir anywhere
- but by my direction; that if they did, they should be fetched into the
- castle, and be laid in irons; so that as we never suffered them to see
- me as governor, so I now appeared as another person, and spoke of the
- governor, the garrison, the castle, and the like, upon all occasions.
-
- The captain now had no difficulty before him but to furnish his two
- boats, stop the breach of one, and man them. He made his passenger
- captain of one, with four other men; and himself, and his mate, and five
- more went in the other; and they contrived their business very well, for
- they came up to the ship about midnight. As soon as they came within
- call of the ship, he made Robinson hail them, and tell them they had
- brought off the men and the boat, but that it was a long time before
- they had found them, and the like, holding them in a chat till they came
- to the ship's side; when the captain and the mate entering first, with
- their arms, immediately knocked down the second mate and carpenter with
- the butt-end of their muskets, being very faithfully seconded by their
- men. They secured all the rest that were upon the main and quarter
- decks, and began to fasten the hatches to keep them down who were below;
- when the other boat and their men entering at the fore-chains, secured
- the forecastle of the ship, and the scuttle which went down into the
- cook-room, making three men they found there prisoners.
-
- When this was done, and all safe upon deck, the captain ordered the
- mate, with three men, to break into the round-house, where the new rebel
- captain lay, and having taken the alarm was gotten up, and with two men
- and a boy had gotten fire-arms in their hands; and when the mate with a
- crow split open the door, the new captain and his men fired boldly among
- them, and wounded the mate with a musket-ball, which broke his arm, and
- wounded two more of the men, but killed nobody.
-
- The mate calling for help, rushed, however, into the round-house wounded
- as he was, and with his pistol shot the new captain through the head,
- the bullet entering at his mouth and came out again behind one of his
- ears, so that he never spoke a word; upon which the rest yielded, and
- the ship was taken effectually, without any more lives lost.
-
- As soon as the ship was thus secured, the captain ordered seven guns to
- be fired, which was the signal agreed upon with me to give me notice of
- his success, which you may be sure I was very glad to hear, having sat
- watching upon the shore for it till near two of the clock in the
- morning.
-
- Having thus heard the signal plainly, I laid me down; and it having been
- a day of great fatigue to me I slept very sound, till I was something
- surprised with the noise of a gun; and presently starting up, I heard a
- man call me by the name of "Governor," "Governor," and presently I knew
- the captain's voice; when climbing up to the top of the hill, there he
- stood, and pointing to the ship he embraced me in his arms. "My dear
- friend and deliverer," says he, "there's your ship, for she is all
- yours, and so are we, and all that belong to her." I cast my eyes to the
- ship, and there she rode within little more than half a mile of the
- shore; for they had weighed her anchor as soon as they were masters of
- her, and the weather being fair had brought her to an anchor just
- against the mouth of the little creek, and the tide being up, the
- captain had brought the pinnace in near the place where I at first
- landed my rafts, and so landed just at my door.
-
- I was at first ready to sink down with the surprise; for I saw my
- deliverance, indeed, visibly put into my hands, all things easy, and a
- large ship just ready to carry me away whither I pleased to go. At
- first, for some time, I was not able to answer him one word; but as he
- had taken me in his arms, I held fast by him, or I should have fallen to
- the ground.
-
- He perceived the surprise, and immediately pulls a bottle out of his
- pocket, and gave me a dram of cordial, which he had brought on purpose
- for me. After I had drank it, I sat down upon the ground; and though it
- brought me to myself, yet it was a good while before I could speak a
- word to him.
-
- All this while the poor man was in as great an ecstasy as I, only not
- under any surprise, as I was; and he said a thousand kind, tender things
- to me, to compose me and bring me to myself. But such was the flood of
- joy in my breast that it put all my spirits into confusion. At last it
- broke out into tears, and in a little while after I recovered my speech.
-
- Then I took my turn, and embraced him as my deliverer, and we rejoiced
- together. I told him I looked upon him as a man sent from heaven to
- deliver me, and that the whole transaction seemed to be a chain of
- wonders; that such things as these were the testimonies we had of a
- secret hand of Providence governing the world, and an evidence that the
- eyes of an infinite Power could search into the remotest corner of the
- world, and send help to the miserable whenever He pleased.
-
- I forgot not to lift up my heart in thankfulness to heaven; and what
- heart could forbear to bless Him, who had not only in a miraculous power
- provided for one in such a wilderness, and in such a desolate condition,
- but from whom every deliverance must always be acknowledged to proceed?
-
- When we had talked a while, the captain told me he had brought me some
- little refreshment, such as the ship afforded, and such as the wretches
- that had been so long his masters had not plundered him of. Upon this he
- called aloud to the boat, and bid his men bring the things ashore that
- were for the governor; and, indeed, it was a present as if I had been
- one, not that was to be carried away along with them, but as if I had
- been to dwell upon the island still, and they were to go without me.
-
- First, he had brought me a case of bottles full of excellent cordial
- waters, six large bottles of Madeira wine (the bottles held two quarts
- a-piece), two pounds of excellent good tobacco, twelve good pieces of
- the ship's beef, and six pieces of pork, with a bag of peas, and about a
- hundredweight of biscuit.
-
- He brought me also a box of sugar, a box of flour, a bag full of lemons,
- and two bottles of lime-juice, and abundance of other things; but
- besides these, and what was a thousand times more useful to me, he
- brought me six clean new shirts, six very good neck-cloths, two pair of
- gloves, one pair of shoes, a hat, and one pair of stockings, and a very
- good suit of clothes of his own, which had been worn but very little; in
- a word, he clothed me from head to foot.
-
- It was a very kind and agreeable present, as any one may imagine, to one
- in my circumstances; but never was anything in the world of that kind so
- unpleasant, awkward, and uneasy, as it was to me to wear such clothes at
- their first putting on.
-
- After these ceremonies passed, and after all his good things were
- brought into my little apartment, we began to consult what was to be
- done with the prisoners we had; for it was worth considering whether we
- might venture to take them away with us or no, especially two of them,
- whom we knew to be incorrigible and refractory to the last degree; and
- the captain said he knew they were such rogues that there was no
- obliging them; and if he did carry them away, it must be in irons, as
- malefactors, to be delivered over to justice at the first English colony
- he could come at; and I found that the captain himself was very anxious
- about it.
-
- Upon this I told him that, if he desired it, I durst undertake to bring
- the two men he spoke of to make it their own request that he should
- leave them upon the island. "I should be very glad of that," says the
- captain, "with all my heart."
-
- "Well," says I, "I will send for them up, and talk with them for you."
- So I cause Friday and the two hostages, for they were now discharged,
- their comrades having performed their promise; I say, I cause them to go
- to the cave and bring up the five men, pinioned as they were, to the
- bower, and keep them there till I came.
-
- After some time I came thither, dressed in my new habit; and now I was
- called governor again. Being all met, and the captain with me, I caused
- the men to be brought before me, and I told them I had had a full
- account of their villainous behavior to the captain, and how they had
- run away with the ship, and were preparing to commit farther robberies,
- but that Providence had ensnared them in their own ways, and that they
- were fallen into the pit which they had digged for others.
-
- I let them know that by my direction the ship had been seized, that she
- lay now in the road, and they might see, by and by, that their new
- captain had received the reward of his villainy, for that they might see
- him hanging at the yardarm; that as to them, I wanted to know what they
- had to say why I should not execute them as pirates, taken in the fact,
- as by my commission they could not doubt I had authority to do.
-
- One of them answered in the name of the rest that they had nothing to
- say but this, that when they were taken the captain promised them their
- lives, and they humbly implored my mercy. But I told them I knew no what
- mercy to show them; for as for myself, I had resolved to quit the island
- with all my men, and had taken passage with the captain to go for
- England. And as for the captain, he could not carry them to England
- other than as prisoners in irons, to be tried for mutiny, and running
- away with the ship; the consequence of which, they must needs know,
- would be the gallows; so that I could not tell which was best for them,
- unless they had a mind to take their fate in the island. If they desired
- that, I did not care, as I had liberty to leave it. I had some
- inclination to give them their lives, if they thought they could shift
- on shore.
-
- They seemed very thankful for it, said they would much rather venture to
- stay there than to be carried to England to be hanged; so I left it on
- that issue.
-
- However, the captain seemed to make some difficulty of it, as if he
- durst not leave them there. Upon this I seemed a little angry with the
- captain, and told him that they were my prisoners, not his; and that
- seeing I had offered them so much favor, I would be as good as my word;
- and that if he did not think fit to consent to it, I would set them at
- liberty, as I found them; and if he did not like it, he might take them
- again if he could catch them.
-
- Upon this they appeared very thankful, and I accordingly set them at
- liberty, and bade them retire into the woods to the place whence they
- came, and I would leave them some fire-arms, some ammunition, and some
- directions how they should live very will, if they thought fit.
-
- Upon this I prepared to go on board the ship, but told the captain that
- I would stay that night to prepare my things, and desired him to go on
- board in the meantime, and keep all right in the ship, and send the boat
- on shore the next day for me; ordering him, in the meantime, to cause
- the new captain, who was killed, to be hanged at the yard-arm, that
- these men might see him.
-
- When the captain was gone, I sent for the men up to me to my apartment,
- and entered seriously into discourse with them of their circumstances. I
- told them I thought they had made a right choice; that if the captain
- carried them away, they would certainly be hanged. I showed them the new
- captain hanging at the yard-arm of the ship, and told them they had
- nothing less to expect.
-
- When they had all declared their willingness to stay, I then told them I
- would let them into the story of my living there, and put them into the
- way of making it easy to them. Accordingly I gave them the whole history
- of the place, and of my coming to it, showed them my fortifications, the
- way I made my bread, planted my corn, cured my grapes; and in a word,
- all that was necessary to make them easy. I told them the story also of
- the sixteen Spaniards that were to be expected, for whom I left a
- letter, and made them promise to treat them in common with themselves.
-
- I left them my fire-arms, viz., five muskets, three fowling-pieces, and
- three swords. I had above a barrel and half of powder left; for after
- the first year or two I used but little, and wasted none. I gave them a
- description of the way I managed the goats, and directions to milk and
- fatten them, and to make both butter and cheese.
-
- In a word, I gave them every part of my own story, and I told them I
- would prevail with the captain to leave them two barrels of gunpowder
- more, and some garden seeds, which I told them I would have been very
- glad of. Also I gave them the bag of peas which the captain had brought
- me to eat, and bade them be sure to sow and increase them.
-
- Having done all this, I left them the next day, and went on board the
- ship. We prepared immediately to sail, but did not weigh that night. The
- next morning early two of the five men came swimming to the ship's side,
- and making a most lamentable complaint of the other three, begged to be
- taken into the ship for God's sake, for they should be murdered, and
- begged the captain to take them on board, though he hanged them
- immediately.
-
- Upon this the captain pretended to have no power without me; but after
- some difficulty, and after their solemn promises of amendment, they were
- taken on board, and were some time after soundly whipped and pickled,
- after which they proved very honest and quiet fellows.
-
- Some time after this the boat was ordered on shore, the tide being up,
- with the things promised to the men, to which the captain, at my
- intercession, caused their chests and clothes to be added, which they
- took, and were very thankful for. I also encouraged them by telling them
- that if it lay in my way to send any vessel to take them in, I would not
- forget them.
-
- When I took leave of this island, I carried on board, for relics, the
- great goat-skin cap I had made, my umbrella, and my parrot; also I
- forgot not to take the money I formerly mentioned, which had lain me so
- long useless that it was grown rusty or tarnished, and could hardly; as
- also the money I found in the wreck of the Spanish ship.
-
- And thus I left the island, the 19th of December, as I found by the
- ship's account, in the year 1686, after I had been upon it eight and
- twenty years, two months, and nineteen days, being delivered from this
- second captivity the same day of the month that I first made my escape
- in the barco-longo, from among the Moors of Sallee.
-
- In this vessel, after a long voyage, I arrived in England, the 11th of
- June, in the year 1687, having been thirty and five years absent.
-
- When I came to England I was a perfect a stranger to all the world as if
- I had never been known there. My benefactor and faithful steward, whom I
- had left in trust with my money, was alive, but had had great
- misfortunes in the world, was become a widow the second time, and very
- low in the world. I made her easy as to what she owed me, assuring her
- that I would give her no trouble; but on the contrary, in gratitude to
- her former care and faithfulness to me, I relieved her as my little
- stock would afford; which, at that time, would indeed allow me to do but
- little for her; but I assured her I would never forget her former
- kindness to me, nor did I forget her when I had sufficient to help her,
- as shall be observed in its place.
-
- I went down afterwards into Yorkshire; but my father was dead, and my
- mother and all the family extinct, except that I found two sisters, and
- two of the children of one of my brothers; and as I had been long ago
- given over for dead, there had been no provision made for me; so that,
- in a word, I found nothing to relieve or assist me; and that little
- money I had would not do much for me as to settling in the world.
-
- I met with one piece of gratitude, indeed, which I did not expect; and
- this was, that the master of the ship whom I had so happily delivered,
- and by the same means saved the ship and cargo, having given a very
- handsome account to the owners of the manner how I had saved the lives
- of the men, and the ship, they invited me to meet them, and some other
- merchants concerned, and all together made me a very handsome compliment
- upon the subject, and a present of almost L200 sterling.
-
- But after making several reflections upon the circumstances of my life,
- and how little way this would go towards settling me in the world, I
- resolved to go to Lisbon, and see if I might not come by some
- information of the state of my plantation in the Brazils, and of what
- was become of my partner, who I had reason to suppose had some years now
- given me over for dead.
-
- With this view I took shipping for Lisbon, where I arrived in April
- following; my man Friday accompanying me very honestly in all these
- ramblings, and proving a most faithful servant upon all occasions.
-
- When I came to Lisbon, I found out, by inquiry, and to my particular
- satisfaction, my old friend, the captain of the ship who first took me
- up at sea off the shore of Africa. He was now grown old, and had left
- off the sea, having put his son, who was far from a young man, into his
- ship, and who still used the Brazil trade. The old man did not know me;
- and, indeed, I hardly knew him; but I soon brought him to my
- remembrance, and as soon brought myself to his remembrance when I told
- him who I was.
-
- After some passionate expressions of the old acquaintance, I inquired,
- you may be sure, after my plantation and my partner. The old man told me
- he had not been in the Brazils for about nine years; but that he could
- assure me that, when he came away, my partner was living; but the
- trustees, whom I had joined with him to take cognizance of my part, were
- both dead. That, however, he believed that I would have a very good
- account of the improvement of the plantation; for that upon the general
- belief of my being cast away and drowned, my trustees had given in the
- account of the produce of my part of the plantation to the
- procurator-fiscal, who had appropriated it, in case I never came to
- claim it, one-third to the king, and two-thirds to the monastery of St.
- Augustine, to be expended for the benefit of the poor, and for the
- conversion of the Indians to the Catholic faith; but that if I appeared,
- or any one for me, to claim the inheritance, it should be restored; only
- that the improvement or annual production, being distributed to
- charitable uses, could not be restored. But he assured me that the
- steward of the king's revenue from lands, and the provedidore, or
- steward of the monastery, had taken great care all along that the
- incumbent, that is to say, my partner, gave every year a faithful
- account of the produce, of which they received duly my moiety.
-
- I asked him if he knew to what height of improvement he had brought the
- plantation, and whether he thought it might be worth looking after; or
- whether, on my going thither, I should meet with no obstruction to my
- possessing my just right in the moiety.
-
- He told me he could not tell exactly to what degree the plantation was
- improved; but this he knew, that my partner was grown exceeding rich
- upon the enjoying but one-half of it; and that, to the best of his
- remembrance, he had heard that the king's third of my part, which was,
- it seems, granted away to some other monastery or religious house,
- amounted to above two hundred moidores a year. That as to my being
- restored to a quiet possession of it, there was no question to be made
- of that, my partner being alive to witness my title, and my name being
- also enrolled in the register of the country. Also he told me that the
- survivors of my two trustees were very fair, honest people, and very
- wealthy; and he believed I would not only have their assistance for
- putting me in possession, but would find a very considerable sum of
- money in their hands for my account, being the produce of the farm while
- their father held the trust, and before it was given up, as above;
- which, as he remember, was for about twelve years.
-
- I showed myself a little concerned and uneasy at this account, and
- inquired of the old captain how it came to pass that the trustees should
- thus dispose my effects, when he knew that I had made my will, and had
- made him, the Portuguese captain, my universal heir, &c.
-
- He told me, that was true; but that as there was no proof of my being
- dead, he could not act as executor until some certain account should
- come of my death; and that besides, he was not willing to intermeddle
- with a thing so remote; that it was true he had registered my will, and
- put in his claim; and could he have given any account of my being dead
- or alive, he would have acted by procuration, and taken possession of
- the ingenio, so they called the sugar-house, and had given his son, who
- was now at the Brazils, order to do it.
-
- "But," says the old man, "I have one piece of news to tell you, which
- perhaps may not be so acceptable to you as the rest; and that is, that
- believing you were lost, and all the world believing so also, your
- partner and trustees did offer to account to me, in your name, for six
- or eight of the first years of profits, which I received; but there
- being at that time," says he, "great disbursements for increasing the
- works, building an ingenio, and buying slaves, it did not amount to near
- so much as afterwards it produced. However," says the old man, "I shall
- give you a true account of what I have received in all, and how I have
- disposed of it."
-
- After a few days' farther conference with this ancient friend, he
- brought me an account of the six first years' income of my plantation,
- signed by my partner and the merchant-trustees, being always delivered
- in goods, viz., tobacco in roll, and sugar in chests, besides rum,
- molasses, etc. which is the consequence of a sugar-work; and I found, by
- this account, that every year the income considerably increased; but, as
- above, the disbursement being large, the sum at first was small.
- However, the old man let me see that he was debtor to me 470 moidores of
- gold, besides 60 chests of sugar, and 15 double rolls of tobacco, which
- were lost in his ship, he having been shipwrecked coming home to Lisbon,
- about eleven years after my leaving the place.
-
- The good man then began to complain of his misfortunes, and how he had
- been obliged to make use of my money to recover his losses, and buy him
- a share in a new ship. "However, my old friend," says he, "you shall not
- want a supply in your necessity; and as soon as my son returns, you
- shall be fully satisfied."
-
- Upon this he pulls out an old pouch, and gives me 160 Portugal moidores
- in gold; and giving me the writing of his title to the ship, which his
- son was gone to the Brazils in, of which he was a quarter-part owner,
- and his son another, he puts them both into my hands for security of the
- rest.
-
- I was too much moved with the honesty and kindness of the poor man to be
- able to bear this; and remembering what he had done for me, how he had
- taken me up at sea, and how generously he had used me on all occasions,
- and particularly how sincere a friend he was now to me, I could hardly
- refrain weeping at what he said to me; therefore first I asked him in
- his circumstances admitted him to spare so much money at that time, and
- if it would not straiten him. He told me he could not say but it might
- straiten him a little; but, however, it was my money, and I might want
- it more than he.
-
- Everything the good man said was full of affection, and I could hardly
- refrain from tears while he spoke; in short, I took 100 of the moidores,
- and called for a pen and ink to give him a receipt for them. Then I
- returned him the rest, and told him if ever I had possession of the
- plantation, I would return the other to him also, as, indeed, I
- afterwards did; and that as to the bill of sale of his part in his son's
- ship, I would not take it by any means; but that if I wanted the money,
- I found he was honest enough to pay me; and if I did not, but came to
- receive what he gave me reason to expect, I would never have a penny
- more from him.
-
- When this was passed, the old man began to ask me if he should put me
- into a method to make my claim to my plantation. I told him I thought to
- go over it myself. He said I might do so if I pleased; but that if I did
- not, there were ways enough to secure my right, and immediately to
- appropriate the profits to my use; and as there were ships in the river
- of Lisbon just ready to go away to Brazil, he made me enter my name in a
- public register, with his affidavit, affirming, upon oath, that I was
- alive, and that I was the same person who took up the land for the
- planting the said plantation at first.
-
- This being regularly attested by a notary, and a procuration affixed, he
- directed me to send it, with a letter of his writing, to a merchant of
- his acquaintance at the place, and then proposed my staying with him
- till an account came of the return.
-
- Never anything was more honorable than the proceedings upon this
- procuration; for in less than seven months I received a large packet
- from the survivors of my trustees, the merchants, for whose account I
- went to sea, in which were the following particular letters and papers
- enclosed.
-
- First, there was the account-current of the produce of my farm or
- plantation from the year when their fathers had balanced with my old
- Portugal captain, being for six years; the balance appeared to be 1,174
- moidores in my favor.
-
- Secondly, there was the account of four years more, while they kept the
- effects in their hands, before the government claimed the
- administration, as being the effects of a person not to be found, which
- they called civil death; and the balance of this, the value of the
- plantation increasing, amounted to 38,892 crusadoes, which made 3,241
- moidores.
-
- Thirdly, there was the prior of the Augustines' account, who had
- received the profits for above fourteen years; but not being able to
- account for what was disposed to the hospital, very honestly declared he
- had 872 moidores not distributed, which he acknowledged to my account;
- as to the king's part, that refunded nothing.
-
- There was a letter of my partner's, congratulating me very
- affectionately upon my being alive, giving me an account how the estate
- was improved, and what it produced a year, with a particular of the
- number of squares or acres that it contained; how planted, how many
- slaves there were upon it, and making two and twenty crosses for
- blessings, told me he had said so many Ave Marias to thank the blessed
- Virgin that I was alive; inviting me very passionately to come over and
- take possession of my own; and in the meantime, to give him orders to
- whom he should deliver my effects, if I did not come myself; concluding
- with a hearty tender of his friendship, and that of his family; and sent
- me as a present seven fine leopards' skins, which he had, it seems,
- received from Africa by some other ship which he had sent thither, and
- who, it seems, had made a better voyage than I. He sent me also five
- chests of excellent sweetmeats, and a hundred pieces of gold uncoined,
- not quite so large as moidores. By the same fleet, my two merchant
- trustees shipped me 1,200 chest of sugar, 800 rolls of tobacco, and the
- rest of the whole account in gold.
-
- I might well say now, indeed, that the latter end of Job better than the
- beginning. It is impossible to express the flutterings of my very heart
- when I looked over these letters, and especially when I found all my
- wealth about me; for as the Brazil ship come all in fleets, the same
- ships which brought my letters brought my goods, and the effects were
- safe in the river before the letters came to my hand. In a word, I
- turned pale, and grew sick; and had not the old man run and fetched me a
- cordial, I believe the sudden surprise of joy had overset Nature, and I
- had died upon the spot.
-
- Nay, after that I continued very ill, and was so some hours, till a
- physician being sent for, and something of the real cause of my illness
- being known, he ordered me to be let blood, after which I had relief,
- and grew well; but I verily believe, if it had not been eased by a vent
- given in the manner to the spirits, I should have died.
-
- I was now master, all on a sudden, of above L5,000 sterling in money,
- and had an estate, as I might well call it, in the Brazils, of above a
- thousand pounds a year, as sure as an estate of lands in England; and in
- a word, I was in a condition which I scarce knew how to understand, or
- how to compose myself for the enjoyment of it.
-
- The first thing I did was to recompense my original benefactor, my good
- old captain, who had been first charitable to me in my distress, kind to
- me in my beginning, and honest to me at the end. I showed him all that
- was sent me. I told him that, next to the providence of Heaven, which
- disposes all things, it was owing to him; and that it now lay on me to
- reward him, which I would do a hundredfold. So I first returned to him
- the hundred moidores I had received of him; then I sent for a notary,
- and caused him to draw up a general release or discharge for the 470
- moidores which he had acknowledged he owed me in the fullest and firmest
- manner possible; after which I cause a procuration to be drawn,
- empowering him to be my receiver of the annual profits of my plantation,
- and appointing my partner to account to him, and make the returns by the
- usual fleets to him in my name; and a clause in the end, being a grant
- of 100 moidores a year to him, during his life, out of the effects, and
- 50 moidores a year to his son after for his life; and thus I requited my
- old man.
-
- I was now to consider which way to steer my course next, and what to do
- with the estate that Providence has thus put into my hands; and, indeed,
- I had more care upon my head now than I had in my silent state of life
- in the island, where I wanted nothing but what I had, and had nothing
- but what I wanted; where as I had now a great charge upon me, and my
- business was how to secure it. I had neer a cave now to hide my money
- in, or a place where it might lie without lock or key till it grew
- mouldy and tarnished before anybody would meddle with it. On the
- contrary, I knew not where to put it, or whom to trust with it. My old
- patron, the captain, indeed, was honest, and that was the only refuge I
- had.
-
- In the next place, my interest in the Brazils seemed to summon me
- thither; but now I could not tell how to think of going thither till I
- had settled my affairs, and left my affects in some safe hands behind
- me. At first I thought of my old friend the widow who I knew was honest,
- and would be just to me; but then she was in years, and but poor, and
- for aught I knew might be in debt; so that, in a word, I had no way but
- to go back to England myself, and take my effects with me.
-
- It was some months, however, before I resolved upon this; and therefore,
- as I had rewarded the old captain fully, and to his satisfaction, who
- had been my former benefactor, so I began to think of my poor widow,
- whose husband had been my first benefactor, and she, while it was in her
- power, my faithful steward and instructor. So the first thing I did, I
- got a merchant in Lisbon to write his correspondent in London, not only
- to pay a bill, but to go find her out, and carry her in money a hundred
- pounds from me, and to talk with her, and comfort her in her poverty, by
- telling her she should, if I lived, have a further supply. At the same
- time I sent my two sisters in the country each of them an hundred
- pounds, they being, though not in want, yet not in very good
- circumstances; one having been married, and left a widow; and the other
- having a husband not so kind to her as he should be.
-
- But among all my relations or acquaintances, I could not yet pitch upon
- one to whom I durst commit the gross of my stock, that I might go away
- to the Brazils, and leave things safe behind me; and this greatly
- perplexed me.
-
- I had once a mind to have gone to the Brazils and have settled myself
- there, for I was, as it were, naturalized to the place. But I had some
- little scruple in my mind about religion, which insensibly drew me back,
- of which I shall say more presently. However, it was not religion that
- kept me from going there for the present; and as I had made no scruple
- of being openly of the religion of the country all the while I was among
- them, so neither did I yet; only that, now and then, having the late
- thought more of than formerly, when I began to think of living and dying
- among them, I began to regret my having professed myself a papist, and
- thought it might not be the best religion to die with.
-
- But, as I have said, this was not the main thing that kept me from going
- to the Brazils, but that really I did not know with whom to leave my
- effects beind me; so I resolved, at last, to go to England with it,
- where, if arrived, I concluded I should make some acquaintance, or find
- some relations, that would be faithful to me; and accordingly I prepared
- to go for England, with all my wealth.
-
- In order to prepare things for my going home, I first, the Brazil fleet
- being just going away, resolved to give answers suitable to the just and
- faithful account of things I had from thence. And first, to the prior of
- St. Augustine I wrote a letter full of thanks for their just dealings,
- and the offer of the 872 moidores which was undisposed of, which I
- desired might be given, 500 to the monastery, and 372 to the poor, as
- the prior should direct, desiring the good padre's prayers for me, and
- the like.
-
- I wrote next a letter of thanks to my two trustees, with all the
- acknowledgment that so much justice and honesty called for. As for
- sending them any present, they were far above having any occasion of it.
-
- Lastly, I wrote to my partner, acknowledging his industry in the
- improving the plantation, and his integrity in increasing the stock of
- the works, giving him instructions for his future government of my part,
- according to the powers I had left with my old patron, to whom I desired
- him to send whatever became due to me till he should hear from me more
- particularly; assuring him that it was my intention not only to come to
- him, but to settle myself there for the remainder of my life. To this I
- added a very handsome present of some Italian silks for his wife and two
- daughters, for such the captain's son informed me he had, with two
- pieces of fine English broadcloth, and best I could get in Lisbon, five
- pieces of black baize, and some Flanders lace of a good value.
-
- Having thus settled my affairs, sold my cargo, and turned all my effects
- into good bills of exchange, my next difficulty was which was to go to
- England. I had been accustomed enough to the sea, and yet I had a
- strange aversion to going to England by sea at that time; and though I
- could give no reason for it, yet the difficulty increased upon me so
- much, that though I had once shipped my baggage in order to go, yet I
- altered my mind, and that not once, but two or three times.
-
- It is true that I had been very unfortunate by sea, and this might be
- some of the reason; but let no man slight the strong impulses of his own
- thoughts in cases of such moment. Two of the ships which I had singled
- out to go in, I mean more particularly singled out than any other, that
- is to say, so as in one of them to put my things on board, and in the
- other way to have agreed with the captain; I say, two of these ships
- miscarried, viz., one was taken by the Algerines, and the other was cast
- away on the Start, near Torbay, and all the people drowned except three;
- so that in either of those vessels I had been made miserable; and in
- which most, it was hard to say.
-
- Having been thus harassed in my thoughts, my old pilot, to whom I
- communicated everything, pressed me earnestly not to go by sea, but
- either to go by land to the Groyne, and cross over the Bay of Biscay to
- Rochelle, from whence it was an easy and safe journey by land to Paris,
- and so to Calais and Dover; or to go up to Madrid, and so all the way by
- land through France.
-
- In a word, I was so prepossessed against my going by sea at all, except
- from Calais to Dover, that I resolved to travel all the way by land;
- which as I was not in haste, and did not value the charge, was by much
- the pleasanter way. And to make it more so, my old captain brought an
- English gentleman, the son of a merchant in Lisbon, who was willing to
- travel with me; after which we picked up two or more English merchants
- also, and two young Portuguese gentlemen, the last going to Paris only;
- so that we were in all six of us, and five servants, besides my man
- Friday, who was too much a stranger to be capable of supplying the place
- of a servant on the road.
-
- In this manner I set out from Lisbon; and our company being all very
- well mounted and armed, we made a little troop, whereof they did me the
- honor to call me captain, as well because I was the oldest man, as
- because I had two servants, and indeed was the original of the whole
- journey.
-
- As I have troubled you with none of my sea journals, so I shall trouble
- you now with none of my land journal; but some adventures that happened
- to us in this tedious and difficult journey I must not omit.
-
- When we came to Madrid, we being all of us strangers to Spain, were
- willing to stay some time to the court of Spain, and to see what was
- worth observing; but it being the latter part of the summer we hastened
- away, and set out from Madrid about the middle of October; but when we
- came to the edge of Navarre, we were alarmed at several towns on the way
- with an account that so much snow was fallen on the French side of the
- mountains that several travelers were obliged to come back to Pampeluna,
- after having attempted, at an extreme hazard, to pass on.
-
- When we came to Pampeluna itself, we found it so indeed; and to me, that
- had been always used to a hot climate, and indeed to countries where we
- could scarce bear any clothes on, the cold was insufferable; nor indeed
- was it more painful than it was surprising to come but often days before
- out of the old Castile, where the weather was not only warm, but very
- hot, and immediately to feel a wind from the Pyrenean mountains so very
- keen, so severely cold, as to be intolerable, and to endanger benumbing
- and perishing of our fingers and toes.
-
- Poor Friday was really frightened when he saw the mountains all covered
- with snow, and felt cold weather, which he had never seen or felt before
- in his life.
-
- To mend the matter, when we came to Pampeluna it continued snowing with
- so much violence, and so long, that the people said winter was come
- before its time; and the roads, which were difficult before, were now
- quite impassable; for, in a word, the snow lay in some places too thick
- for us to travel, and being not hard frozen, as is the case in northern
- countries, there was no going without being in danger of being buried
- alive every step. We stayed no less than twenty days at Pampeluna; when
- seeing the winter coming on, and no likelihood of its being better, for
- it was the severest winter all over Europe that had been known in the
- memory of man, I proposed that we should all go away to Fontarabia, and
- there take shipping for which was a very little voyage.
-
- But while we were considering this, there came in four French gentlemen,
- who having been stopped on the French side of the passes, as we were on
- the Spanish, had found out a guide, who, traversing the country near the
- head of Languedoc, had brought them over the mountains by such ways that
- they were not much incommoded by the snow; and were they met with snow
- in any quantity, they said it was frozen hard enough to bear them and
- their horses.
-
- We sent for his guide, who told us he would undertake to carry us the
- same way with no hazard from the snow, provided we were armed
- sufficiently to protect us from wild beasts; for he said, upon these
- great snows it was frequent for some wolves to show themselves at the
- foot of the mountains, being made ravenous for want of food, the ground
- being covered with snow. We told him we were well enough prepared for
- such creatures as they were, if he would ensure us from a kind of
- two-legged wolves, which, we were told, we were in the most danger from,
- especially on the French side of the mountains.
-
- He satisfied us there was no danger of that kind in the way that we were
- to go; so we readily agreed to follow him, as did also twelve other
- gentlemen, with their servants, some French, some Spanish, who, as I
- said, had attempted to go, and were obliged to come back again.
-
- Accordingly, we all set out from Pampeluna, with our guide, on the 15th
- of November; and, indeed, I was surprised when, instead of going
- forward, he came directly back with us on the same road that we came
- from Madrid, above twenty miles; when being passed two rivers, and come
- into the plain country, we found ourselves in a warm climate again,
- where the country was pleasant, and no snow to be seen; but on a sudden,
- turning to his left, he approached the mountains another way; and though
- it is true the hills and precipices looked dreadful, yet he made so many
- tours, such meanders, and led us by such winding ways, that we were
- insensibly passed the height of the mountains without being much
- encumbered with the snow; and all on a sudden he showed us the pleasant
- fruitful provinces of Languedoc and Gascogn, all green and flourishing,
- though, indeed, it was at a great distance, and we had some rough way to
- pass yet.
-
- We were a little uneasy, however, when we found it snowed one whole day
- and a night so fast that we could not travel; but he bid us be easy, we
- should soon be past it all. We found, indeed, that we began to descend
- every day, and to come more north than before; and so, depending upon
- our guide, we went on.
-
- It was about two hours before night when, our guide being something
- before us, and not just in sight, out rushed three monstrous wolves, and
- after them a bear, out of a hollow way adjoining to a thick wood. Two of
- the wolves flew upon the guide, and had he been half a mile before us he
- had been devoured, indeed, before we could have helped him. One of them
- fastened upon his horse, and the other attacked the man with that
- violence that he had not time, or not presence of mind enough, to draw
- his pistol, but hallooed and cried out to us most lustily. My man Friday
- being next to me, I bid him ride up, and see what was the matter. As
- soon as Friday came in sight of the man, he hallooed as loud as t'
- other, "O master! O master!" but, like a bold fellow, rode directly up
- to the poor man, and with his pistol shot the wolf that attacked him
- into the head.
-
- It was happy for the poor man that it was my man Friday, for he having
- been used to that kind of creature in his country, had no fear upon him,
- but went close up to him and shot him, as above; whereas any of us would
- have fired at a farther distance, and have perhaps either missed the
- wolf, or endangered shooting the man.
-
- But it was enough to have terrified a bolder man than I; and, indeed, it
- alarmed all our company, when, with the noise of Friday's pistol, we
- heard on both sides the dismallest howling of wolves; and the noise,
- redoubled by the echo of the mountains, that it was to us as if there
- had been a prodigious multitude of them; and perhaps indeed there was
- not such a few as that we had no cause of apprehensions.
-
- However, as Friday had killed this wolf, the other that had fastened
- upon the horse left him immediately and fled, having happily fastened
- upon his head, where the bosses of the bridle had stuck in his teeth, so
- that he had not done him much hurt. The man, indeed, was most hurt; for
- the raging creature had bit him twice, once on the arm, and the other
- time a little above his knee; and he was just, as it were, tumbling down
- by the disorder of his horse, when Friday came up and shot the wolf.
-
- It is easy to suppose that at the noise of Friday's pistol we all mended
- our pace, and rid up as fast as the way, which was very difficult,
- should give us leave, to see what was the matter. As soon as we came
- clear of the trees, which blinded us before, we saw clearly what had
- been the case, and how Friday had disengaged the poor guide, though we
- did not presently discern what kind of creature it was he had killed.
-
- But never was a fight managed so hardily, and in such a surprising
- manner, as that which followed between Friday and the bear, which gave
- us all, though at first we were surprised and afraid for him, the
- greatest diversion imaginable. As the bear is a heavy, clumsy creature,
- and does not gallop as the wolf does, who is swift and light, as he has
- two particular qualities, which generally are the rule of his actions;
- first, as to men, who are not his proper prey; I say, not his proper
- prey, because, though I cannot say what excessive hunger might do, which
- was now their case, the ground being all covered with snow; but as to
- men, he does not usually attempt them, unless they first attack him. On
- the contrary, if you meet him in the woods, if you don't meddle with
- him, he won't meddle with you; but then you must take care to be very
- civil to him, and give him the road, for he is a very nice gentleman. He
- won't go a step out of his way for a prince; nay, if you are really
- afraid, your best way is to look another way, and keep going on; for
- sometimes if you stop, and stand still, and look steadily at him, he
- takes it for an affront; but if you throw or toss anything at him, and
- it hits him, though it were but a bit of a stick as big as your finger,
- he takes it for an affront, and set all his other business aside to
- pursue his revenge; for he will have satisfaction in point of honor.
- That is his first quality; the next is, that if he be once affronted, he
- will never leave you, night or day, till he has his revenge, but
- follows, at a good round rate, till he overtakes you.
-
- My man Friday had delivered our guide, and when we came up to him he was
- helping him off from his horse; for the man was both hurt and frighted,
- and indeed the last more than the first; when, on the sudden, we spied
- the bear come out of the wood, and a vast monstrous one it was, the
- biggest by far that ever I saw. We were all a little surprised when we
- saw him; but when Friday saw him, it was easy to see joy and courage in
- the fellow's countenance. "O! O! O!" says Friday, three times pointing
- to him. "O master! you give me the leave; me shakee the hand with him;
- me make you good laugh."
-
- I was surprised to see the fellow so pleased. "You fool you," says I,
- "he will eat you up." "Eatee me up! eatee me up!" says Friday, twice
- over again; "me eatee him up; me make you good laugh; you all stay here,
- me show you good laugh." So down he sits, and gets his boots off in a
- moment, and put on a pair of pumps, as we call the flat shoes they wear,
- and which he had in his pocket, gives my other servant his horse, and
- with his gun away he flew, swift like the wind.
-
- The bear was walking softly on, and offered to meddle with nobody till
- Friday, coming pretty near, calls to him, as if the bear could
- understand him, "Hark ye, hark ye," says Friday, "me speakee wit you."
- We followed at a distance; for now being come down on the Gascogn side
- of the mountains, we were entered a vast great forest., where the
- country was plain and pretty open, though many trees in it scattered
- here and there.
-
- Friday, who had, as we say, the heels of the bear, came up with him
- quickly, and takes up a great stone and throws at him, and hit him just
- on the head, but did him no harm than if he had thrown it against a
- wall. But it answered Friday's end, for the rogue was so void of fear,
- that he did it purely to make the bear follow him, and show us some
- laugh, as he called it.
-
- As soon as the bear felt the stone, and saw him, he turns about, and
- comes after him, taking devilish long strides, and shuffling along at a
- strange rate, so as would have put a horse to a middling gallop. Away
- runs Friday, and takes his course as if he run towards us for help; so
- we all resolved to fire at once upon the bear, and deliver my man;
- though I was angry at him heartily for bringing the bear back upon us,
- when he was going about his own business another way; and especially I
- was angry that he had turned the bear upon us, and then run away; and I
- called out, "You dog," said I, "is this your making us laugh? Come away,
- and take your horse, that we may shoot the creature." He hears me, and
- cries out, "No shoot, no shoot; stand still, you get much laugh." And as
- the nimble creature run two feet for the beast's one, he turned on a
- sudden, on one side of us, and seeing a great oak tree fit for his
- purpose, he beckoned to us to follow; and doubling his pace, he get
- nimbly up the tree, laying his gun down upon the ground, at about five
- or six yards from the bottom of the tree.
-
- The bear soon came to the tree, and we followed at a distance. The first
- thing he did, he stopped at the gun, smelt to it, but let it lie, and up
- he scrambles into the tree, climbing like a cat, though so monstrously
- heavy. I was amazed at the folly, as I though it, of my man, and could
- not for my life see anything to laugh at yet, till seeing the bear get
- up the tree, we all rode nearer to him.
-
- When we came to the tree, there was Friday got out to the small end of a
- large limb of the tree, and the bear got about half way to him. As soon
- as the bear got out to that part where the limb of the tree was weaker,
- "Ha!" says he to us, "now you see me teachee the bear dance." So he
- falls a-jumping and shaking the bough, at which the bear began to
- totter, but stood still, and began to look behind him, to see how he
- should get back. Then, indeed, we did laugh heartily. But Friday had not
- done with him again, as if he had supposed the bear could speak English,
- "What, you no come farther? pray you come farther;" so he left jumping
- and shaking the tree; and the bear, just as if he had understood what he
- said, did come a little farther; then he fell a-jumping again, and the
- bear stopped again.
-
- We thought now was a good time to knock him on the head, and I called to
- Friday to stand still, and we would shoot the bear; but he cried out
- earnestly, "O pray! O pray! no shoot, me shoot by and then;" he would
- have said by and by. However, to shorten the story, Friday danced so
- much, and the bear stood so ticklish, that we had laughing enough
- indeed, but still could not imagine what the fellow would do; for first
- we thought he depended upon shaking the bear off; and we found the bear
- was too cunning for that too; for he would not go out far enough to be
- thrown down, but clings fast with his great broad claws and feet, so
- that we could not imagine what would be the end of it, and where the
- jest would be at last.
-
- But Friday put us out of doubt quickly; for seeing the bear cling fast
- to the bough, and that he would not be persuaded to come any farther,
- "Well, well," says Friday, "you no come farther, me go, me go; you no
- come to me, me go come to you;" and upon this he goes out to the
- smallest end of the bough, where it would bend with his weight, and
- gently lets himself down by it, sliding down the bough till he came near
- enough to jump down on his feet, and away he ran to his gun, takes it
- up, and stands still.
-
- "Well," said I to him, "Friday, what will you do now? Why don't you
- shoot him?" "No shoot," says Friday, "no yet; me shoot now, me no kill;
- me stay, give you one more laugh." And, indeed, so he did, as you will
- see presently; for when the bear sees his enemy gone, he comes back from
- the bough where he stood, but did it mighty leisurely, looking behind
- him every step, and coming backward till he got into the body of the
- tree; then with the same hinder end foremost he comes down the tree,
- grasping it with his claws, and moving one foot at a time, very
- leisurely. At this juncture, and just before he could set his hind feet
- upon the ground, Friday stepped up close to him, clapped the muzzle of
- his piece into his ear, and shot him dead as a stone.
-
- Then the rogue turned about to see if we did not laugh; and when he saw
- we were pleased by our looks, he falls a-laughing himself very loud. "So
- we kill bear in my country," says Friday. "So you kill them?" says I;
- "why, you have no guns." "No," says he, "no gun, but shoot great much
- long arrow."
-
- This was indeed a good diversion to us; but we were still in a wild
- place, and our guide very much hurt, and what to do we hardly knew. The
- howling of the wolves ran much in my head; and indeed, except the noise
- I once heard on the shore of Africa, of which I have said something
- already, I never heard anything that filled me with so much horror.
-
- These things, and the approach of night, called us off, or else, as
- Friday would have had us, we should certainly have taken the skin of
- this monstrous creature off, which was worth saving; but we had three
- leagues to go, and our guide hastened us; so we left him, and went
- forward on our journey.
-
- The ground was still covered with snow, though not so deep and dangerous
- as on the mountains; and the ravenous creatures, as we heard afterwards,
- were come down into the forest and plain country, pressed by hunger, to
- seek for food, and had done a great deal of mischief in the villages,
- where they surprised the country people, killed a great many of their
- sheep and horses, and some people, too.
-
- We had one dangerous place to pass, which our guide told us if there
- were any more wolves in the country we should find them there; and this
- was in a small plain, surrounded with woods on every side, and a long
- narrow defile, or lane, which we were to pass to get through the wood,
- and then we should come to the village where we were to lodge.
-
- It was within half an hour of sunset when we entered the first wood, and
- a little after sunset when we came into the plain. We met with nothing
- in the first wood, except that, in a little plain within the wood, which
- was not above two furlongs over, we saw five great wolves cross the
- road, full speed, one after another, as if they had been in chase of
- some prey, and had it in view; they took no notice of us, and were gone
- and out of our sight in a few moments. Upon this our guide, who, by the
- way, was a wretched fainthearted fellow, bid us keep in a ready posture,
- for he believed there were more wolves a-coming.
-
- We kept our arms ready, and our eyes about us; but we saw no more wolves
- till we came through that wood, which was near half a league, and
- entered the plain. As soon as we came into the plain, we had occasion
- enough to look about us. The first object we met with was a dead horse,
- that is to say, a poor horse which the wolves had killed, and at least a
- dozen of them at work; we could not say eating of him, but picking of
- his bones rather, for they had eaten up all the flesh before.
-
- We did not think fit to disturb them at their feast, neither did they
- take much notice of us. Friday would have let fly at them, but I would
- not suffer him by any means, for I found we were like to have more
- business upon our hands than we were aware of. We were not gone half
- over the plain, but we began to hear the wolves howl in the wood on our
- left in a frightful manner, and presently after we saw about a hundred
- coming on directly towards us, all in a body, and most of them in a
- line, as regularly as an army drawn up by experienced officers. I scarce
- knew in what manner to receive them, but found to draw ourselves in a
- close line was the only way; so we formed in moment; but that we might
- not have too much interval, I ordered that only every other man should
- fire, and that the others who had not fired should stand ready to give
- them a second volley immediately, if they continued to advance upon us;
- and that then those who had fired at first should not pretend to load
- their fuses again, but stand ready with every one a pistol, for we were
- all armed with a fusee and a pair of pistols each man; so we were, by
- this method, able to fire six volleys, half of us at a time. However, at
- present we had no necessity; for upon firing the first volley the enemy
- made a full stop, being terrified as well with the noise as with the
- fire. Four of them being shot into the head, dropped; several others
- were wounded, and went bleeding off, as we could see by the snow. I
- found they stopped, but did not immediately retreat; whereupon,
- remembering that I had been told that the fiercest creatures were
- terrified at the voice of a man, I cause all our company to halloo as
- loud as we could, and I found the notion not altogether mistaken, for
- upon our shout they began to retire and turn about. Then I ordered a
- second volley to be fired in their rear, which put them to the gallop,
- and away they went to the woods.
-
- This gave us leisure to charge our pieces again; and that we might lose
- no time we kept going. But we had but little more than loaded our
- fusees, and put ourselves into a readiness, when we heard a terrible
- noise in the same wood, on our left, only, that it was farther onward,
- the same way we were to go.
-
- The night was coming on, and the light began to be dusky, which made it
- worse on our side; but the noise increasing, we could easily perceive
- that it was the howling and yelling of those hellish creatures; and on a
- sudden, we perceived two or three troops of wolves, one on our left, one
- behind us, and one on our front, so that we seemed to be surrounded with
- them. However, as they did not fall upon us we kept our way forward as
- fast as we could make our horses go, which, the way being very rough,
- was only a good large trot, and in this manner we came in view of the of
- a wood, though which we were to pass, at the farther side of the plain;
- but we were greatly surprised when, coming nearer the lane, or pass, we
- saw a confused number of wolves standing just at the entrance.
-
- On a sudden, at another opening of the wood, we heard the noise of a
- gun, and looking that way, out rushed a horse, with a saddle and a
- bridle on him, flying like the wind, and sixteen or seventeen wolves
- after him, full speed; indeed, the horse had the heels of them; but as
- we supposed that he could not hold it at that rate, we doubted not but
- they would get up with him at last, and no question but they did.
-
- But here we had a most horrible sight; for riding up to the entrance
- where the horse came out, we found the carcass of another horse and of
- two men, devoured by the ravenous creatures; and one of the men was no
- doubt that same whom we heard fire the gun, for there lay a gun just by
- him fired off; but as to the man, his head and the upper part of his
- body was eaten up.
-
- This filled us with horror, and we knew not what course to take; but the
- creatures resolved us soon, for they gathered about us presently in
- hopes of prey, and I verily believe there were three hundred of them. It
- happened very much to our advantage that, at the entrance into the wood,
- but a little was from it, there lay some large timber-trees, which had
- been cut down the summer before, and I suppose lay there for carriage. I
- drew my little troop in among those trees, and placing ourselves in a
- line behind one long tree, I advised them all to light, and keeping that
- tree before us for a breastwork, to stand in a triangle or three fronts,
- enclosing our horses in the centre.
-
- We did so, and it was well we did; for never was a more furious charge
- than the creatures made upon us in the place. They came on us with a
- growling kind of a noise, and mounted the piece of timber, which, as I
- said, was our breastwork, as if they were only rushing upon their prey;
- and this fury of theirs, it seems, was principally occasioned by their
- seeing our horses behind us, which was the prey they aimed at. I ordered
- our men to fire as before, every other man; and they took their aim so
- sure that indeed they killed several of the wolves at the first volley;
- but there was a necessity to keep a continual firing, for they came on
- like devils, those behind pushing on those before.
-
- When we had fired our second volley of our fusees, we thought they
- stopped a little, and I hoped they would have gone off but it was but a
- moment, for others came forward again; so we fired two volleys of our
- pistols; and I believe in these four firings we had killed seventeen or
- eighteen of them, and lamed twice as many, yet they came on again.
-
- I was loth to spend our last shot too hastily; so I called my servant,
- not my man Friday, for he was better employed, for with the greatest
- dexterity imaginable he had charged my fusee and his own while we were
- engaged; but as I said, I called my other man, and giving him a horn of
- powder, I bade him lay a train all along the piece of timber, and let it
- be a large train. He did so, and had but just time to get away when the
- wolves came up to it, and some were got up upon it, when I, snapping an
- uncharged pistol close to the powder, set it on fire. Those that were
- upon the timber were scorched with it, and six or seven of them fell, or
- rather jumped, in among us with the force and fright of the fire. We
- despatched these in an instant, and the rest were so frighted with the
- light, which the night, for it was now very near dark, made mare
- terrible, that they drew back a little; upon which I ordered our last
- pistol to be fired off in one volley, and after that we gave a shout.
- Upon this the wolves turned tail, and we sallied immediately upon near
- twenty lame ones, whom we found struggling on the ground, and fell
- a-cutting them with our swords, which answered our expectation; for the
- crying and howling they made was better understood by their fellows, so
- that they all fled and left us.
-
- We had, first and last, killed about three score of them, and had it
- been daylight we had killed many more. The field of battle being thus
- cleared, we made forward again, for we had still near a league to go. We
- heard the ravenous creatures howl and yell in the woods as we went
- several times, and sometimes we fancied we saw some of them, but the
- snow dazzling our eyes, we were not certain. So in about an hour more we
- came to the town where we were to lodge, which we found in a terrible
- fright, and all in arms; for it seems that the night before the wolves
- and some bears had broke into the village in the night, and put them
- into a terrible fright; and they were obliged to keep guard night and
- day, but especially in the night, to preserve their cattle, and, indeed,
- their people.
-
- The next morning our guide was so ill, and his limbs swelled with the
- rankling of his two wounds, that he could go no farther; so we were
- obliged to take a new guide there, and go to Toulouse, where we found a
- warm climate, a fruitful, pleasant country, and no snow, no wolves, or
- anything like them. But when we told our story at Toulouse, they told us
- it was nothing but what was ordinary in the great forest at the foot of
- the mountains, especially when the snow lay on the ground; but they
- inquired much what kind of a guide we had gotten that would venture to
- bring us that way in such a severe season, and told us it was very much
- we were not all devoured. When we told them how we placed ourselves, and
- the horses in the middle, they blamed us exceedingly, and told us it was
- a fifty to one but we had been all destroyed; for it was the sight of
- the horses which made the wolves so furious, seeing their prey; and
- that, at other times, they are really afraid of a gun; but the being
- excessive hungry, and raging on that account, the eagerness to come at
- the horses had made them senseless of danger and that if we had not, by
- the continued fire, and at last by the stratagem of the train of powder,
- mastered them, it had been great odds but that we had been torn to
- pieces; whereas had we been content to have sat still on horseback, and
- fired as horsemen, they would not have taken the horses for so much
- their own, when men were on their backs, as otherwise; and withal they
- told us, that at last, if we had stood all together, and left our
- horses, they would have been so eager to have devoured them, that we
- might have come off safe, especially having our fire-arms in our hands,
- and being so many in number.
-
- For my part, I was never so sensible of danger in my life; for seeing
- above three hundred devils come roaring and open-mouthed to devour us,
- and having nothing to shelter us or retreat to, I gave myself over for
- lost; and as it was, I believe I shall never care to cross those
- mountains again. I think I would much rather go a thousand leagues by
- sea, though I were sure to meet with a storm once a week.
-
- I have nothing uncommon to take notice of in my passage through France;
- nothing but what other travellers have given an account of with much
- more advantage than I can. I travelled from Toulouse to Paris, and
- without any considerable stay came to Calais, and landed safe at Dover,
- the 14 of January, after having had a severe cold season to travel in.
-
- I was now come to the centre of my travels, and had in a little time all
- my new-discovered estate safe about me, the bills of exchange which I
- brought with me having been very currently paid.
-
- My principal guide and privy councillor was my good ancient widow; who,
- in gratitude for the money I had sent her, thought no pains too much, or
- care too great, to employ for her; and I trusted her so entirely with
- everything that I was perfectly easy as to the security of my effects;
- and indeed I was very happy from my beginning, and now to the end, in
- the unspotted integrity of this good gentlewoman.
-
- And now I began to think of leaving my effects with this woman and
- setting out for Lisbon, and so to the Brazils. But now another scruple
- came in my way, and that was religion; for I had entertained some doubts
- about the Roman religion even while I was abroad, especially in my state
- of solitude, so I knew there was no going to the Brazils for me, much
- less going to settle there, unless I resolved to embrace the Roman
- Catholic religion without any reserve; unless on the other hand I
- resolved to be a sacrifice to my principles, be a martyr for religion,
- and die in the Inquisition. So I resolved to stay at home, and if I
- could find means for it, to dispose of my plantation.
-
- To this purpose I wrote to my old friend at Lisbon, who in return gave
- me notice that he could easily dispose of it there; but that if I
- thought fit to give him leave to offer it in my name to the two
- merchants, the survivors of my trustees, who lived in the Brazils, who
- most fully understand the value of it, who lived just upon the spot, and
- whom I knew were very rich, so that he believed they would be fond of
- buying it, he did not doubt but I should make 4,000 or 5,000 pieces of
- eight the more of it.
-
- Accordingly I agreed, gave him order to offer it to them, and he did so;
- and in about eight months more, the ship being then returned, he sent me
- an account that they had accepted the offer, and had remitted 33,000
- pieces of eight to a correspondent of theirs at Lisbon to pay for it.
-
- In return, I signed the instrument of sale in the form which they sent
- from Lisbon, and sent it to my old man, who sent me bills of exchange
- for 32,800 pieces of eight to me, for the estate; reserving the payment
- of 100 moidores a year to him, the old man, during his life, and 50
- moidores afterwards to his son for this life, which I had promised them,
- which the plantation was to make good as a rent-charge. And thus I have
- given the first part of a life of fortune and adventure, a life of
- Providence's checker-worker, and of a variety the world will seldom be
- able to show the like of; beginning foolishly, but closing much more
- happily than any part of it ever gave me leave so much as to hope for.
-
- Any one would think that in this state of complicated good fortune I was
- past running any more hazards; and so indeed I had been, if other
- circumstances had concurred. But I was inured to a wandering life, had
- no family, not many relations, nor, however rich, had I contracted much
- acquaintance; and though I had sold my estate in the Brazils, yet I
- could not keep the country out of my head, and had a great mind to be
- upon the wing again; especially I could not resist the strong
- inclination I had to see my island, and to know if the poor Spaniards
- were in being there, and how the rogues I left there had used them.
-
- My true friend, the widow, earnestly dissuaded me from it, and so far
- prevailed with me, that for almost seven years she prevented my running
- abroad, during which time I took my two nephews, the children of one of
- my brothers, into my care. The eldest having something of his own, I
- bred up as a gentleman, and gave him a settlement of some addition to
- his estate after my decease. The other I put out to a captain of a ship,
- and after five years, finding him a sensible, bold, enterprising young
- fellow, I put him into a good ship, and sent him to sea; and this young
- fellow afterwards drew me in, as old as I was, to farther adventures
- myself.
-
- In the meantime, I in part settled myself here; for, first of all, I
- married, and that not either to my disadvantage or dissatisfaction, and
- had three children, two sons and one daughter; but my wife dying, and my
- nephew coming home with good success from a voyage to Spain, my
- inclination to go abroad, and his importunity, prevailed, and engaged me
- to go in his ship as a private trader to the East Indies. This was in
- the year 1694.
-
- In this voyage I visited my new colony in the island, saw my successors
- the Spaniards, had the whole story of lives, and of the villains I left
- there; how at first they insulted the poor Spaniards, how they
- afterwards agreed, disagreed, united, separated, and how at last the
- Spaniards were obliged to use violence with them; how they were
- subjected to the Spaniards; how honestly the Spaniards used them; a
- history, if it were entered into, as full of variety and wonderful
- accidents as my own part; particularly also as to their battles with the
- Caribbeans, who landed several times upon the island, and as to the
- improvement they made upon the island, and as to the improvement they
- made upon the island itself; and how five of them made an attempt upon
- the mainland, and brought away eleven men and five women prisoners, by
- which, at my coming, I found about twenty young children on the island.
-
- Here I stayed about twenty days, left them supplies of all necessary
- things, and particularly of arms, powder, shot, clothes, tools, and two
- workmen, which I brought from England with me, viz., a carpenter and a
- smith.
-
- Besides this, I shared the island into parts with them, reserved to
- myself the property of the whole, but gave them such parts respectively
- as they agreed on; and having settled all things with them, and engaged
- them not to leave the place, I left them there.
-
- From thence I touched at the Brazils, from whence I sent a bark, which I
- bought there, with more people, to the island; and in it, besides other
- supplies, I sent seven women, being such as I found proper for service,
- or for wives to such as would take them. As to the Englishmen, I
- promised them to send them some women from England, with a good cargo of
- necessaries, if they would apply themselves to planting; which I
- afterwards performed; and the fellows proved very honest and diligent
- after they were mastered, and had their properties set apart for them. I
- sent them also from the Brazils five cows, three of them being big with
- calf, some sheep, and some hogs, which, when I came again, were
- considerably increased.
-
- But all these things, with an account how three hundred Caribbees came
- and invaded them, and ruined their plantations, and how they fought with
- that whole number twice, and were at first defeated and three of them
- killed; but at last a storm destroying their enemies' canoes, they
- famished or destroyed almost all the rest, and renewed and recovered the
- possession of their plantation, and still lived upon the island; -all
- these things, with some very surprising incidents, in some new
- adventures of my own, for often years more, I may perhaps give a farther
- account of hereafter.
-
- - THE END -
-